Flight of the Lost Soul ~ Sanctuary of the Mind
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In your sleep, you dream. A white world opens up before you, you in
your original body, floating through the bright nothing. The whiteness
fades away slowly, dissolving like a mist into the air as fields of
rolling green grass, spotted with large, lush trees. You float through
the landscape, feeling completely different than before. Total
weightlessness. You drift over the hills, and coast past trees idly, a
cool breeze blowing at your back.You sail lazily, until you come to a
large dip beyond a hill, where you see people at the bottom. Without
even thinking of it, you lower towards them. The closer you get, the
more you realize that the people are your friends and family. You don't
even notice that they're all standing around a hole in the ground until
you are right above it. No, that's not it, the hole wasn't there
before.
You suddenly fall, your weightlessness gone. You feel a hard thump
on your back as you hit a surface, and the hollow tone it produced
alerts you that it's not wood. You turn your head to look, as you feel
a chill throughout your body as you look at a casket. You realize that
it's yours. You look up out of the hole, all your mourners looking down
into it, their eyesockets empty. They silently stare at you, if you
could even call it staring, for what feels like an eternity. You feel a
light brushing on your hand, and look down to discover dirt on your
hand. Before you can wonder where it came from, you feel another brush
against your face, and look up to see tiny streams of dirt flowing from
the empty eyesockets of your loved ones, all pouring into the grave.
You try to stand up, but you can't seem to will yourself to move. The
flow of dirt increases, to the point where dirt is flowing openly from
the faces of everyone you knew, slowly burying you. You can't even
scream, and before long darkness takes you as dirt piles over your
head.
In the dark, and the fading noises of dirt pouring onto more dirt,
you hear a sound. A voice, or an echo of one. It's unclear at first,
but gradually becomes more clear with each repetition.
"Lost One."
Is that who you are supposed to be?
"How unfortunate you are, even when laid to rest you never truly sleep."
A candle lights in front of you, and a room is illuminated. You're
laying on a rather exquisite leather sofa in a dark walled room. You
were just buried underground, but what is this?
"You wander from body to body, seeking what was once yours but is now no more."
You realize the voice is feminine, and you realize that the candle
before you is being held in place be a white gloved hand. Try as you
might though, you can't turn your head to see who it is speaking.
"Wanted by the Courts of the Dead and pursued by a Daughter of
Charon, you run into the unknown, but for what? Where could you be
going with nowhere to turn? Your desperation leading you from the
natural cycle, and for what? To save your life? The life that was
already spent and taken from your body?"
The hand holding the candle begins to move. You find your head
moving with it, your eyes locked on the flame. The candle is carried to
a nearby table, where it is placed among several unlit candles in an
elaborately carved candlebra. As soon as it is set, the hand withdraws,
and you hear the distinctive pop of a match lighting, and the gloved
hand slowly begins to light the rest of the candles.
"Nevertheless, you have reclaimed life, at the expense of anothers.
Your wandering soul displaces your hostess, locking them deep within
their own mind. You might be pleased to draw breath once again, to
smell, to taste, but can you really truly fill the shoes of another? To
live the life of a stranger? This isn't what you desire at all, or is
it?"
You had never really considered why you had escaped. You had died,
after all, was it too much to accept that? Was it the panic of
realization that you acted desperately? You watch the flames of the
candles, burning completely still. What was it you were really hoping
to achieve running away? You had no idea what you were going to do, you
just acted on impulse. Now it's true, you have found life again, but
it's also true that you couldn't imagine living the life of a stranger.
No, there was a reason you ran. You weren't ready to die. You
aren't ready to die. You had the chance, and you took it. As the
result, you've found yourself switching between bodies. You've been
given life again, but why, you still don't know.
"Why, that is the question indeed," the womans voice interrupts
your thoughts. "Perhaps an unfulfilled desire? An unrealized dream?
Spirits on both sides of the Great Border can become disturbances when
suddenly wrenched from their bodies, especially when they have a strong
will. Only souls with a goal of the utmost importance can retain their
individuality. Your strong desire to live a life taken before it's time
by a circumstance that was never truly meant to affect you. Collateral
damage in the great wheel of life, such a tragedy."
Before your time? You weren't meant to die? Collateral damage?
"This is a mistake?" you say, your own voice surprising you. You've nearly forgotten what you used to sound like.