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Rolling 1d9 => 2
State: Hong Meiling observation: Lecture Day
Time: 2:36 PM, Afternoon
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That was a strange lecture. I didn’t expect Izayoi to show up out of the blue like that, given her parting gift the week prior. She was at least fine with speaking to me when delivering Meiling’s meals, but kept a cold attitude I’ve come to expect. She seems much more sociable when off duty, though. Then again, that’s not saying much when I’m thinking about someone with negative sociability. Maybe I should count my blessings that Ran didn’t disdain me that much.
Murano stands from her seat, setting aside the page her typewriter was printing to, and walks over to me carrying a new pile of papers. She sets them down on the front desk and smirks at me, asking, “By ‘public request?’ That’s news to me.”
“A little white lie for the people coming to these. Nobody’s gonna check if it was true or not,” I dismiss her scrutiny. “For that matter, you wouldn’t happen to know who actually wants these, would you? And don’t answer the village elders, because I know it’s not them.”
Murano puts a hand to her chest as if hurt. “How rude that you’d assume I have anything to do with your troubles, Tanner,” she answers. “I get the papers from Lady Hieda’s discretion and come to you with them. The most I know is the name you’re going to barrel into next.”
“Barrel into? I’m not some thug taking people’s money.”
“And yet you were so rude to that poor maid.”
“That was different,” I swat away the accusations and pick up the top sheet from the new stack of information.
“You know, Tanner…” Murano starts.
I bash her tone, hoping to dissuade any more banter, “What? I’m trying to read up on the next task here.”
“Do you think that gate guard is happy with where she is in life?” Murano asks, changing to a more genuine tone by the end.
I pause for a moment, unsure I heard the question right, before asking back, “Where is this coming from? I’m not pretending to be a psychologist, you know. I’m closer to impersonating a physician.”
“Oh of course, of course,” she wafts her hand about to tell me otherwise, the sleeve on her kimono drooping down laxly. “Everyone knows the way you’re faking things, Tanner, but that’s not what I’m poking right now. I really mean my last question. Do you think that gate guard Youkai is happy?”
My eyes roll back at the onset teasing she’s hitting me with this time, the conversations not usually taking this tone after I’m done with my lectures. I hazard an answer for her, regardless, “I’d say she is. As an unprofessional viewer I’d say she’s the hardheaded type who would make it known when there’s something she doesn’t like.”
“Because you’re the embodiment of professionalism normally,” Murano mocks.
I round on her constant jabs, “Listen, just because I let Izayoi’s constant smarm pass by doesn’t mean I like that kind of attitude, okay?”
“I’ll contain myself,” the servant relents. “But hardheaded, you think? I guess I can imagine that…”
“So, again, why bring this up?” I press.
“Read the next person you’re researching,” she answers, gesturing to the page in my hand.
I read the header name, Kogasa Tatara. A tsukumogami who frequents both the village and Myouren temple’s cemetery alike as a common nuisance. At least, that’s how what I’m reading generally describes her.
I come back to Murano’s reference and ask, “So do you think this girl is unhappy with life for some reason? Not to be rude, but why do you care?”
“I don’t,” Murano holds, stating fact, “but I thought you might want to know my own read of what you’re going into.”
“A warning, then?” I conclude.
She puffs in satisfaction, “That’s a nice way of phrasing it. Now don’t go and break the umbrella. She’s only got one foot, you know.”
I ask her what she means by that, but she ignores me, grabbing her things and leaving. It feels like more people are trying to talk to me in tongues, lately. I hate it.
I gather my own papers and carry the stack home, anticipating any outlandish thing I might learn about the tsukumogami through them. Keine is out for a while still, but she might end up roping me into grading again so I cut into the stack at the living room table now.
The first thing I notice is a good portion of the stack is newspaper articles. Next thing I notice, none of them seem to be related to this Kogasa girl. The headliners are all different things, and parsing the odd word strikes me as irrelevant to what I need. Did Akyuu pass along the wrong set of papers for me? No, maybe it has something to do with her own written word about Kogasa. The Gensokyo Chronicle page for Kogasa Tatara is included.
Even before I read it, the picture captures my attention. There’s something… odd about it. If I were to ascribe a word to it it would be… soft? Fluffy, maybe? A far cry from Meiling’s striking appearance or Hina’s intricate hems. It’s by no means off putting, but I guess I’ve come to expect more serious looking Youkai. Then again, there’s that little dog girl at the Myouren temple.
I shake the tangent from my attention and start to read through the primer article. Akyuu is fairly blunt in her description, showing at least some modicum of respect for her subject. Or so the first half would have me believe, but the back half describes her very differently. Impersonating a different Youkai, only dangerous enough to mildly raise your blood pressure, easily deterred? There’s some things I’ve got to unpack with this one. Shit, didn’t I tell Murano I wasn’t a psychologist? I guess it wasn’t verbatim, but still.
More on point, she can be found in the village or the Myouren temple cemetery…
The village? As in, she’s in the human village completely unchecked? Kazegou’s scuffle a few nights ago springs to mind, but I guess not every Youkai is an existential threat to humans. The fact that Kogasa even attracts the attention of children really says a lot about how she’s perceived. How can she have any form of sustenance in fear like other Youkai?
This is… admittedly less troublesome than the questions I had for Meiling. I didn’t even answer what kind of Youkai Meiling is.
I set the Gensokyo Chronicle section down and return to one of the newspapers. Unsurprisingly, it isn’t the headliners I was looking for, it was a side article. In every paper a side article summarizes some attempt of the tsukumogami scaring people to no effect. This sounds strange at first until I notice that every attempt is something different. In one she jumps from the roofs, another has her sway a wet sponge from a fishing rod, noted as a childish prank. My favorite is when she tries announcing herself to the person she’s scaring, somehow believing that would give greater effect to jumping out.
Some of these really sound more creative than this reporter is giving credit for. They’re misguided, but not without a sensible idea to start. I might need to be more prescient when following Kogasa around. Then again, I should have paid more attention to the newspaper itself before I started reading, because of course it’s the Bunbunmaru written by that thorn of a tengu. It’s hard for me to discern fact from fabrication when it comes to her choice of words.
By the time I have the details I want sorted out Keine returns home from shopping after school. She wasn’t angry at all when I explained how I got stabbed at the Scarlet Devil Mansion over a week back. It was more like she expected it, really. Izayoi has a reputation in the village for being violent and inhuman due to the nature of her service. While I could banter with her, she was beyond my understanding. Keine has insisted that I can’t come to understand the minds of Youkai, including herself, but day by day I’m finding it easier to see from their perspectives compared to the odd humans of Gensokyo.
Maybe… maybe that’s what Murano meant with her warnings, that I can’t project human psyche to a Youkai, no matter how similar they seem. Well, I don’t personally believe that after what I’ve seen. It helps that I live with someone who understands both humans and Youkai, showing there’s some evidence against the hypothesis.
After we’re finished eating, I hand the materials by Keine, who examines various pieces to remind herself of the tsukumogami.
“Kogasa, is it? I’m glad it’s someone safe for you to see. I was worried about you going to the devil’s mansion so often, and I was right to be so,” she mentions.
I stave off her worries from things not in her control, that being the mansion’s whims, “I consider that some of my own fault. I dug myself in too closely to them despite knowing the danger.”
“Yes, yes, always out to harm yourself,” Keine sighs. Her eyes trail before asking, “Hey, how do you plan to find Kogasa? She’s not known to stay to a single spot in the village.”
“I kinda hoped you would have more insight on that,” I admit to some surprise.
“Hardly, she’s been around longer than I have, but there’s always been a fear among the village that allowing a Youkai open residency would spell our doom, so she doesn’t have a proper home I know of.”
“Something you don’t know of?” I pine after her wording. She scoffs off the misnomer, not bothering to lecture me on the functions of her powers for the umpteenth time. I feel the corners of my lips slowly rise as she pouts.
She sneaks a glance my way, complaining, “Yes, laugh all you want.”
“Sorry. It was too easy to joke about,” I apologize. I clear my throat, forcing my smile down from its drawn state to continue on topic, “So do you have an idea of how to track someone in the village? I’m not much for finding people.”
She rubs the bottom of her chin in thought as she responds, “Miss Yakumo will have something to work with, I’m sure. Otherwise you’ll need to ask after Kogasa with anyone you pass. She’s a very well known figure in the village, since she doesn’t appear without her true body.”
“You mean her umbrella?”
“Which is her true body,” Keine completes my thought.
“I mean, the human part isn’t much different from anyone else, from how I see it,” I argue.
“Let’s not get too deep into the inner workings of the world, I still have grading to do.”
As she steps away I tell her to split the stack with me, taking up a short part of the night before we rest on the porch with some drinks.
I wake up to the first break of light, sitting up on the same porch with Keine beside me. We got a bit too comfortable with the late August air hanging onto the last bits of heat for the year. Inspecting the bottle we were hitting from I might have had more than I planned for.
If I’m early to rise, then I may as well be early to start. I take in the drinking set and debate on covering Keine with a comforter, but she wakes up soon after I’m done. We have a morning meal and I head out the door, hoping to get ahead of the busy morning hours that comes with proper sunrise.
As I’m walking down the nearly empty street a voice greets me. “Are you in a rush for a reason?” Ran makes her presence at my side known.
“What happened to living at the shrine?” I pester back.
“That circumstance is unchanged. There are methods of being somewhere quickly even without Lady Yukari’s powers. You should have inferred such by now,” Ran chastises. We continue down the street for a minute before she appends, “You are walking towards the business center of the village. Is the next person of interest a village resident?”
“Not really,” I start. I explain that we need to find Kogasa Tatara but Keine didn’t tell me where she spends her time in the village.
Ran tosses several paper shikigami into the air, scattering out in each direction of the village. “She will be found shortly. Despite her nature, stealth is not her specialty.”
“Seems to be the case from what I read,” I tack on. Ran hums at the comment but doesn’t respond otherwise.
After about another hour of wandering through the village Ran directs me into an alley, out of the now-dense crowd of the day. The stretch between the buildings is packed with various nick-knacks, storage containers, and side doors to businesses. It’s not as claustrophobic as the alleys in the residential area, but I wouldn’t go so far as to define it as a side street. Ran points to the center of the buildings, where they give way to a narrow opening between. I give her a second to get in front and continue guiding me, but she doesn’t budge, waiting for me instead. I’ll assume that we’ve found our target. I’m glad I didn’t have to chase her down all day.
I strut up to the crossing, hoping the girl will try something. Nothing happens as I stop before the gap. I give it some time before I look back to Ran, who brushes a hand for me to move forward. One more step and I see into the straight. It’s dimly lit as the roofs have no more than an inch between them. Not much is stored back here, as there’s hardly space for it, let alone an entire body. And yet there she is…
Kogasa stands midway into the alley, pinned on both sides with just enough room for her and her closed umbrella. I call to her but she doesn’t seem to react. I hand my rucksack to Ran and wedge in the opening, clambering over the errant box or piece of trash to get over to Kogasa. On approach it looks like she’s fallen asleep here, for whatever reason. She’s only standing because her body is slumped on both sides
I reach for her shoulder, shaking her awa–
“BOO!” she suddenly shouts, belying a fake sleep for some ruse to scare passerby.
