RED

12/09/2003
Again. Today again, my 'cool and spicy' brother had done something unnecessary. I told him not to interfere with me and Nae, but he just had to...
I've had enough. It's too late today, but I'm going to confront him about this tomorrow. If he tries to laugh it up, I always have that one trick up my sleeve... When he sees 'that', he's going to conform for sure.

13/09/2003
School's over. My brother is hanging out with his friends again. Guess it'll have to wait.

13/09/2003
He's back. Onto the task, then.

02/10/2003
He stabbed me. Simply as that, he grabbed a knife and stabbed me. Alright, I might've gone too far, bringing 'that' into the discussion, but his own brother?
I'm angry. No, rather furious. I swear, when I get out of those bandages, I'm going to kick his damn ass. He's insane. His own brother? With a knife?
What the fuck is up with that.

04/10/2003
Parents came to visit me today in hospital. They said that they've sent J to some small country overseas to study. What a shitload of crap. He fucking STABBED HIS OWN BROTHER! And you are sending him overseas as if it were a rewardable thing? "We can't risk our reputation just because of a little incident like this."
LITTLE INCIDENT?! Are you fucking retarded?! I swear, when I get out...

29/10/2003
When I get out...
I might've said that, but it seems I won't be let out for another month or so. I don't feel any bad and my wounds have healed already, I don't see what the fuss is all about. Or are those damn parents up to something again? Fuck them and their 'reputation'. What a bunch of bullshit.

04/11/2003
I'm bored.
At least I'm allowed to stroll around hospital and hospital grounds. I still can't get over that phone call I got from father yesterday.
"We're sorry, but we have to leave for a few days in a business trip. We've transferred some money to your bank account and left your more personal things at the reception. Sorry I couldn't say goodbye properly, but we're really busy."
Is THAT how a parent should act?! Don't give me this shit! You call yourself a father?! Fuck off!

At least I don't have to depend on the shitty hospital food to live on. I catched one of the visiting kids and threatened him a bit to convince him to bring me things from shops every once in a while. Of course, for my own money. I haven't fallen low enough to steal.

06/11/2003
This is boring. Nae seems to have forgotten about me. Or she's simply too scared to confront me now, after what has happened between her and J.

07/11/2003
Boring.

09/10/2003
Boring.

10/10/2003
I found something interesting. One the last floor, there's an empty room, formerly a bathroom, I think. But what's more interesting, there's a large hole in the wall, leading to a very dark room beside it. So dark I couldn't see anything even if I stayed in front of it for a few minutes. Of course, I didn't go inside, who knows what could I have steppen on if I simply rushed in.

10/10/2003
I asked a nurse about that room and she said it indeed used to be a bathroom. Seemingly, there's been an accident where some guy walked in and simply disappeared, so they stopped using it.

Curiosity is killing me. That unnaturally dark hole felt really out of place. And strangely attracting...

10/10/2003
I can't take it anymore. I borrowed a rechargeable flashlight from one of the kids. I'm preparing to get up and investigate the room as I write this.

:END OF FILE:

SUIKA


12 days until Summer Festival, Year 2 SNA (Since Naya Arrived)
Naya and Reimu are going out today. That means I get to be the Shrine Maiden! They said they're making arrangements for a wedding. Someone's getting married?

I started with cleaning floors in corridors. Tiring job!


12 days until Summer Festival, Year 2 SNA (Since Naya Arrived)
Then, I checked the donation box. As usual, almost nothing! Only Yukarin sometimes comes and throws in some money, but only when no one looks! Of course, there is nothing that can hide from Super Suika's eyes! Nyahahaha!


12 days until Summer Festival, Year 2 SNA (Since Naya Arrived)
I found something weird when cleaning Naya's old room. He must've left it there when moving his stuff. It looks kinda like a brick, the ones they use to build houses in the village, only smaller. And it's not really that sturdy! It fell apart when I dropped it on the ground! I wonder if people outside build houses with this?
Anyways, I hid the parts in the cupboard. It's not good to leave trash laying around!


