Sanaek !gwSNAAKE5k 2009/03/12 (Thu) 08:11 No. 77854 "Wha--" You begin to say, only to be interrupted by an incredible pain as you try to stand. It hurts! Your leg won't move. Is it broken? It doesn't look broken. The pain subsides as you settle back down, and you continue.
"What the hell happened?" Why does she look so worried? You're not as badly injured as you feel, you think.
"Dunno, but it looks like things have quieted down a bit." She reaches under your arm and grabs you by the waist. "C'mon, lets get you up."
She tries to help you to your feet, and you make an effort to ignore the pain. You can stand just fine! This is nothing! She can't pick you up unless you--
Ah, you've fallen down again. And the pain only seems to be getting worse. It's not just your leg now, but your hips, your back.. Every part of you feels like it's been shattered.
"C'mon, don't make me go get the wheelchair.." Chiyuri gripes, lending a hand yet again.
This time, her efforts prove to be a little more successful. But even on your feet, you feel like you're just back where you started--in pain and using the walls to keep you standing.
Your attention turns to the rest of the room, perhaps as an unconscious move to keep the pain from taking hold again. Well, on the bright side, aside from the mess of papers and broken glass that lay strewn across the floor, the one thing you'd hoped would be still intact is still intact..
And the woman inside it just stares at you. Blankly, emotionlessly, but it still makes you angry. Isn't she laughing behind all that plastered-on impassiveness? You'd be laughing at you too were you to see yourself in this miserable state from her perspective.
But what of the others? No doubt all this was that woman's doing! Where is she?! Where did she run to?! You'll find her.. And when you do, you'll-
You feel dizzy. This isn't good. The pain is gone, you feel like you're going to be sick. Serves you right for getting so worked up while in this sort of state. You need to sit down--to lie down. But it hurts to do either one.
The wall doesn't help to keep your head from spinning. You lean on it, but it just doesn't--
"Ey, you don't look so good.." She sounds worried, that voice over your shoulder.
"I'm.."
You fight the urge to be sick.
"Fine.."
You can handle this. You have to handle this, or you'll just fall over unconscious. The room just keeps spinning. Relentlessly.
"Yeah, I think you need some rest." She doesn't believe you?
"I'm fine, I said!" You try to throw her hands off of you, to no avail. She's stronger. Was she always this strong?
No, it's just you who's weakened. You have no choice but to let her do what she wants. Funny though, that her shoulder seems to work wonders when compared to that wall. At least, you're able to see straight now.
At best, it feels about the same as being drunk. At worst, thousands upon thousands of knives are slowly being pulled from your body. Chiyuri carries you to God-knows-where, and you can't so much as put up a fuss.
But for some reason, she seems unhurt. There's naught a scratch on her. She was right next to you when the blast hit, so..
"Chiyuri, you're.."
"I don't think either of us are qualified for this shit." She says abruptly.
"I have no idea what the hell happened, but that ain't something we should be messin' with." She just keeps going. "Look, boss. Isn't there any way you can just give this whole mess up?"
Even in this deplorable state, you have no intention of doing so. She seems to recognize it in your expression, or maybe you've responded somehow unconsciously..
"Didn't think so." She shakes her head, hoisting you up as she half drags, half carries you down the hall. "You always were the stubborn type.. The challenge means nothing so long as you get what you're looking for in the end. How many more times am I gonna hafta carry your half-conscious body around like this before you find it?"
She pauses, seeming to know the answer herself already. You have enough trouble maintaining your footing as it is, and can't respond as you probably should.
"Ya know what, don't answer that. I know what you'd say to a question like that, and it's nuts!" Now, she seems more angry than anything. "Nuts, I tell ya! If this keeps up, you'll get yourself--or worse, me killed! Now I love ya, don't get me wrong, but I don't plan on dying before I reach eighteen. Not for you, not for anyone else."
"..." You can't get a word in edgewise.
"It's selfish of me, I know. And I can't just leave you out here to die in a ditch somewhere, so there's one helluva conflict of interests for ya." She turns a corner, leading you in to a familiar-looking room. Your room. She pulls you over and sets you down on the bed. A tinge of pain resurfaces, but quickly subsides as you sit yourself at the edge.
Chiyuri, standing just in front of you, continues to speak. "You've put me at odds, here. If this keeps up, I.." Her eyes turn away from you. "I just can't do it. I don't think I could bear to see you wind up like this again."
"Heh, listen to me ramble." She lets out a chuckle, and gives you a painful grin. "I suppose, what I'm tryin' to say is.. Can't you just give it up this time?"
"I.." How can you choose? Give up your dreams, or give up Chiyuri. There's just no way. You can't--you won't make that kind of decision, and you can't help but hate her for trying to force it upon you.
"I can't."
"Of course you can't." She suddenly seems so angry. "You never can, and I'm fed up with it. Do you really think we're gonna find anything out here? We're chasing fucking rainbows! There's nothing out here! Nothing! And here you are, one foot in the grave thinking it's all fine and dandy! Well I've have enough! I quit!"
"Chiyuri, I--"
"Fuck you!"
"You're misunderstanding--"
"The hell I am! Take me home, I've had enough of this bullshit!"
"Chiyuri.."
"I. HAVE HAD. ENOUGH!"
And the door slams behind her. Is she serious, or just overreacting? Either way, you're in no condition to go chasing after her. God knows you want to. You want to go out there, chase her down, hold her in your arms and tell her that everything's going to be okay.
"Chasing rainbows.." Maybe she's right, though. You flop back down on the bed with the words stuck in your mind. A year-and-a-half in this strange magical countryside, and you haven't a shred of evidence to prove even one of your theories.
Minutes pass, maybe hours. You've begun to lose track of things. Of everything. Even Chiyuri, who had been closest to you.
And losing her would hurt worse than what you feel now.
Was she serious?
The thought lingers in your mind, and leaves a horrible lump in your throat. You can't forget it. You can't even try. Forgetting it would mean that you don't care.
Give her time, try to talk things through. She can't stay angry forever. Despite her miserable timing in bringing up the subject, you still feel like you'll be able to pull through this one.
She still didn't tell you why she didn't get hurt by the blast. You can hardly move, and she has the energy to start up a fight like that..
The thought puts a smile on your face. Were you not so weighed down by emotion, you'd probably be laughing, too.
She even said she loved you.
...
This sucks.
[ ] Go find her. Right now.
[ ] Rest, try to recover.