I retract my arm, and I…
[x] Don’t react.
[x] Fake being scared.
[x] Do something else. (Write-in)
[x] Fake being scared.
It's only polite!
[x] Do something else. (Write-in)
-[x] Fake being scared. Then collapse.
Who's surprised now?
[x] Don’t react.
Bully umbrella.
[X] Do something else.
-[X] Fake being scared. Then collapse.
[x] Don’t react.
I just can't see it in Tanner's character to fake being scared for this.
Huzzah! I caught up!
Probably should deal with the vote first, a little hesitant on which one to pick as to figure out which one is Tanner being helpful and friendly to Kogasa… I guess I’m going to go with the one I do for each run of Lost Branch of Legend that I run into her in:
[x] Fake being scared.
Unless there ends up being a write-in for critiquing her attempt and giving her pointers or something.
Man that last arc ended a bit roughly, not from a writing standpoint, just wanted to clarify, just that … no one really walked away from that all that happy. With the exception of Patchouli really, but she was right on the money regarding the whole thing it seems so she earned it.
But yeah, Kasen and Cirno really got hit hard there. I hope Kasen is able to work through whatever has her worked up like that (... she would be able to tell if Satono possessed/whatever her, right?) hopefully after calming down from nearly killing him on top of everything else he can get some leeway for the words said if she remembers he had a knife sticking out of his throat the entire time they were interacting there? I just hope to see some more friendly interactions between them (at least we know that Kasen will be back considering the last presentation!)
Then there is Cirno. Has Tanner gone to see her since the tournament? Thinking she had nearly killed Miera hit her hard there. And I am glad we voted to trust her, as it seemed she/ her instincts were correct to keep swinging as Miera was not down for the count… though whether or not that would cease to be the case before she died is a good question.
Speaking of Cirno:
>Little green one, Dai,” I address, “would you fight for Cirno if she asked?”
>“Well…” Dai pauses. She nervously answers, “I don’t want trouble, but I’d help if she needs it.”
>“That doesn’t mean you’d fight if she wanted you to, though, does it?” I point out.
>Dai screws her face over trying to argue the point.
It's a little funny that this is after 17.5, as that means that it is also after Visionary Fairies in Shrine chapter 14-15 where, in something that sounds like it came out of legend, she asks the remaining Faeries of Gensokyo (after they create what looks like the first Fae Court of Gensokyo) to assist Clownpiece in fighting OKINA to rescue the Faeries of Gensokyo. And then Cirno leads them to take on the Backdoor God head on! And since all of the Faeries are turning into stone cherries at this point, there’s no guarantee that if the faeries go down and turn into a stone cherry that they will be coming back from that. Meaning that she asked them to attack a god, while for all they know, being practically mortal (if not worse.) for the first time in their existence.
So while she might be speaking timidly in responding to Tanner’s question, Daiyousei’s actions speak a heck of a lot louder. I do hope that Tanner gets to hear about that and react to that. (granted I also hope to sometime see A Wizard is You’s Zuul react to that as well, but that probably won’t happen.) because yeah, Cirno IS strong as a leader. And in many other ways
Had a whole spiel regarding that Fae Court thing and also Cirno dressing up like she is a Faerie Queen but its a bit wordy and probably not what will happen here and whatnot so I’ll hold off on that. XP
[x] Fake being scared.
I calculate the trajectory behind me, remembering that there are no objects along the ground for several paces. The question arises whether or not Kogasa herself moved items out of the way to account for a ‘scared’ victim, but I let the thought pass as I try to muster my best acting skills.
I let out a quick cry when jumping away from Kogasa, falling to my side as I fail to secure my footing again. The ground below is hardly flat, gravel set above dirt as a compromise. I noticed this before greeting my face to it, so suffice to say tumbling down was not intentional.
I groan in pain as my body settles.
“I got someone!” Kogasa cheers, giddy as a schoolgirl. After a pause she shifts a few steps over to me, leaning over on a foot to investigate. “Oh my, I’m sorry. Are you alright?”
“Never better,” I moan into the wall, my nose shuffled up against it. I ask a question I know the answer to, “Why were you hiding back here?”
Kogasa’s face is obscured in the shade of her drooping hair, but I can see her cheekbones rise at the question. “To surprise someone!” she happily replies.
“And could you help me up miss Tatara?”
“Ah, yes! Sorry, mister!” She lowers an arm down to mine and counterbalances me to my feet. I see she used her umbrella… body..? I’m not sure what exactly it would be called. Regardless, she used her umbrella as added torque, holding it far from her human body.
The tight corridor makes it more than difficult to reach my opposing shoulder and brush off the dirt.
“Can we leave this spot to talk?” I ask of the girl, thumbing the way I came through.
She nods, sounding out no more than a pip as I turn to exit. There’s a clamor to her step, the sound of geta recognizable to any soul that lives in the village. My feet scuff along the ground, though much more silent than when I traipsed in. I was making noise walking toward Kogasa, probably intending to alert her without thinking.
I emerge back into the open alley, stretching my limbs forward in a breath of relief. Tight spaces don’t do much to me, but the restricted movement is unnerving. I wonder if Kogasa had heard something about claustrophobia and came up with this idea?
Ran hands my pack back to me, dryly stating, “You appear to have suffered no injury.”
“Very funny,” I retort, snatching the pack to my shoulders. Ran looks over my shoulder where I just came from.
I look back over to Kogasa, barely peeking out of her hiding place. “Am I in trouble?” she asks like a guilty child.
I almost say no on reflex, but Ran jumps ahead of me to query, “Have you acted in a way you know to be criminal?”
Kogasa fidgets against her umbrella, muttering, “M-maybe? I hid in a shop and the owner got mad at me.”
“That likely does not constitute any deserving punishment.”
Kogasa lets out a breath of relief. Here I am thinking she’s somewhere between a young girl and a stray cat. But from what Murano said…
“Do you have a place we can talk in the village?” I ask, again knowing the answer.
She glances over to Ran, any sense of subtlety lost on her, and cautiously answers, “I don’t have anywhere.”
Ran breathes out, disguising a snort. It’s not lost on me that there’s some sort of satisfaction when another Youkai fears her. A power move, maybe? Reaffirming her importance in the pecking order? Unimportant right now.
“How’s about we go to a cafe, then? I need to talk to you for a long while,” I suggest. “Ah, and my name’s Tanner Regis, a researcher.”
“Oh, uhm, okay,” Kogasa emits, a blank expression taking form. She’s more docile than I was led to believe, hiding in a shop and between buildings notwithstanding. “Can we go to a spot near here, instead?”
Ran and I exchange a brief look before accepting. Kogasa takes us out of the alley, towards the edge of the village. The way there is specked with villagers of all shapes, sizes, and ages greeting Kogasa. The young women, especially those with children in tow, call her a troublemaker, warning her to stay away from their precious charges. The men young and old greet her much the same, but instead of bite there is jovial sarcasm, as if encouraging her to keep doing what she is. And the last… The last group are the children, much like those playing in the open lot of our destination.
Here at the separation between the commercial businesses and residencies lies a dirt lot. Dirt lightened as foundational work was attempted at some point in the past, but any residual signs of a building are absent. Kogasa’s light blue clothes clash with the area around, really making her stand out in the open like this. A hard thing to imagine when reading about her with a black and white picture on hand.
Kids are playing in the open area, a ball being passed between the lot. The oldest there is maybe only just a teenager. I noticed it in Kogasa’s article, but it’s strange that none of their parents are around to watch over them. If the parents were legitimately worried about the likes of this umbrella, they would have someone around at all times.
Kogasa struts forwards, opening her grand purple umbrella, the comically large tongue dragging behind like some eccentric accessory. The younger kids run up to her, greeting their ‘big sister’ with smiles. She shifts her skirt under her knees, crouching to their heights.
Ran and I keep our distance as she chats with them. I do it to observe how Kogasa handles the kids, or rather lets the kids handle her around. Ran does it for a very different reason.
“Abhorrent,” Ran states. I cast her an eye, noticing a lip raised more than I’ve seen in a long while.
“What?” I ask, both confused and morbidly curious as to what she means.
“Humans and Youkai are not meant to be in harmony. Even if she is but a minor exception amongst a whole, the precedent alone is a sort of omen.”
I contend, “… So you say, yet you’re standing here educating me instead of keeping it to yourself.”
Ran lazily raises her brow, fox ears sifting back in her hat. “How did that witch suffer an afternoon with you?”
“I’m a modern marvel of charm, Ran.”
Kogasa finishes greeting the children and turns to us, beckoning over to a bench. She sets her umbrella-self against the bench, open and spectating the world ahead of it next to her human-self. She leaves enough room for both Ran and I, but I already know for a fact Ran would have no such accommodation made for her.
“Hm?” Kogasa mutters as I sit, taking up the rest of the bench. She looks back up to Ran in curiosity. The fox towers over her, bigger than even her person sized umbrella.
Ran glances down to insist, “Attention is unnecessary.”
Kogasa catches herself recoiling. Ran’s tone is not the most polite, to be certain, but also not exceptionally hostile.
“Don’t mind her,” I comfort the girl. “Honestly I think she just likes scaring people...”
Ran doesn’t quip at the accusation, either because I’m right or because she’s letting me have my time to control the conversation.
I continue, “… That’s not too different from you, is it, miss Tatara?”
“Uhm…” she holds her tongue. Her eyes jitter in Ran’s direction. She’s unsure what I want, so she’s weighing her words with Ran standing here. “I dunno.”
“No need to be strung up,” I tell her. “In short, I only want to get to know you.”
I inform her in brief of my tenuous position in the village and previous outings. She looks at me like I were a madman at first, which isn’t entirely off the mark, but starts to become invested in the tales of grandeur like they were great legends. When I finish my recounting at the point of finding her in a dirty space between buildings she claps, looking positively satisfied at hearing the conclusion.
I stare at her ovation and ask, “You realize everything I said happened, right?”
She stares back, her smile warping to pity as she replies, “Really?”
“You’re literally an umbrella disguised as a human, how is my past trips any less believable?”
“Would you require the list of your exploits Gensokyans would find comically untrue?” Ran comments.
I turn to tut her, “You’re not helping!”
Kogasa giggles at our bickering. The thought of Hina comes to mind when I think of the last time someone laughed at our routine.
I scratch at my chin, well shaven for once, and conclude, “Ah, forget it. I’m here to ask you about you, Kogasa, so let’s do just that.”
“Mm!” she accepts, a more natural smile coming on now that she has a read on me.
We stay at the deserted lot for the afternoon. After some hours a few nervous mothers take the children away, but daren’t complain about Kogasa’s presence while Ran and I are here. Instead they take their time to ensure we spot their venomous stares.
Kogasa really doesn’t pay it any mind, happy as can be to tell me about herself. She sees them, but it doesn’t phase her.
“Don’t you care that those woman look at you like that?” I ask her between my notes, too curious to give in to tact.
“No?” she asks back, confusion apparent. “I mean, they’ve told me to stay away a lot... I don’t listen.”
“Why not?”
