(note: to avoid confusion, do not archive this with Kira's work.) I just pulled this out randomly in the MIG IRC last night.
Continuing from
http://www.touhouproject.com/th/res/26877.html
A less than pleasant expression crosses Mokou’s face.
"Ok, listen up because I only want to talk about this once. It’s
damn annoying to think about. Back in middle school we were all
friends. The three of us would hang out damn near all the time when we
weren't with your sisters. Especially after Marisa became your mom. But
things sort of changed. Kaguya started acting…differently. W- she has
always had a thing for you."
Mokou stares blankly at the ground avoiding eye contact, as if she
is thinking about something very painful. It's odd, but Mokou's
mournful face looks rather beautiful. She's always been the lively and
strong person friend at your side, so it's rather rare to see her look
feminine. A sort of tightness grips your chest; a longing to comfort
her, and perhaps yourself. She continues.
"I don't think I really want to talk about this. Sorry could we ta-" but you cut her off as you pull her into a fierce embrace.
Mokou does push you away or yell at you like normal. She just kneels there, limp, as you squeeze her with all your might.
"I'm sorry, Mokou. You're my best friend and my biggest source of
support. I didn't mean to bring up anything hurtful. I just want to
know what's between...us"
Mokou stops breathing for a second. That last comment sucked the
air and resolve right out of her. "Anon....I..." but she just trails
off. You can feel her trying to lift her arms to do something but she
just stops midway, as if she can't decide what to do.
You decide to break the silence. "I really don't know what
happened, but I can guess that I had to make a choice. I think I made
the right one, but probably never followed through with it. I don't
care how we've acted before, but I can't hold back any more.” A more
awkward silence settles in.
You search for the words, but both of you have lost them. You just
kneel there, gripping your best friend with a horrible squeezing
sensation in your chest. Suddenly, your senses spike and you become
aware of things. Her soft, warm breath against your neck. The feeling
of her skin in your arms. Her ample bosom pushed against you. It's
maddening. You want her. You have to have her. You should have done
this from the beginning. You pull Mokou back and look at her straight
in the eyes. They are wide with surprise and confusion. Beautiful
rubies shimmer at you. Is she going to cry?
"Mokou. I'm sorry for what I'm about to do, but I can't stop myself."
Gripping into her back and sides firmly, you pull Mokou's body to
yours and press your lips onto hers. She immediately wraps her arms
around you. She kisses you furiously, forcing her tongue between your
lips. It's as if this was the final crack that broke a dam holding back
a flood of emotion. She pushes you to the ground and starts hitting you
in the chest. She doesn’t punch you hard, but rather steadily like
waves hitting a shore.
Mokou stares down at you with wild eyes. "Y-you idiot! How could
you do this now after I saw you with her! I’ve never been more scared
in my life when I saw you holding arms with her. I've held back for all
these years because I was scared, and then you just happen you lose
your memories and do whatever the hell you want!" It’s not fair! You
stupid…idiot!"