12 days until Summer Festival, Year 2 SNA (Since Naya Arrived)
Alice came while I was sweeping the front yard! She wanted to talk with Naya, but since he wasn't here, she offered to help with work till he returns! How nice of her! Together, work should go twice as fast, right?


12 days until Summer Festival, Year 2 SNA (Since Naya Arrived)
Naya and Reimu returned. Naya asked me and Reimu to leave him with Alice alone for a moment. Reimu muttered something about being suspicious, but left nonetheless. She told me to prepare some food for dinner. And when there's dinner, there's also drinking, right?

12 days until Summer Festival, Year 2 SNA (Since Naya Arrived)
Apparently Naya and Alice are done talking and came to help us with dinner as well! That gives me time to raid Reimu's secret stash! Nyahaha!

:END OF FILE:

Oops. Forgot a letter in my trip. Those are legit.

>>13885
>I wonder if he will ever return...
RENKO TRUE
;_;

Curiouser and curiouser.

Very interesting, YAF.

NAYA

XX/XX/XX
XX:XXAM

Another one of these. These dreams that torment me every night. I'm feeling like a zombie. Wake up in the evening, replenish nutrition, drink, then go back to sleep again, and sleep for at least 20 hours.. Every day, a same cycle occurs. I have no idea what's going on with my body. I don't feel good enough to go to Uni. Perhaps I should go see a doctor or something. Even writing this is exhausting enough to make me want to fall asleep again.


XX/XX/XX
XX:XXAM

Another. This time, as every other one, things have gone diffirently. Why is it? It's almost like watching a movie with myself as the main actor. I want to snap out of it. I want to return to my normal life. I want to get rid of those troublesome dreams. And this heavy feeling in my muscles. In my head. In my thoughts.


XX/XX/XX
XX:XXAM
I am slowly going insane. It's been more than two weeks since it started. Thanks to my inactive behaviour, I don't have to eat much, but I'm slowly running out of supplies. I don't think I'll be able to stay awake long enough to go to a shop. If there only was someone who could help me...


XX/XX/XX
XX:XXAM

The windows became so dirty I can barely see sunlight through them. How many days have passed? I don't even remember my neighbour's face... Not that I was friends with him or anything. There's a spider web under my desk, but I can't get up to clean it. Even holding up the pen is tiresome enough. Good thing I placed it and a notebook near my bed. This way I can write without standing up. Maybe, if I die, someone will eventually come and read this... Maybe...


XX/XX/XX
XX:XXAM

I'm delusional. I'm starting to confuse reality with dreams. They are simply too realistic. Those feelings, those sensations. And this grey room... If I were given a choice, what would I choose?
How pathetic. Have I really fallen that low? I'm not that kind of a person!
Yet, I can't fight the drowsiness... Why...


XX/XX/XX
XX:XXAM

Reimu. Reimu. Reimu. Reimu. I'm starting to hEAR this person's voice even outside the dreams. WHY WHY WHY WHY! I want to get up! I want to clean my room! I want to go OUTside! I really haVE to snap out of it. Snap out. Snap out. Snap out.


XX/XX/XX
XX:XXAM

Reimu. And not ONLY she. WHOLE group of people INVADING my thoughs AS if they were MY FRIENDS. as if THEY weRE REal. WhAT'S UP with THAT? I know they don't EXIST, so WHY are they constantly INTERACTING with the me IN my DREAMS? STop it, stOp It Stop It SToP


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Itchy.
Tasty.

Just when you thought this shit was all fun and games!

I don't know whether to love or hate you, YAF.

Hey Yaffy! Care to give me a hint on that one?

＼YAF!／

>>13902
oH yOu

YAF TIME TO DRINK AND GET BACK TO WRITING

>>13911

I just drank one can'o'Żywiec, saving up the rest for the night (pulling a DARKS today). As for the work.... VOTE MOAR!

>>13902
ALTERNATE REALITY NANAYA IS THE TRUE FINAL BOSS.