“Well I’m not hurting anyone. Kids love surprises!” she proclaims with a grin. I thought she didn’t like children? I point to her umbrella, remembering Akyuu’s note about kids liking her eggplant colored implement. She looks back at… herself and denounces, “So they said I don’t look scary, so what?!”
A space case, this one… but that sounds like something I can latch onto.
“Do you think you look scary?” I ask, trying to keep the question innocuous and in line with what I’ve already asked.
“Yeah!” she answers, smirking with pride. “And I can surprise anyone if I set my mind to it!”
Now where have I heard that kind of talk before? Another blue figure comes to mind. I should check how Cirno’s doing, if she remembers the tournament at all.
“So who have you surprised recently?” I ask. She points at me, which gives me a chuckle as I set her finger down and placate, “Yes, you did, but you know I’m asking who else.”
She thinks. And thinks. And thinks. Smile falling to a frown as she reaches deeper into her memories. She snaps her fingers at around twenty seconds or so, stating, “Last week I scared an old farmer by posing as his scarecrow.”
Early dawn light? No. Maybe if the surrounding crops were high enough? No, nobody grows corn of all things here. Maybe he was just shortsighted and couldn’t tell? No, who the hell would confuse a normally clothed scarecrow for one in different clothes?
I… can’t see how she would have scared some old man. Did he follow the same advice I did? He must have. But for that matter…
“Kogasa, how do you know if someone is faking their surprise?”
“What do you mean?” She tilts her head, red eye raising above her blue, the tongue on her umbrella shifting in turn.
“As in, when someone isn’t scared but acts like they are.”
“I don’t.”
“… You don’t?” I repeat.
“Do I need to?” She sounds like she’s asking in case she’s been doing something wrong.
“No..?” I draw out awkwardly.
“You truly do not discern between the two?” Ran also asks. She sounds mildly oddified by Kogasa’s remark, but it’s strange that she would take any interest in it.
Kogasa looks between us, fearfully answering, “N-no, why? What am I doing wrong?”
“You’re not doing anything wrong,” I dissuade, pinching the bridge of my nose. I’m getting nowhere like this. What in the world am I trying to accomplish with this line of questioning, anyhow? “You get your needs met regardless, right?”
“My… needs? I guess so…” Kogasa states, still looking small because of my belittling line of reasoning.
“Then that’s all that matters,” I conclude.
I continue my notes in silence for a second, looking back up to break into some other topic, but I’m caught off guard. Kogasa doesn’t look happy. There’s a certain melancholia that’s draped her. Asking her about other people made her sad and scared, like a small animal being cornered, but this is different. It’s a matured fatigue, with the muscles on her face giving up any control, like a melting wax figure.
It’s a familiar tiredness to me. Of the daily things. Of the frustrations you know will come. Of the world as a whole.
This reflection of listless emptiness spurs for only a moment before Kogasa rebounds, roping her lips and eyes back to that young spunk I’ve more associated with Cirno.
I’m at a loss for words, unsure how to bring up that peek behind her mask. And it was only a peek, something that you would need to look out for, lest you are fooled into thinking it was an uncharacteristic moment of weakness, and not the norm.
“What’s wrong?” she asks. “You look like something’s on your mind.”
“… It’s nothing,” I deter. Perhaps I’m over stressing things in my mind. Murano might have just messed with me and now I’ve become excessively paranoid.
Whether I feed that paranoia or not is up to me.
[x] Why not a field test? Evening is the best time for her to show us how she surprises people.
[x] Let’s focus on something unrelated. She seems to have other interests I would like to explore.
[x] Maybe I can ask her to do something else? (Write-in)
[x] Let’s focus on something unrelated. She seems to have other interests I would like to explore.
We'd be cruel to make her do a field test. She already knows her shortcomings and doesn't need a reminder. I don't know if she just shoves it down or deals with it in her own way, but youkai psychology is probably different from a humans. Best to let her show what she's good at off.
[x] Let’s focus on something unrelated. She seems to have other interests I would like to explore.
I wanna see Kogasa making some cool metal knick knacks while Ran continues to mean mug her
[x] Let’s focus on something unrelated. She seems to have other interests I would like to explore.
[x] Let’s focus on something unrelated. She seems to have other interests I would like to explore.
:3
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[x] Let’s focus on something unrelated. She seems to have other interests I would like to explore.
Blacksmithing is cool, but her skills with children shouldn't be ignored either. And even though it's not given much attention, she's no slouch at danmaku either, she was a midboss in an EX stage.
I'm so glad we're here, Kogasa is one of my favorites. Considering how disastrous last chapter ended for all parties involved (Remi's pride ruined, lots of bridges burned for Tanner, the entire Suika and Kasen ordeal, Cirno fucking dying, more Sage bullshit), hopefully things won't get out of hand here. I mean, it's Kogasa. How could things possibly get out of hand with her?
not entirely sure which one to pick, though we'll probably get to the other eventually anyways, so I'll probably go with
[x] Let’s focus on something unrelated. She seems to have other interests I would like to explore.
and build up her strengths, and then circle back and see if we can help her spook people (which, he's been through the jumpscare fad of gaming and movies before being spirited away, maybe he can pull from that to help Kogasa or something.)
I did in an earlier post say that Patchouli probably was the only one that came away happy, though now thinking about it, Son Biten did pretty well herself, made a good first showing despite being a new face, and got a new mentor afterwards it seems! now this is probably still going to follow the canon timeline so she will probably still do her canon acts in TH19, but I wonder if afterwards she ends up being something like the SDM's second gatekeeper or something! (just hangs around the gate training with Meiling for long enough that the SDM considers her hired without her realizing)
And well having just read through it, sadly I'm not sure how well Tanner would have been able to avoid what happened with the resources he had. the tournament I think was understaffed, (especially since several people that should have been working it were instead signed up to compete!) and thus Tanner was left to run around putting out one fire after another and wasn't able to get things settled before it all went up.
[x] Let’s focus on something unrelated. She seems to have other interests I would like to explore.
After finishing my notes for this conversation I roll my watch into view. It’s only around dinner time, but the sun is threatening to set soon. Before I let the day run out, I might want to try and get more out of Kogasa.
“Hey, Kogasa,” I grab her attention. She was staring off into space waiting for me to finish up, but is quick to attention. “If it’s not too late for you, could you show me your home? I’ve heard a thing or two about your other activities.”
“Oh, uh, you mean smithing..?” Kogasa infers, scratching at her cheek. “Well, you’d ask tomorrow anyway, so why not.”
She hops up from the bench, adding a pirouette to grab her umbrella. Her natural attitude is about as peppy as I expected, but it’s also somehow off putting. Like it’s an exaggeration of joy, her smile tugged tighter than it needs to be. Least I of all people ponder if it’s a fake persona, but it also might not be an issue for a Youkai. There are, after all, very literal shapeshifters out there, so it only makes sense that there might be Youkai who fake their personality.
Kogasa shifts in place, looking uncomfortable. “Why are you staring all of a sudden?”
I remember where I am, and that my musings aren’t good to indulge offhandedly. I pinch my brow and apologize, “Sorry, it’s nothing. Just some stray thoughts.”
“This human frequently stares without reason. Pay it no mind,” Ran addends.
“Uh… huh,” Kogasa sounds off in a sort of understanding. She thumbs towards the Southern gate, elbow tucked in as if still holding the umbrella. “Ready to go? It’s a bit of a walk.”
I stow my things as I get up, requesting, “Define ‘a bit.’”
‘A bit’ turns out to be across the entirety of the southern farmlands from the gate. Kogasa’s home is past the southwestern most point of fields and hidden in a light layer of forestry, not unlike another certain outcast I know of. This side of the fields has a view of the bamboo forest, something that looks more like a mass of green from here. I only ever see the top of the stalks from Keine’s house, so it’s weird how dense it is from any other perspective.
Another oddity, Kogasa’s home is well kept. Unlike Meira’s shack, the building is sustained with clear effort. The wood was replaced in various spots, the paper doors show no holes, even the window flaps are in pristine condition. Kogasa invites us inside, and the story is much the same here. A clean table, clean tatami, a usable kitchen. I ponder briefly if a Youkai like Kogasa would even bother to cook, but my attention quickly drifts to the fact that there is no bedroom. Instead there is a closet attached to the living room where the futon is kept.
Kogasa makes a point about setting the table out daily, for whatever reason. It might be me talking like the pragmatic American that I am, but it’s odd to put away your bedding if don’t expect visitors. Considering Ran’s lack of complaints, though, maybe that is the proper thing to do.
I don’t really understand all of the differences in home life between where I come from and where I am, but nobody really seems to mind. So long as I understand to take off my shoes and sit on my knees no one bats an eye.
Kogasa leaves her umbrella at the head of the table as she performs some hospitality, making a pot of tea and fetching snacks as soon as we’re sat. Her insistence on relaxing even works on Ran’s stuck up ass, forcing the fox to the table, too. When she’s finished with prep work and taken the seat from her umbrella-self I reel her back into the earlier conversation.
“So, about those other activities of yours?” I open the floor.
“What do you want to know about?” she croons, more than willing to gush about her hobbies, apparently.
I retrieve my notebook once more and ask more of what I’ve written, “Where do you do this blacksmithing? How often are you doing it? Where would you say your skill level is with it?”
“Oh… uhh…” Kogasa thinks on the questions for a second. She counts off on her fingers, “I do metal work here in a connected shed. It took some work to add it onto my home. I get a lot of requests from farmers on this side of the village since I don’t charge much for my work. And I’m… good? I guess?”
I’m about to ask her to elaborate that last point but Ran beats me to the punch, asking, “How long does it take for you to create a rice harvesting kama?”
“A what?” I can’t help but interrupt.
“A kind of hand scythe, the blade comes out at a ninety degree angle with a minor curvature and taper. The version in question is close in shape as opposed to the European equivalent which is shaped in a crescent.”
“Actually, I had to make a few of the crescent ones, too,” Kogasa interjects. “A few farmers have a little bit of wheat in their fields that they don’t want to use the normal kama on. The bushels are too thick.”
I offer an amused sniff at the comment, adding, “We were just talking about villagers doing all of these random things the other day. But back to the point, how long would it take you to make one of these tools Ran is talking about?”
Kogasa looks at me and then drifts her eyes up to the ceiling, sipping her tea as she determines some value to answer. I write the other pieces she’s offered while waiting, but a knock at the door stirs our attentions.
“Ah, I wonder who that is,” Kogasa gleefully jumps from her seat to attend the new arrival.
On sliding the door, she greets another girl, “Hi, Banki. What do you need?”
Getting a look around Kogasa I see the girl is wearing all red, including her hair. The blue bow is the only major piece of a different color. But her style of dress, especially a miniature cape with a high collar, strike me as familiar. Once again, not in the sense that I’ve seen it in life, but pictured in that one odd scroll that seems to have everyone important listed in it.
This Banki girl tilts her view over Kogasa’s shoulder, being a bit taller than our cheerful umbrella lends to her locking eyes with mine.
She shifts back to Kogasa and asks, “Got company for once?”
“Yeah! If you need some more work done I’ll listen, though.”
