(note: to avoid confusion, do not archive this with Kira's work.) I just pulled this out randomly in the MIG IRC last night.
Continuing from
http://www.touhouproject.com/th/res/26877.html A less than pleasant expression crosses Mokou’s face.
"Ok, listen up because I only want to talk about this once. It’s damn annoying to think about. Back in middle school we were all friends. The three of us would hang out damn near all the time when we weren't with your sisters. Especially after Marisa became your mom. But things sort of changed. Kaguya started acting…differently. W- she has always had a thing for you."
Mokou stares blankly at the ground avoiding eye contact, as if she is thinking about something very painful. It's odd, but Mokou's mournful face looks rather beautiful. She's always been the lively and strong person friend at your side, so it's rather rare to see her look feminine. A sort of tightness grips your chest; a longing to comfort her, and perhaps yourself. She continues.
"I don't think I really want to talk about this. Sorry could we ta-" but you cut her off as you pull her into a fierce embrace.
Mokou does push you away or yell at you like normal. She just kneels there, limp, as you squeeze her with all your might.
"I'm sorry, Mokou. You're my best friend and my biggest source of support. I didn't mean to bring up anything hurtful. I just want to know what's between...us"
Mokou stops breathing for a second. That last comment sucked the air and resolve right out of her. "Anon....I..." but she just trails off. You can feel her trying to lift her arms to do something but she just stops midway, as if she can't decide what to do.
You decide to break the silence. "I really don't know what happened, but I can guess that I had to make a choice. I think I made the right one, but probably never followed through with it. I don't care how we've acted before, but I can't hold back any more.” A more awkward silence settles in.
You search for the words, but both of you have lost them. You just kneel there, gripping your best friend with a horrible squeezing sensation in your chest. Suddenly, your senses spike and you become aware of things. Her soft, warm breath against your neck. The feeling of her skin in your arms. Her ample bosom pushed against you. It's maddening. You want her. You have to have her. You should have done this from the beginning. You pull Mokou back and look at her straight in the eyes. They are wide with surprise and confusion. Beautiful rubies shimmer at you. Is she going to cry?
"Mokou. I'm sorry for what I'm about to do, but I can't stop myself."
Gripping into her back and sides firmly, you pull Mokou's body to yours and press your lips onto hers. She immediately wraps her arms around you. She kisses you furiously, forcing her tongue between your lips. It's as if this was the final crack that broke a dam holding back a flood of emotion. She pushes you to the ground and starts hitting you in the chest. She doesn’t punch you hard, but rather steadily like waves hitting a shore.
Mokou stares down at you with wild eyes. "Y-you idiot! How could you do this now after I saw you with her! I’ve never been more scared in my life when I saw you holding arms with her. I've held back for all these years because I was scared, and then you just happen you lose your memories and do whatever the hell you want!" It’s not fair! You stupid…idiot!"