>>13906

What's there to say? Presence, Past, Future and Inevitability, all mix together, but form one reality... To perceive their unity, do you really need to look at them? Or just let the things go their own way? Time will show...

>>13902
Oh hey there, Hisui route.

>>13932
What the jumping canary-faced superactive spacefuck lumberchrist is all that shit?

>>13902

So, this is Nanaya before going to Gensokyo. Moments before going, or moments after eavesdropping Mary and renko's conversation about Gensokyo? Seems Nanaya has been dreaming during/with/about the TRANSPARENT NIGHT and got insane even before entering Gensokyo.

Oh, and btw YAF, fuck you for making Reimu route the cannon route, or making it look so.

>>14160
>cannon route

Makes me have peculiar thoughts.

Other than that, of course. /shrine/ was meant to be Reimu and Naya's playground from the very begining, and it's only due to anon's pleads and my softness that there are routes other than the heavenly shrine maiden's.

>>14166

If you like Reimu so much then what the hell possessed you to call yourself YandereALICEFag?

>>14172
I have been wondering this for quite some time as well.
Was it because he was calling himself a yandere faggot that liked Alice, or because he was fond of yandere Alice?

>>14166
>and it's only due to anon's pleads and my softness that there are routes other than the heavenly shrine maiden's.
Well, hell. That's damn white of you.
Jesus, YAF. Seriously.

>>14172

This. You should call yourself DereReimuFag.

>>14166
>Other than that, of course. /shrine/ was meant to be Reimu and Naya's playground from the very begining

OH GOD YAF MAKE IT COME TRUE
EVERY ROUTE IS A REIMU ROUTE

>and it's only due to anon's pleads and my softness that there are routes other than the heavenly shrine maiden's.

USELESS FAGGOT, YOU ARE TOO SOFT

>/shrine/ was meant to be Reimu and Naya's playground from the very begining
What about Suika? And Mima?
Their routes belong in /shrine/ as much as Reimu.

I applaud your generosity at allowing such others as Yuuka in, though. Nobody else seems to have much love for the others.

>>14173

My nickname comes from immemorial times when I used to piss people off over at /jp/ by roleplaying Alice... And then Yandere Alice. Then it somehow stuck to me. Plus, YAF sounds way better than DRF.

>>14190

*squeeze*

>>14192

Yeah, just like that.

>>14205

You bastard. Also, I just noticed this story is here (slowpoke.jpg). Dreams really do come true!

>>13902

Hm, theory time: The Nanaya who wrote the diary is still outside Gensokyo even tough Nanaya(us) has entered, and he is our inner PsychoSelf (well, maybe not "inner", but you know what I'm trying to say here).

>>14444
But Psychosis Voice is supposedly just Nanaya's youkai side. Not some alternate reality Nanaya who's still Outside and somehow connected to our mind.

>>14457
DAMMIT CONCEALED THE CONCLUSION!

>>14457

Ok, then maybe they split up? Lol, not very likely, but I still think it's better than having two personalities.

Like, the human half went trough the barrier but the Youkai side stayed. The Youkai half gets weaker, sleeping the entire day, and during his sleep he sees all the fun his Human half is having in Gensokyo trough the Transarent Night or because they are still somewhat connected. He goes nuts and want to have fun too, so he, like, try to replace the Human's mind/concience with his own.

Of course, it's not a very plausile theory, since our "inner voice" in TS01 was actually Red.

>>13902
What if this is the real Nanaya? He seems able to perceive the different playthroughs, so maybe the entire TS world is going on in his delusional mind. Just a theory that popped into my mind.

>>14774

Wouldn't that make Nanaya YAF?

>>14778

There's been a large lack of homosexual action for that to be true.

>>14754
Hmmm, I'm not sure that all of the inner voice was Red. >>4698 suggests that much, if not all, of that inner voice was Nanaya's own violent blood, which is in later routes called his youkai side.

>>14774
Hmmm, you're right. I hadn't noticed before, but the second entry seems to imply that this Nanaya can see the different routes. Craaazy stuff. In before he becomes an antagonist.