“I was hoping you’d say that,” Banki mutters, retrieving an item from a small rucksack around her arm. I see a glint of steel as she offers it to Kogasa. She gasps at the offering, sending Ran into an alert state clambering to her feet. Banki grabs Kogasa’s collar in a fit and admonishes, “Hey! Don’t just suddenly sound like that, you’re giving your guests the wrong idea!”
“Well, I mean…” Kogasa nods down, spooking Banki into letting go, likely realizing how this situation looks from our perspective. She turns with the thing handed to her, a bloodstained butcher’s cleaver. Worn like no tomorrow. “What… is this?”
“Not mine, first of all,” Banki takes offense at the implication. She shrugs her cape crossing her arms, and continues, “It’s Imaizumi’s. She said she didn’t want to go near the village for a bit and asked that I hand it off to you. Even handed me the rate she thought you’d charge.” She fishes a small coin purse from the rucksack as well.
There’s that Imaizumi name, again. It’s still been only some few days since I last saw Kazegou, but I’m not here for that trouble again.
Kogasa heaves a sigh at Sekibanki’s explanation, “I see. She just didn’t want me to nag her ear off, that girl…”
Oh? This is a different mask. Something about her seems sharper now that we’re talking about tools, and not the fact that she’s holding a knife.
“Come inside, I need to look more closely at this tool before I can even talk about repairing it. If it can be repaired…” Kogasa wafts it about in different angles, letting the diminishing sunset catch imperfections and dug in stains. “Why does she need to use things until they break?”
“Huh? I thought that was good for the tools?” I catch out.
“It is, if you’re keeping them in good condition until they naturally give out!” Kogasa, as a matter of fact, nags.
Kogasa walks in and past Ran, heading through the far door from the entrance. Banki starts to do so as well, but halts at the first step when she sees Ran, now unobstructed from her view.
I could be fooled into thinking this girl is some sort of bug Youkai with how wide her eyes go.
“Kogasa what in the dragon’s name did you do?!” Banki suddenly shouts to the back.
“What do you mean?” a muffled Kogasa shouts back.
“There’s a damn Yakumo here, what do you mean ‘what do I mean?!’”
“Do not mind the intrusion,” Ran calmly placates, sipping her tea.
“Ran you could at least explain that we’re here on business,” I argue her dismissive attitude.
She continues to sip her tea without a care. Why do it when you will for me, she must be thinking.
“Jeez with you,” I mutter. I look over to Banki and start the usual spiel, “Banki, was it?”
“Sekibanki to you, human,” she’s quick to correct… and quick to turnaround in attitude.
“No reason to be hostile. I’m here as part of the village to research Kogasa.”
“The village wants to research Kogasa? I can’t say I get why.”
The girl in question pipes up from the back room, “If you’re all going to talk about me could you come here, please? Walls aren’t meant to be listened through.”
I look awkwardly at the other two. They look mildly peeved, but don’t bother arguing. Ran slides open the door first and leaves it for me and Sekibanki to follow.
“So what were you talking about research, mister Tanner?” Kogasa asks from a low stool and workbench.
The forge, open to the outdoor air, is dimly lit with a combination of the sunset, a furnace, and a candle next to Kogasa’s workspace. Tools surround Kogasa’s head, all hanging from ropes or hooks just within reach anywhere in this small space. Ran is actually standing outside since there isn’t enough room to accommodate even one of her tails with the other three people here.
“Oh, I think he’s surprised,” Kogasa guesses.
“Anybody would be surprised that you work like this, Kogasa,” Sekibanki retorts. She begins shuffling around the furniture and loose tools, furthering, “There’s not even enough elbow room for me and the human to stand comfortably.”
“Do you actually have everything you need in here?” I question. There’s all manner of tools from grindstones to anvils, but everything seems to be centered radially form Kogasa, many items looking to be out of reach even for the overhead pieces.
Kogasa scratches her cheek through a thick glove meant to tend the furnace. “Well not everything. There’s a couple things I gotta keep in the kitchen, mainly the whetstones, since I don’t keep a lot of water out here for them.”
I notice a vice as part of her workbench, standing out as a more modern tool than the rest.
“Ah, that I found in Muenzuka. It only took a bit of grease to get it moving nicely. Oh, I also found…”
I flinch as something moves in from behind me. It’s the umbrella’s tongue, stretching to something on the ground. It… grabs… a blue piece of chalk. How it grabs I’m not sure, since the chalk is stuck to the end of the tongue like a fly to a frog’s tongue.
The umbrella hands the item off to the human form, shaking a spittle of saliva from the rock before marking up the cleaver. I’d rather not bring attention to what just occurred, since that would then lead to the horrifying question of if the human form’s tongue also does that.
Kogasa takes her time identifying places where the blade has cracked, letting the dried blood seep in as a result. When she finishes and presents it to us, it looks like a child had taken a liking to coloring, not a smith pointing out flaws.
“So, uh… I would need to reforge this,” Kogasa concludes. “It’s too worn down to sharpen without the cracks getting in the way.”
“Does that really matter? It’s more like a meat ax than some flimsy knife,” Sekibanki asks. She doesn’t seem passionate about the matter, but rather wants it to be over and done with.
“Yes, it matters!” Kogasa replies, stricken with terror at the notion. “Kagerou never even cleans her tools! If I handed this back to her after sharpening it would break at the cracks within a week as more blood gets in it.”
“So I should tell her to get a new knife?”
“Yeah, but also leave this one with me.”
“You can perform ritual rites for tools?” Ran questions.
I read before that tsukumogami are prevented by blessing the tool when tossing it, but I’ve yet to hear anything about the actual ritual itself. It’s annoying because I can’t tell if people don’t care to note it or if it’s left as some religious authority runaround.
Kogasa chuckles, “Well, no. I’m not a shrine maiden. I can give this little one a new life by reforging the metal and removing the impurities, though. But… uh…”
Kogasa holds her tongue, clearly mixed on something she was about to say.
Sekibanki grunts, “What is it?”
“Has Kagerou… used this knife to cut… people?”
“No,” Sekibanki cuts, rolling her eyes at how cautious Kogasa is being.
Kogasa breathes a sigh of relief, “Then this is all animal blood. Good.”
I feel like I know the answer, but I still ask, “How would that change things, exactly?”
Kogasa looks at me, and then down to the tool, as if speaking to it instead. “A tool used on humans can be a violent tsukumogami, not one for parties, pranks, or surprising people. It happens to anything that is used as a weapon. Thankfully there aren’t a lot of weapons seeing so much use right now,” Kogasa ends with a weak laugh.
“Alright, enough acting like the tool’s spokesperson,” Sekibanki dully states. “Keep that one and I’ll tell the idiot to get a new one.”
She’s about to walk off into the forest, but looks back over to me and Ran, noting, “She’s good at this, huh?”
“You mean Kogasa?” I clarify.
“Yeah, good at this odd little human work, but not being a Youkai. Maybe you can help her with that.”
“Mean!” Kogasa whines back.
My brow furrows as I parse Sekibanki’s words. “Why bother telling us this?”
“Kagerou told me I should try and be nice at least once a day,” she jokes, a grin spreading over her collar. She hops into the air and over the trees, out of sight.
“She just says whatever, huh?” I tell Ran.
“There was one valid point made, however,” Ran surmises. She looks back over to Kogasa, who’s still sat in her work seat. “The karakasa-obake is adept at something atypical of her species.”
“Actually, Kogasa, you didn’t tell us how long it takes for you to make that sickle,” I realize.
“Five hours, give or take?” Kogasa states, her answer already mulled over.
“Five hours for a blade. Average to above average skill level of a field smith,” Ran explains for me.
“Hey, I do the wood handles, too,” Kogasa corrects Ran’s evaluation.
I glance at my partner as she recalculates her verdict. “And?”
“… Better than reasonable,” she allows, though the slight sneer on her lips betrays how much she doesn’t want to.
“… Ah, she’s surprised,” Kogasa states again.
I scratch my head, and decide to call it here, “We should be leaving for the day. Thanks for cooperating and everything, Kogasa. But I’ll be back tomorrow, so I’ll let you decide what you’re doing.”
Kogasa lays down the beaten cleaver and cups her chin, thinking aloud, “Well then what about…”
[x] Surprising people in the Myouren cemetery. I get a little more luck there.
[x] Taking vengeance on those kids from yesterday! I’ll find a way to surprise them!
[x] What would you suggest, mister Tanner? (Write-in)
That all said, if you’ve stuck around for the last 264,869 words before this post, I’d love to know what keeps you around. This work is definitely in progress at all times, and is somewhat of a passion project I set out early on to both improve my writing capabilities and share the story I thought would be fun to go through. The improvised nature of the narrative is fun as a writer but has led me to the pitfall of the scope creep last chapter experienced.
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[x] Surprising people in the Myouren cemetery. I get a little more luck there.
Three reasons.
1. One last shot for Kogasa to showcase herself 'in her element'.
2. Kogasa is a pretty friendly youkai, but I think the ethics of scaring people who are going to a graveyard to mourn would be interesting to discuss, get the viewpoints of Tanner and Kogasa.
3. Opportunity for Yoshika and Seiga to jump in and I like them. And taoists in general, I don't think they've really had the opportunity to appear yet.
That said if there's a good write-in I'll happily change my vote to it.
[x] Surprising people in the Myouren cemetery. I get a little more luck there.
[x] Taking vengeance on those kids from yesterday! I’ll find a way to surprise them!
They should learn to fear youkai.
[x] Surprising people in the Myouren cemetery. I get a little more luck there.
Not quite sure which way to vote yet, but I do note that we'll probably get some Chen time for this arc too! her ability as a Bakeneko is surprising people, just like Kogasa.
[x] Surprising people in the Myouren cemetery. I get a little more luck there.
-[x]bring Chen along
[x] Surprising people in the Myouren cemetery. I get a little more luck there.
[x] Surprising people in the Myouren cemetery. I get a little more luck there.
“Ran, are you sure that we need to view her from this distance?” I ask my vulpine companion as we rest on a hill overlooking the Myouren temple’s graveyard. A small splotch of trees gives us just enough cover to not be noticed but look at Kogasa’s position.
The roots and bark I’m sat against aren’t the most comfortable, but far from the worst accommodations I’ve had in research.
Ran looks down at my spot and retorts, “Do you propose intentional sabotage of your target’s plan?”
“You know that’s not what I mean. I mean that I can’t see her face from out here, is there no way that we can be closer?”
Ran refrains from shooting down the idea, calculating something or other before answering, “No, in terms of visual perception it would be best to remain within cover at a distance that maximizes your body to within a degree. This is for qualitative observations, for a quantitative observation it would be better to remain an arc minute from any identifying actor.”
I roll my eyes. “Yes, thank you. I know we’re hiding, as well as how to hide. But… you know what? I’m not getting anywhere with you, forget it.”
I steep in my notes so far from the observation. It’s been an annoying game of charades to determine what Kogasa is doing, or if she’s even doing anything differently today. The graveyard is a sparse area, with so few visitors that it instills a sense of isolation to those that do visit. Effective at tensing nerves even in broad daylight, but Kogasa is still only attempting to jump out of a blind spot and shock someone. Not the most innovative strategy to startle.
