YAFKYU !nmVOHsTRd. 2008/06/29 (Sun) 21:48 No. 14026 Before the music even starts, you mutter out, a bit unsurely, the first lines.
"Is this the real life-
Is this just fantasy-..."
After them, however, courage strikes back, just like with Libera Me, and music takes over your soul and body, making you sing out loud like there's no tomorrow. Without remorse, without holding back, all your emotions, feelings, you let them out in a synchronised song.
"Caught in a landslide-
No escape from reality-
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see-
Im just a poor boy,i need no sympathy-
Because Im easy come,easy go,
A little high,little low,
Anyway the wind blows,doesnt really matter to me,
To me..."
Your voice carries far. Beyond the walls of this shrine, beyond this rundown building. Insignificiant borders, for your voice's power, strength, the force of emotions behind that song. Yuuka, Reimu, Yukari, all the others, even sleeeping Alice, they shall all feel the power behind those words, behind this mere facade of empty words. Whole mempories, leaking out through the emotional meaning of those lines, seeping through thich skin, straight into you audiences' heads, thoughts, even more, Farther, better, stronger, let the whole of Gensokyo hear your voice!
"Mama,just killed a man,
Put a gun against his head,
Pulled my trigger,now hes dead,
Mama,life had just begun,
But now Ive gone and thrown it all away-
Mama ooo,
Didnt mean to make you cry-
If Im not back again this time tomorrow-
Carry on,carry on,as if nothing really matters-..."
That's right! This is not a song! This is a speech, a prophecy! No matter the lenghts, no matter the obstacles, this song shall reach every and single one of pair of ears in this secluded world! Fill them with the meaning, the message of your words. The oblivious ones shall fall as your voice prevails!
All of them, every single one of those peculiar girls, Reimu, Yuuka, Mima, even Yukari, the most mysterious of them all, become absorbed in your tone.
Carry away, airy message! Let them feel the meaning! Feel the emotions!
And most importantly... The ones close to you...
"Too late,my time has come,
Sends shivers down my spine-
Bodys aching all the time,
Goodbye everybody-Ive got to go-
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth-
Mama ooo- (any way the wind blows)
I dont want to die,
I sometimes wish Id never been born at all-..."
Never been born at all! To that hostile world, to that grey reality! But it doesn't matter anymore, does it! In here, in this secluded place of past reality, do you have anything to worry at all? There is nothing. Every single event, even those unpleasant ones, are a bliss, compared to the routine of your hitherto prevailing lifestyle. Even those painful times, you'd rather choose them over the oblivious existence outside the border, every single day, the same, the same, the same, the same, the same! Even though hurt, your body still feels the same as your mind, clinging hard to these two days of delightful, forgetful existence, even though many things have happened you'd rather not have happening.
"I see a little silhouetto of a man,
Scaramouche,scaramouche will you do the fandango-
Thunderbolt and lightning-very very frightening me-
Galileo,galileo,
Galileo galileo
Galileo figaro-magnifico-
But Im just a poor boy and nobody loves me-
Hes just a poor boy from a poor family-
Spare him his life from this monstrosity-
Easy come easy go-,will you let me go-
Bismillah! no-,we will not let you go-let him go-
Bismillah! we will not let you go-let him go
Bismillah! we will not let you go-let me go
Will not let you go-let me go
Will not let you go let me go
No,no,no,no,no,no,no-
Mama mia,mama mia,mama mia let me go-
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me,for me,for me-!"
The audience remains perfectly silent, faced with the flood of emotions coming from this song. A masterpiece, is it right to call it like that? Nonsensical, even ridiculous, may those lyrics appear, but...
Led by your voice, those are no more than mere conduits for the true meaning. Tears almost coming out of your eyes, you continie the song...
"So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye-
So you think you can love me and leave me to die-
Oh baby-cant do this to me baby-
Just gotta get out-just gotta get right outta here-..."
All of them, fascinated, perhaps even intoxicated by your voice. Listen. These are what they call true emotions! Take them all! Sorrow, happiness, resolve! Store them in your hearts, and even though your intents and feelings may stay in dark, only giving out slight hints about their existence, let them at least be fed with this honest flood of constant melody!
"Nothing really matters,
Anyone can see,
Nothing really matters-,nothing really matters to me...
Any way the wind blows...."
Your voice fades out along with the music. Together with it, you fall on your knees, tears almost forcefully making their way from your eyes, with this trails flowing down your cheeks. Moved. So moved. Are they even equally touched by the meaning? By the truth? Truth of the world, of the surrounding grey matter known as life?
Kneeling, you touch the floor with your forehead.
Then, you break out in a cheerful laugh.
Lightness, emptiness, delight you feel after letting it all out, it makes you cry. But, this would be emarassing to just do it in front of them all.
"Yukari." you speak through the applause. Looks like even the ever-drunk oni has been quite moved "I think we've had enough. You can return it now."
She nods. Slightly as it may be, it's a very distiguishable sign. Almost exxagerated for this kind of agreement.
You feel empty space suddenl taking place of the rig behind you. With a silent buzz, the speakers, and the tower disappear.
You sigh with relief. Altough it has been entertaining, it's been as well stressing in it's own way. You steal a glance at Alice, who turns out to be still sleeping. Indeed, it has to be magically induced slumber that has put her in such a deep state of uncosciouness that even all the singing haven';t woken her up. Putting your hands on your waist, you turn towards the table, only to have Reimu suddenly make a remark about your singing.
"Beautiful. I couldn't understand a word, but it was..."
"Simply overthrowing." Yuuka finishes in her place "I had no idea you could sing like that."
"Ahah..." you give out a troubled chuckle "I guess..."