There appears to be someone coming across the walkway Kogasa’s adjacent to. One of maybe five total visitors today. The white head of hair isn’t telling of age, but the slow and slouched walk makes it more than safe to assume. The person’s frame makes me think it’s an old woman, though it’s hard to tell since most men and women wear the same casual clothes in the village.
Kogasa crouches low and out of sight, preparing to jump out and yell much like how she tried to scare me yesterday.
A few more steps, and…
“Boo!” I hear reverberate a heartbeat after seeing Kogasa rush out.
The little woman falls back a step, though with how quickly she recovers her composure it’s all but guaranteed to be another fake reaction. Maybe the third today by now? That’s the real reason I feel nervous observing from a distance instead of joining the action, I just want to ask Kogasa if she knows what’s happening.
Especially… her umbrella. It’s sitting in such a way that it’s visible above the graves, giving away the umbrella girl’s presence in general. An unfortunate oversight on her part.
I shake my head a bit in pity, and press on to a different topic with Ran.
“Not thinking about Kogasa for a second, what exactly is all of this?” I ask.
Ran repeats her previous answer, “You are performing qualitative observations with scientific scrutiny. Being close in proximity–“
Though I’m not even facing the correct way, I toss my hands up to stop her and clarify,“No, not that, I mean this graveyard. Isn’t this graveyard weird?”
“This is the village graveyard,” Ran helpfully states. “Specify your understanding of ‘weird’ in this context.”
“There’s a lot less people here than I’d expect for the size of the village today.”
“Not many people visit those already deceased. There is nothing out of the ordinary about that fact.”
“I mean there’s not that many people buried, smart ass.”
Ran shifts her gaze over the graveyard, and then back to me, responding, “Human villagers do not receive burials as you are thinking. They are instead cremated and the ashes kept in burial urns inside the monuments you see.”
“Burial urns? So there’s more than it looks like… alright,” I accept the explanation. Instead another problem catches my eye. Something to do with Kogasa, but not her specifically. “They let a Youkai run around here freely? Not to mention letting the Myouren temple, with its collection of Youkai, settle down right next to the premises.” I point at the corner of the trees where the temple sits just out of sight.
Ran remains silent. Why does she remain silent? Normally when she doesn’t want me to know something she’ll tell me directly. Not saying anything isn’t the same as dismissing the subject for her.
I get up to look her in the eyes and ask, “You don’t know?”
“Consider it a multi-variable calculation. It is no more than causality being a part of chaos theory,” she posits.
“The natural state of entropy is to let corpse stealing Youkai freely roam a graveyard?” I bleakly humor. An itch demands attention when I realize I’m the one being disrespectful of human life in this conversation. “Well… they’re cremated, so there’s no corpses to steal…”
I spot Kogasa in the distance visiting with the old woman. It seems they stopped to have a conversation after the attempted surprise.
“Is that idiot up to her old habits?” a wily voice asks from behind… no, above us. A particular feline with an earring sits on a branch and witnesses our work, continuing, “Maybe you would get more out of this if I poked and prodded her?”
“Chen, what are you even doing out here? Did you follow us?” I question the cat’s presence. She hops down, transforming back into the bratty girl in red I know, shooting me a smug look. I remember my priorities, and instead grab her puffy green hat, asking, “What do you want to do, exactly? If you say you’re going to make fun of her for a reaction, that’s not particularly helpful.”
Ran is quick to reproach, “Chen would not attempt anything counterproductive as you suggest. She has a subtle approach in mind to coax information from Tatara.”
Chen stares blankly at the assertion, then remembers that she’s in a conversation and rallies with the statement, “R-right! You’re such an idiot for not believing in me, old man!” Clearly a lie. She may well have been thinking of taunting Kogasa, but I’m not going to call her out for it. She’s not my problem, for now.
“Well… go on,” I concede to the minx, releasing my death grip on her head.
Her lips spread in a grin somewhere between cheerful and concerning as she scampers to the graveyard in cat form. What torment I’ve set upon Kogasa is yet to be seen.
“You have a lot of faith in that little scamp being dependable,” I comment to my cohort.
“I will choose to interpret that as a compliment. Your lips have loosened for the worse in the past week,” Ran chastises in no uncertain terms. Chen is a soft spot for her, so I need to watch my usual banter there.
I see a small blotch of brown appear above Kogasa’s hiding place, the old woman having left for the day. The blotch grows into the red dress and green hat adorning Chen, looking down at the umbrella girl.
Chen takes the initiative to surprise Kogasa, slowly reaching down to her from a gravestone. There’s trepidation before jumping her target but it doesn’t strike me as hesitance. No, Chen is much for throwing caution to the wind when she can. What she’s doing now isn’t showing caution, but ensuring she has her angle of attack. The last moment a hunter has before confronting prey.
Slowly, likely to not even let the sound of cloth shifting against skin emit, Chen reaches down to Kogasa’s head. She puts so much care into the motion that I can feel her holding her breath.
Predatory instincts take over as Kogasa shifts her head the smallest amount, convincing Chen to snap her arms against it.
The two girls fling to the ground as Kogasa panics, likely unsure what’s happening. The sound of two bodies hitting the ground behind the gravestones resounds, but is small enough to mistake for a fruit falling from a tree.
With our view blocked at this point, I turn to my compatriot and snark, “That about what you expected Chen to do?”
“Chen is establishing herself as the superior of a particular subject. In this scenario it is surprising others. The best way to accomplish such an objective is to show an example. Do you not consider Chen’s method proper in some way, Regis?” Ran mouths off in her tired, dry tone. It makes me feel like I shouldn’t have bothered with banter, but here we are.
“Well, no, I guess it’s fine. There’s not anything particularly different about how Chen and Kogasa scared someone, it’s only the execution that was different, thus the results changed. But… I do wonder…” I lay my pencil in my notebook and look at the girls in the distance, sitting up and chatting, now.
“Wonder?”
“Does… Kogasa really not know when someone fakes being surprised or scared or startled or whatever?”
“Is that necessary for her?” Ran pointedly asks.
It’s a question I’ve already tossed around for myself, so I’m prepared to continue the thought with, “That’s the other thing. Does it matter? Does she receive some kind of spiritual fulfillment when someone acts surprised, even if they’re not? Tsukumogami don’t seem to need to eat like regular people, so of course that would mean this is their only sustenance. But there’s a lot I don’t understand about it.”
“It is your work to contemplate an understanding of it,” Ran reminds me.
“I know, I know. It’s just that there’s something about Kogasa in particular that feels off. Like she’s somehow an anomaly in all of this.”
“Define the range of ‘all of this.’”
“He’s saying Gensokyo, isn’t he?” a new voice catches us off guard.
Rather, it catches me off guard. Ran is already prepared to fight, a few paper dolls floating around her. They point to the source of the voice, a woman in dominantly blue clothes and matching hair. An ornamental pin holds her curled hair in an excessively large bow shape above her head. It floats impossibly much like the woman herself, wrapped in a weightless shawl.
“My, am I not welcome to this conversation? You are in my yard,” she playfully remarks, wiggling her fingers at Ran.
“Seiga Kaku,” Ran addresses the woman, “what is your purpose in showing yourself here?”
“My, the always prepared and plotting Yakumo thinks I’m doing something. I’m honored,” she jokes, or maybe taunts? “Have you considered that I may only be curious as to what such a reputable jiuweihu is doing with a human? The last time I ever heard of such a relation was when I was still in my homeland,” she croons.
“If you should have any ill will, Kaku, you will be repressed here and now,” Ran warns.
Kaku pauses at the threat, her blue eyes sharpening to a needle point, and she comments, “My, whatever do you see in this one, human? She simply doesn’t appreciate banter.”
“She appreciates it more than you think,” I retort.
“Do not speak a word to this filth of the earth,” Ran reprimands me. “This hermit, more than any other of her ilk, is capricious.”
“Capricious? I’m not the prince’s wife,” the hermit dismisses Ran’s opinion of her. She points back to the graveyard and utters, “Oh.”
A shout and some scuffling come from Kogasa’s direction. I look over to find Kogasa tugging at her umbrella from another girl in red, gripping the umbrella’s tongue by her mouth. Chen pulls Kogasa from behind in way of support, but they can’t seem to free the umbrella. It reminds me more of a dog holding onto a rope toy with how taut the tongue has gotten.
I’m taken aback at the sight and can only wonder, “What the fuck am I looking at?”
“Oh, that’s my cute girl playing with your cute girls, that’s all,” Kaku coos, flapping a hand. “She smelled that tsukumogami and wanted to find her. It was then that I noticed your presences as well and got truly curious.”
Ran stands tense, not a single muscle shifted from her initial ready, so I should remember that this hermit is still highly dangerous even if we are conversing normally.
“What do you think?” I ask the wily woman.
“About?”
She makes no sudden movements, floating about and changing positions like a leaf held in the air. The conversation has been at her own pace so far, but I’m not here to play ‘guess how much danger I’m in.’
“Kogasa Tatara. I was talking about how she felt off in some way, and you thought I meant she’s weird in Gensokyo. How so?” I investigate, whipping my pencil back out.
“My… what a cute little man you are. So invested in knowing things. I would toy with you, but your lovely courtesan would surely have my head,” she whims, a certain look in her eyes triggers a level of disgust in my subconscious. She claps her hands, joyfully continuing, “Let me answer your question with a question! How old is that little paper umbrella?”
I ponder the value. It certainly must be around a century, as that’s how long it take for a tsukumogami to come into existence, but… “How, exactly, does that guide me to explain my gut instinct of Kogasa?”
“Don’t presume yourself to be my student,” Kaku chides, taking off her hairpin to point at me. “I’ve only ever taken on one, and he was the ruler of an empire.”
“Leave in peace, Kaku,” Ran warns. Her tone is final.
Kaku floats along the ground, tracing her pin across dirt. A hole appears integrated along its path, opening large enough for her to float into on completion.
“I’m always peaceful, dear fox,” she states. “It’s everyone else who doesn’t like my peaceful demeanor.”
The ground stabilizes the instant Kaku’s hair is below the threshold, and Ran returns the paper dolls to her folded sleeves.
“Why has Lady Yukari tolerated her existence still?” Ran questions aloud. Now isn’t a good time to unpack anything there, but it also isn’t often she openly questions her master.
I focus on that riddling question Kaku gave me. “How old is Kogasa..?”
“Tanner?”
“No… just thinking about why that would be important,” I dissuade Ran’s confusion.
In the distance, the girl latched onto Kogasa’s umbrella is subsumed below the gravestones, launching Kogasa and Chen in the process. They dust themselves off and giggle over the ridiculous exchange.
An idea springs to mind, spontaneous as it is simple. I share with Ran, “We should try teaching Kogasa how to startle someone. Get her to do it without messing up.”
“What is accomplished in the process, should it work?” Ran queries, looking over to the girls.
“I’ll find that out when we do it,” I admit. “As for what we’re gonna do, how about…”
[x] Chen teaches her. Our lovable cat is all about tricks.
[x] You teach her, Ran. You’re all about being intimidating and scary, right?
[x] Let’s get someone to teach her. (Write-in)
[x] You teach her, Ran. You’re all about being intimidating and scary, right?
How to get scolded by Ran for insinuating that she is intimidating & scary (mostly the latter part) any%.
>>44773
Let's take a look at some of our options.
>Chen
Honestly a good choice, though Chen would mostly be refining her style instead of doing anything entirely new with it. This might not be what Kogasa needs, but it could still be interesting, and allows Chen to develop herself as well.
>Ran
Bad idea, I don't see Ran working well as a teacher, specifically for someone like Kogasa. She's too stern, I think it'd just be more miserable for Kogasa than educational.
>Write Ins
>Remilia
If we didn't burn our bridges with the SDM I'd have picked her. She has that theatrical personality and grandeur that goes well with surprising and scaring people. She'd probably think of all the nitpicky details and be easy to convince to do it. But we aren't allowed within 50 ft of the SDM so not an option.
>Kasen
Kasen I'd argue owes us one for bailing on the tournament and causing a buncha ruckus. Though I guess she kinda helped with the chi stuff... That was a messy situation. Anyways, Kasen is a teacher-type, she has a dutiful nature, she might be able to teach a youkai how to scare someone proper. Speaking of teaching...
>Keine
A bit of a meme choice, but she's a teacher, she's got that silly and surprising hat, and more truthfully, she works with kids all the time. She knows what they do, what they're scared of, how they surprise and prank each other. She might not be the worst choice.
>Takane/Nitori
They're pretty similar so bundling these two together, but we've got camouflage wargame specialists here, and kappa definitely surprise people. I don't have much to say other than they just feel like a decent choice.
I'll vote tomorrow or so so I can think it over and see what other people decide, but I'm kind of leaning towards Takane, Keine, or Chen.
[x] Let’s get someone to teach her. Cirno and her fairy friends (?) could help.
Ice pants part 2. Also pranks
>>44776
Has Cirno even rematerialized from getting killed yet? If she has, it seems a bit rude to go "alright Cirno ready to do more work now?"
I'm in for Chen for largely the same reasoning as >>44775, Chen's style is largely similar to Kogasa's and their interactions just now show that they get along, another friend for Chen, and one for Kogasa would be pretty nice.
...while >>44777 does have a point, this would allow us to check up on Cirno and she how she's doing... any I'm almost tempted to go for not just Cirno and her Fairy friends, but all of Team 9...
I might change my vote if one of the write-ins look good, but until then:
[x] Chen teaches her. Our lovable cat is all about tricks.
[x] Chen teaches her. Our lovable cat is all about tricks.
there is another write in possibility that has occurred to me:
Marisa, as she is somehow able to sneak up on and startled Star Sapphire, yanno the Faerie that can detect movement.
>>44780
Well, if you considering characters just based on how good they are at sneaking up on people, then I think the gold standard might be Koishi... good luck finding her, though.
Actually, Nue might be able to improve Kogasa's ability to startle people by giving her Seeds of Unknown Form, allowing her to disguise herself and then suddenly reveal herself for a surprise, so she could be an option.
[x] Chen teaches her. Our lovable cat is all about tricks.
Ran’s been talking around me a lot today. I’m not gonna bother challenging it since she’ll clam up with some other excuse, but I do wonder how my questions have been sensitive topics. The graveyard is one thing, being nebulous enough for those like Kaku to reside, but Ran also acts like she knows some things about Kogasa. I’ll need to keep a mental note on that as I’m going forward.
Ran and I collect the girls from the graveyard reconvene back near Kogasa’s home. I’d prefer to not loiter after the encounter with Kaku, even if it didn’t intimidate me. Kogasa and Chen don’t seem troubled by their encounter with the undead that nibbled on the umbrella’s tongue, either. On the contrary, Chen is miffed she couldn’t fight the teething corpse.
“Why did you want us to stop?” Kogasa asks as I pull up a chopping log to sit on. “Did I do something wrong?”
“No, you were doing fine,” I comfort her, halting her inward cowering elbows. “I just thought we needed a change of pace, now that I got an idea of how you operate. It also wasn’t helpful that I couldn’t talk to you from so far away.”
“But you’ve already asked me so much…” Kogasa whinges, probably remembering the previous multi hour session of questioning that had the more mundane items such as if she needs to eat or what her favorite color is.
She doesn’t and purple, as it happens. No idea why the human body is aqua colored.
Chen crouches next to me and comments, “Oh, you’re doing more interviewing? I’ll take my chance to leave, then.”
She transforms and wanders to the closest brush, stopped by Ran’s simple command of, “Hold.”
Chen turns and sits on her paws, awaiting new orders.
“I actually had a new idea in mind,” I inform.
Chen positions herself below my knees before shooting an annoyed, “And?”
“You, Chen, will teach Kogasa how you play tricks on people.”
Chen looks back to the umbrella girl, who’s fidgeting from the cat’s attention. “What do you mean teach? Doesn’t she know that stuff already?”
I concede the point, “That is a good question. Kogasa, has anyone ever taught you about surprising, or startling, or whatever else you’d call it?”
Kogasa jumps. It reminds me of a child called on in the middle of a lecture. She explains in fitting fashion, “Uhh… no… I’ve always been on my own. Things I’ve learned have been from trying.”
“Wait, does that include your blacksmithing abilities?” I notice.
“Yeah…”
Kogasa blushes a bit. She seems proud about that answer, but I doubt she’s shared it with many people.
“Wait, you’ve never asked anybody else how they get the jump on people? I thought you talked to other Youkai all the time,” Chen probes.
“Sekibanki did also arrive at your shelter yesterday for a favor,” Ran coincides.
An odd sense of worry crosses Kogasa’s face, and she ekes out, “Ah, well, you see, I talk with other Youkai, but I don’t really know them all that well. The only person I know a little better is Sekibanki, and that’s just because she’s also someone who stay…”
She does a hard pause, staring at me. I’m forced to ask, “What? Why are you looking at me like that?”
“Tatara perhaps believes Sekibanki staying in the village is a secret to most humans,” Ran explains. “Seldom known would be more accurate.”
“I think Keine told me about her already, anyway. At this point I chalk it as another example of weird exceptions for where Youkai should or shouldn’t be,” I reply.
“Huh? What do you mean?” Kogasa asks.
“I conversation I was trying to weed out of Ran earlier. It’s weird that Youkai are allowed in the village or places like the graveyard,” I answer, hoping more to move on from the topic at this point. “Anyway, Chen. You heard it from her, she never learned her methods from someone. Why not be the first?”
“And again, why should I even agree? I’m not at your beck and call,” Chen retaliates, feisty as usual.
“Because you’re so prideful you’d love a chance to boast your skills to someone?” I try, semi-jestingly.
“Do it and you’ll receive treats for the cats,” Ran bribes.
Bribes? Huh, I guess she would have to do that once in a while against the kid. I feel kinda bad that that implies she really doesn’t want to help Kogasa, though.
Chen screws her face as she estimates the value of that reward, and accepts, “I’ll do it. Time to go over some stuff, you clumsy fool.”
“That’s mean,” Kogasa whimpers. “I’m pretty good already…”
“You’re horribly lying to yourself,” Chen disagrees, shaking her head and crossing her arms. Oh I hope this was the right choice of tutor…
For all her prickliness, Chen does know how to explain things. She starts her hour long explanation with all of the simple mistakes that Kogasa was making and how to improve them before changing the subject entirely.
“Now why do you think it’s hard to scare humans?” Chen questions the umbrella, not the girl sat beside it.
“I… don’t really know. I guess they’re not always trying to run from things like rabbits or squirrels?” Kogasa, the girl, gives her best guess.
Chen turns towards the girl sitting on her hind and screams, “AAGH!”
Kogasa recoils in shock at the outburst, an arm coming up to defend herself from whatever the fuck just possessed the cat. I also jumped a bit in my seat, not having expected that change of pace. Chen remains silent for a moment, but an amused sniff breaks her serious facade not long after.
“How was that?” Chen asks.
“Huh?” Kogasa replies, baffled by the question.
“Did I scare you? Are you surprised? Come on, I hurt my throat on that one.”
“Uh…” Kogasa remains flapped by the line of thought. I’m not sure I’ve quite picked up what Chen’s doing, either.
“It wasn’t all that good, right?” Chen stuffs the words in Kogasa’s mouth. “Why do you think that is?”
Kogasa remains quiet as a mouse. She’s clearly thinking, her lips pursed and all, but is stumped on what answer Chen is looking for.
“Old ass, what do you think?” Chen addresses me, no regards or respect granted.
I scratch at my scruff, having forgotten to trim this morning, and suggest, “Isn’t it because you’re in the middle of a conversation? You can startle us like that but it’s not really going to get a reaction.”
“Eh, close enough. At least I woke you back up,” Chen joshes. “But there was more wrong with that. I didn’t set anything up to prepare you to be scared.”
“Set up the scare?” Kogasa questions. “You mean like telling a story? Does that make a difference?”
“Of course it does..!” Chen grieves, tossing her hands up. “Well, not telling a story, but making the right mood. If you think you’re safe there’s no reason to be scared. Come on, it’s Youkai one-o’-one here.”
I think I understand what she’s getting at now, and chime in, “So you think the setting’s wrong?”
Chen starts listing off on her longs nails, “Time of day, too many people, I’m part of the conversation so you can see me, there’s nothing that would make my hair ruffle, my tail stand up, it’s all wrong!”
“You’re trying to provide a negative example to show what not to do,” I confirm.
“Don’t explain my explanation!” Chen pouts with a stomp of her foot.
Kogasa rubs her chin, her umbrella licking the top of itself as if scratching its head. She seems to have some epiphany as she utters a sound of understanding. She posits a finger, the umbrella its tongue, to conclude, “So if it was night and you did it to someone alone they would be scared.”
Chen is nonplussed by her student’s answer, but does admit, “Well… I guess. Not what I’m getting at… You know what, I’m bored describing it, let’s try it on someone.”
“It’s almost night,” Kogasa notes the orange tinge of the sky, “we can try it now!”
“Yeah!” Chen agrees, a note of enthusiasm striking her. “Old guy, start wandering the woods.”
My brow curls at the suggestion and I start to wonder if maybe Chen was full of it this whole time.
“Chen…” Ran grunts, pinching the bridge of her nose disappointedly.
“For a lot of reasons, I don’t think I’d be the best test subject, here,” I tell Chen.
“Well we’ll need someone to scare!” Chen bickers. “It’d be lame to pick a random villager in the middle of the night.”
“Actually, that is a good point,” I think aloud. “If it’s a random villager we wouldn’t be able to ask them if it worked afterward. Or, at least, they probably won’t be honest.”
Chen points and commands, “Well it’s settled! Human, go get another human!”
“Yeah, easier said than done… I’m not exactly on good terms with my one friend right now,” I denounce. “Maybe I could find someone, but my choices are: the top village academic and closest person to royalty in the human village, an immortal who would see through any nonsense in minutes, not to mention being extremely powerful, and maybe- maybe a bartender who I’m not sure is even human. Not great choices, honestly.”
“You are willfully excluding your benefactor,” Ran points out.
“I’m not sure what you mean,” I lie.
“Oh yeah… just grab the teacher,” Chen picks up. “What’s she gonna do, be mad about a Youkai’s prank?” I despise the facetious tone she’s taking, but it’s not something I don’t expect of her.
“Well… I guess I could try and ask Keine. How the hell am I gonna get her away from the house, though? She’ll think something’s up if I ask her to leave right when twilight hits.”
Ran offers a suggestion, “Use mundane means. Inviting her out to a bar would be inconspicuous enough.”
“She would hate the thought of enabling my alcoholism more than she already does,” I veto.
“Why not ask her on a date?” Kogasa suggests from the blue.
Ran and I drop silent, Chen holds in a terrible guffaw.
“… Why are you surprised?” Kogasa wonders, her confusion reflective of ours.
“No, I’m just not sure why you’d suggest that all of a sudden,” I attempt to remain professional sounding, or at least not embarrassed that someone that doesn’t know me would say that.
“Oh!” Kogasa gasps. “Is that something I shouldn’t talk about? I didn’t mean to…”
“No, no, no,” I try to halt her train of thought. “Where is this coming from? Keine and I aren’t in a relationship.”
I can feel Ran and Chen giving me judgmental eyes at the proclamation. Chen puckers her lips to really force her opinion without a word. It’s certainly not the most convincing of statements, but I will hold onto it until I have reason to rephrase.
“You’re not?” Kogasa seems to reevaluate something or other by saying that. “So many people in the village were talking about it. I guess they were just rumors.”
I grunt a beleaguered, “Alright, I think that’s enough of this conversation. I’ll… I’ll ask her to dinner or something. That should give you the chance you need.”
Kogasa brightens up again, even cheering, “Really?! Oh, I’ll do my best to scare her! Chen and I are gonna do great!”
“Uh huh…” I drawl, not sure whether I should be rooting for her or not considering that I am now complicit with pranking Keine.
[To be continued…]
>>44782
>“Why not ask her on a date?” Kogasa suggests from the blue.
>Ran and I drop silent, Chen holds in a terrible guffaw.
>“… Why are you surprised?” Kogasa wonders, her confusion reflective of ours.
Does this count as a surprise? Did Kogasa get a good snack out of this?
>Ask Keine for a dinner
>It's just a prank, bro!
How severe will Tanner's skull be fractured?
Obviously tanner isn’t interested in Kiene because hes interested in Ran (delusional)
Nono, i think you've got a point, he totally has the hots for ran
[… Continued]
“Be honest with me, Ran, do you think this is gonna work at all?” I ask my companion as Keine’s house comes into view around the lines of village buildings. Keine doesn’t usually cook until I’m home, or if she knows about when I’ll be home. Though that isn’t why I’m asking for Ran’s opinion.
“It lies in an estimate fifty-five percent failure rate,” the unamused fox prints. The dry response is no more comforting than I should expect of her, but it’s still peeving.
“Why would it be close to a coin flip?” I point out, exasperated with Ran’s lack of trust. “I’m not that terrible with pleasantries, am I?”
“No. However your actions always belie ulterior means. Kamishirasawa is an astute village guardian with wisdom beyond her years. Note that the calculation was taken with the chance of insufficient confidence in your invitation being a given.”
“Don’t give me that, Ran.” I mutter to myself. “Furthermore, don’t treat it like a conditional probability. It’s a conversation.”
“With chances involved as most things in life do without sufficient deterministic equations,” Ran counters. I groan at her analysis, emphasis on the ‘anal.’ I really shouldn’t argue with a computer. Even normal mathematicians stop at nothing to prove you wrong with proper citation included.
I decide to divert to a different topic with the last few moments of our walk, “By the way, is it just me or does Kogasa seem to catch us out of left field?”
Ran looks at me, parsing my words, before replying, “You mean by surprise? It is fitting to her nature as a tsukumogami, but there is no deeper meaning behind it.”
“No deeper meaning?” I repeat. “Like, what, she isn’t even trying?”
Ran goes to insult the conclusion, lifted eyelids and all, but she recalibrates under the new assumption, and answers, “That is… not impossible. Incidentally, there is another individual who has loosely similar circumstances.”
“Oh?”
“That is not a sequitur to discuss said individual, only that there is precedence,” Ran shuts me down.
“Fine, I didn’t want to know anyway,” I give an immature lie. I stop in front of the door to the house, and finish, “I suppose your free to leave for the evening?”
“You will require privacy, so yes,” Ran confirms. She turns, but stops to add, “Treat this equal to the plan.”
I pause, a quizzical grimace coming over me as I determine, “Advice? That’s rare for you.”
“A point Lady Yukari drives during most excursions. Valuable philosophy,” Ran corrects.
I open the door to immediate greeting. Keine probably heard us talking, but likely not the contents thereof. Unsurprisingly, or perhaps as is typical, Keine is at the living room table amidst a usual session of grading. Her hat has been hung onto its shrine for the evening, the normal signal that she doesn’t plan to go anywhere else.
“Tanner, have a good day?” Keine stops her pen to ask, forcing a smile despite her focus.
I sit down across from her and the paper fort. Oh the poor woman is grading essays. Perhaps the last thing to envy with our work.
“I’d say so. Kogasa’s an interesting girl. More upbeat than the last couple of people I was tasked to,” I summarize, skimping on the details. Hopefully she doesn’t notice me do so in favor of casual conversation.
“No grand events this time?” Keine jokes. “They seem to start on your second day of interviews.”
I shoot back, “Hah! Not this time. It should be much less trouble than I’ve found myself in before.”
“That would be good,” Keine exasperates. “You don’t need another scar… do you have scars?”
“Actually, no. Not my shoulder, at least. The knife wound I think still shows but will be gone soon enough,” I explain, opening my collar to show the spot at the base of my neck.
“Hm. I’m not sure if you would have looked better with them, but they would have given you more tactile reminders to stay away from danger,” Keine muses, pointing her pen at my shoulder.
“That’s quite the fantasy.”
“And where do you think you live?”
“True enough,” I concede. I stare at her for a moment longer than needed. A smug expression shows that she’s been diverted from her work by now. I need to ask, but there’s no way it won’t be awkward.
“Lost in thought again?” Keine snaps me back to attention. “What were you thinking about this time?”
“Keine…” She looks at me curiously. My pause is blatant and unnecessary. “Would you… Care to go out to dinner?”
It’s subtle, but her brow rises. Sadly, she takes it as a casual joke, whinging, “I had a sneaking feeling that my food wasn’t that good…”
I panic a bit now that she’s misinterpreting my meaning, and deny, “N-no! That’s not what I mean. Your cooking is great. I mean... can we go out to dinner? Like, you and me, go out.”
“Oh,” she intelligently utters. Another moment and she seems to realize what I’m getting at. A light tinge of red crosses her cheeks, further uttering, “O-oh! I see! Well, I uhm… I’d love to go out. To dinner, I mean!”
She chuckles to herself, trying to play off the poor wording I’ve decided on.
“Great,” I passively mumble. I clear my throat and try again, “I mean, great! That’s very good. Are you ready to leave now?”
“Just a moment.” Keine scrambles to her feet and leaves to her room, the sound of shifting drawers comes not long after.
A few moments more and she’s flying out of her room over to the front door. I catch a glimpse of her in a fresh dress and a thin shawl she wrapped over her arms. She’s also putting down thinner shoes than what she usually wears, slipping them on in haste.
She stands back up in the entry, shifting a loose hair from her face as she says, “Sorry, I would put on some makeup, but it’s already getting late.”
“I didn’t realize makeup was a thing for Gensokyo,” I admit. I stop Keine from following on the tangent, catching myself from an egregious mistake, and state, “You are already the most beautiful person I know.”
This warrants an eye roll. “You are so sappy. I’m sure you’ve heard that before.”
“I’m sure I have, and I’d bet you were the one who said it,” I rib.
She’s about to walk out the door when I notice, “Hey, are you leaving your hat there?” I thumb to the article on its dedicated shelf, propped on a pillow.
Keine leans in to take my hand, answering, “Let’s consider it a break from my work.”
I take the lead to a little bar I know, which just so happens to have the best food in town. Not just bar food, either, but full meals. Keine pesters me for the unromantic choice, but doesn’t stay with the complaint, knowing the place herself.
We head across the village. All the way across. The village, despite being the centerpiece of the much larger body that is Gensokyo, is itself considerably sizable. Going from Keine’s house to the east gate can take as much as a half an hour on foot, depending on your pace. Lit lamps line the streets, with the myriad couples, early drunkards, and nocturnal residents wandering every which way. A glance or two our way makes me self conscious of Keine locking her arm with mine. It doesn’t strike me as physical contact so much as her making sure I’m not going anywhere, as has become my nature to do.
“So what made you want to go out tonight?” she questions. Prods? Maybe. She went along without a second thought, so maybe she’s weeding out any bad faith from me.
“I… well…” I have trouble coming up with a plausible excuse, so instead I pull from the truth. “Kogasa had heard rumors of us going out.”
“Ah, so you’ve finally heard about those,” Keine mirrors my disappointment in passerby. “… That’s not the only reason, is it?”
“Well… it was good to have some kind of push. That and Chen’s taunts,” I evade answering directly. “I realize that there’s no point waiting around when my situation doesn’t seem to be changing anytime soon.”
“Let’s not talk about that for now,” Keine silences me. “A dinner with good company shouldn’t need a reason, honestly.”
“True.”
The moment we finish talking I see a shadow in the distance. We’re walking along the canal path, a part that most people avoid when sun falls due to the open straight, a spot easy to look down onto. Any miscreant would think the roofs are easy to hide on when looking for a target, but it seems Kogasa has chosen to bait her quarry instead.
The shadow was not the girl herself, but maybe only her arm hanging from the corner waiting to be seen. I’m tempted to ask if Keine saw it but her expression tells me all I need to know.
“Stand back,” Keine commands unlocking my arm from hers. “It might be dangerous for you.”
She marches over to the anomaly, a confident stride saying that she might have left her hat at home, but she’s always ready for work. She peers around the corner and pauses for a possible ambush.
When nothing comes she slowly steps into the alleyway. I give it a second before following up to the corner, just out of direct sight. Another narrow alley, this time between two houses I think. Around halfway through Keine kneels down to inspect something, her long hair just touching the ground.
There appears to be dark streaks all around the ground and walls. The color is hard to discern in the leaving twilight, but the smell leaves little to the imagination.
Blood. Fresh blood, and judging by the pressure the scent has compared to where I’m standing, there’s a lot of it. It’s a wonder that the house owners haven’t taken notice yet. It could be so fresh that it hasn’t permeated the buildings yet.
Keine stands up, and I get a glimpse at the source of the blood. Some medium sized animal, obscured by the shadows of the narrow alley. Or what I’ll pray is an animal. The thing doesn’t move, of course, but that just means that what left it isn’t accounted for.
Keine continuously swivels in place to find the perpetrator of this mess. The alley is silent, with only the draping shadow of occasional passerby from the other side reminding us that time is passing. We both hear something rustle, quiet enough to miss under my own breathing. Keine tenses up, waiting for the terror to jump out at her. What neither of us expect is the carcass to pop from the ground, with the vague silhouette of a person and some long object rushing up from underneath it.
Keine isn’t facing her opponent and is forced to pivot on a heel. By reflex she swings her arm with all the force she can muster and launches her assailant back several feet. They bounce before coming to a halt, laid out by the teacher’s slam.
It looks safe to approach now that both sides have stopped moving. I walk up behind Keine, cautious to not catch her ire more literally than I’d like. A glint of light from her arm catches my eye. A mirror surface is against the skin of her forearm. A round, shield-like object seems to hang there from nothing. Did she just slam Kogasa’s face with that?
“Aughh…” I hear Kogasa whimpering from the ground, holding her nose and lightly rolling about.
Keine looks at her, and then to the umbrella standing on its own. Kogasa the umbrella waves its tongue in greeting, Keine awkwardly reciprocating the motion with her open arm.
“So,” Keine opens up, “Kogasa happened to be on our path to dinner. On the second day that you’re interviewing her. Anything to tell me, Tanner?” She turns to me, a deathly serious scowl is mixed with a hint of confusion, and if I’m not projecting… a touch of betrayal.
“Full disclosure: I knew. Kogasa wanted someone to try scaring and so I accommodated. Sorry for not telling you. It’s not an excuse, but I had to keep quiet,” I explain, trying to remain casual about it. Another item to my dirty laundry with Keine, but I can hope that this is more a mild diversion than a break in trust.
“Why would you–…” she pauses mid question as we hear Kogasa sit up by her hands.
A dark spot covers her pearly white face below her nose, likely blood from a broken nose. The poor girl got hit really hard when she wasn’t expecting it. We walk over to check how she’s doing.
“Kogasa?” I call, snapping my fingers in her face. She looks a little loopy, unfocused eyes, perhaps concussed.
“I’m good to keep going!” she slurs merrily through a stuffed nose.
“Oh, Kogasa,” Keine voices like a mother would to her child, “you know it’s not a good idea to sneak up on me.”
Kogasa changes her tune now that she’s being admonished, blubbering, “I’m sorry, miss teacher!”
“Not a surprise, but you’re more ruthless than you like to appear,” a certain wily voice greets us from a nearby crate. The cat’s tails sway to and fro, amused by the scene she helped tailor.
“I knew Kogasa wasn’t so morally corrupt as to leave a dead animal lying in the village,” Keine assures herself, standing to face the Youkai cat. “Where is the fox?”
“Present,” Ran’s voice chimes in behind us. How she can get so close without our notice is still a mystery to me. Keine doesn’t miss a beat as she gets in the fox’s face, Ran suddenly showing apprehension of pushing her away or backing up.
“Did you allow these two to make this mess?” Keine takes control of the conversation, waving around at the blood staining the walls and the corpse sitting as the centerpiece. Looking now, the dead animal is an entire boar like what Chen usually hunts in the far forests. “You should know that this is very irresponsible for the health of the people around here.”
Ran seems unfazed by the berating, her face as stony as can be. She simply takes the words in and shifts her gaze to Chen.
“Chen, this is an unsanitary method of generating dread. Blood on the walls and ground is inconsequential, but the corpse may bring disease into the village, even if it is a recent death,” Ran admonishes her servant, paraphrasing Keine’s concern.
“Huh? Wait, why am I being scolded all of a sudden…” Chen stumbles over the conversation.
“Chen, stay here and clean this scene. The humans should not be given the misconception that a feral entered without their guard’s knowledge,” Ran further pounds in the point.
“Wait, but… I was doing what I was asked. Lady Ran–“ Chen beggars.
“No more of this,” Ran cuts in, her eyes narrowing to a knife point, “Are you questioning your duty to order?” She’s being crueler than she needs to be, in my opinion. Dropping a dead body into the village is definitely not commendable, but still it seems overboard telling her she’s wrong to do what she was told.
“Tanner, help me take Kogasa,” Keine commands, picking up the umbrella girl by the shoulder. I take the other side and we walk to the edge of the alley, over the canal. She floats Kogasa down to the sunken water level, letting the girl clean herself off.
I follow after with a nearby set of steps, meeting them at the bottom. A clunk hounds my steps, the umbrella bouncing behind me to its other half. It passes me, stopping next to the girl washing her face. She’s having trouble getting the dark splotches out of her shirt.
Keine turns to me when she’s sure that Kogasa can see to herself. “Why did you pick me for this?” she asks. “I’m not mad. I just… feel misled. I know that was your goal, but…” She looks to be holding back some frustration. Any idiot would know that I’m in the wrong here.
But what should I…
[x] Hug her and apologize.
[x] Explain yourself, she’s someone who can hear out reason.
[x] Do something else, you fool! (Write-in)
[x] Explain yourself, she’s someone who can hear out reason.
Obviously tanner should apologize but giving her a straight hug outta nowhere doesn't seem like the play
my Ran bias is unrelated I swear officer
[x] Explain yourself, she’s someone who can hear out reason.
hugging her right now doesn't feel like it would come across as genuine?
eh nuts, I was thinking they were going to do more of a professional friendly dinner rather than a 'going out' kind of dinner, that didn't help this...
[x] Own up to it. Apologize and promise to take her out for real another time. Ask for her preferences, maybe?
She already knows and understands the reason. Getting defensive here is stupid. Trying to sap her up is also stupid.
>>44790
Lol
[x] Own up to it. Apologize and promise to take her out for real another time. Ask for her preferences, maybe?
[x] Own up to it. Apologize and promise to take her out for real another time. Ask for her preferences, maybe?
[x] Own up to it. Apologize and promise to take her out for real another time. Ask for her preferences, maybe?
Although, it doesn't feel like there's much stopping us from just actually having the date now.
[X] Still want food?
Surely this can't go wrong
[x] Explain yourself, she’s someone who can hear out reason.
Maximum callousness
[x] Own up to it. Apologize and promise to take her out for real another time. Ask for her preferences, maybe?
oh boy and to his own landlady
[x] Explain yourself, she’s someone who can hear out reason.
Do we HAVE to cancel the date?
We could treat this as a diversion rather than the end of the night
[x] Own up to it. Apologize and promise to take her out for real another time. Ask for her preferences, maybe?
Keine is averting her eyes from me, but I can see the uncertainty, maybe a conflict, in them. Her lips and brow are curled like they want to be mad, but come off as forced to stuff out anxiety. I’m not just in the wrong but misjudging how wrong I am.
I take a deep breath, preparing to give it my all. Before even opening my mouth, I stick my feet together, hands balled to my sides, stock straight just like I was at attention, and lower my torso.
“Huh..?” I hear Keine murmur as I bend below her face. I attempt to take it slowly, so as to not come off disingenuous in any fashion.
I bow with the intent of leveling my chest with the ground, and hold it there.
“Keine, I’m so very sorry for messing up this date with you,” I apologize, making sure I sound as earnest as I can.
“Tanner…” she says my name with a prick of disappointment that doesn’t slip by me.
I continue, making sure that I can get my feelings through, “I promise that we’ll go out for a real dinner! Somewhere that you like. No interruptions or distractions. Just you and me for a calm evening.”
“Tanner…” she says again, more annoyance and less disturbance to her voice.
“I’m serious, Keine. And I can take this–“
“Tanner,” she interrupts, a commanding tone to her voice. I freeze up for her next words. “… Lift your head.”
I rise, only enough that I can see her face again. Her lower eyelids are raised in tart displeasure, fingernail tapping against her thigh. It only now strikes me how sharp she keeps them, despite her appearance as a proper lady.
“… Was it something I said?” I ask, a crack in my voice displacing all certainty I had in redeeming myself.
“A number of things,” she states. The way she says it makes me think she’s taken a note from Ran’s book on dry delivery. “Most of all I’m annoyed that you’d bow, since I told you to do that when you gravely insult someone. I’m also annoyed that you act like we can’t still go to that bar you mentioned.”
“Wait, you mean…”
She playfully pats my cheek, continuing, “Don’t interrupt your lecture. Something else that I’m annoyed with: you thought I wouldn’t know you were up to something? You don’t really do things without a push. Have you noticed that?”
“I can’t say I have,” I admit. “I thought I was more on the spontaneous side.”
“Well, keep believing that,” Keine smirks. She raises a finger as she explains, “Right now I’m pushing you to continue this little outing. Understand?”
I find myself speechless. The most I can drudge up is a pitiable, “I… uh… y-yeah.”
“Good,” Keine finishes. She straightens me up by my shoulder, pushing me towards Kogasa. “Take a few minutes, we’ll get back to it shortly.”
“Wait, this the break- no, never mind, I didn’t say anything,” I rescind my question the instant Keine shoots me a false smile.
I walk over and kneel down to Kogasa, who only now got most of the blood out of her nose. She sniffles some more to check and presents her face my way.
“Do I look like a new umbrella?” she jokes. Obviously the bruise on her face is less the sign of a fight and more being beaten to a pulp. Actually, on that matter the dark blemish reminds me of a certain bitch of a god who got ganged up on in a bar. I’d better stay clear of Keine’s swings.
“You look like you’ll scare people better like that,” I joke back.
Keine steps in behind me, asking down at the crouching girl, “Kogasa, what possessed you to try surprising me again? You should know the same thing happens every time.”
“Master thought I could really get you this time with her help. Also don’t you hit me because you’re surprised?” Kogasa retorts.
“Master?” I catch out. “Master as in Chen? She got you to call her master in the half an hour that I was away?”
“Uhhh…” Kogasa draws out, trying her best impression of a kid caught graffitiing.
“Maybe we should dunk that cat in the canal when she’s done cleaning up,” Keine suggests before I do.
“Should you not be focused on investigating in your brief time here this evening?” Ran asks from my opposing oblique.
“Ah!” I shudder, stumbling over on myself. There’s a short pause that the women look at me strangely. I scratch the back of my head and explain, “You actually got me that time.” I get up and bop the back of my hand on Ran’s shoulder, hoping to get across my annoyance when she does that.
Keine puts her hands together, retreading the conversation, “Right, you do need to focus, Tanner. I’ll remain quiet.”
They all remain quiet for my first question. One that I don’t expect to come anytime soon. I’ve already asked Kogasa so many questions by now. She hardly knows herself. It’s been a topic in my mind that Youkai seem to experience the same memory degradation humans have, but even aside from that Kogasa is missing key pieces of herself. Who owned her? Has she always been in Gensokyo? Why has she taken a human form when so many other tsukumogami have not? Hell, how old even is she?
Something clicks into place in my mind, a part that I missed earlier in the conversation but my subconscious finished for me. “Keine, you personally know Kogasa?”
Keine looks at me curiously, estranged by the sudden change in topic, and answers, “Well… she’s been around a long time, like I said before.”
“Can you narrow down that ‘long time’ at all? Kogasa has been having trouble with that question herself.”
Keine rubs a finger to her temple as she focuses her thoughts, elaborating, “She was around when I was still a child. When I thought I was an ordinary human. I don’t know if she tried surprising me in my toddling years, though.”
“Ring any bells, Kogasa?” I ask in earnesty.
“Bells? Mm, I dunno.” Kogasa fidgets around in her squat. “I remember things being different a long time ago but not a baby school teacher. Oh you must have been the cutest baby! The serious ones are always the cutest toddlers,” Kogasa distracts herself from the question.
I take a second to glance at Ran and ponder a two year old fox girl.
“No,” Ran threatens, reading my mind in record time.
“Didn’t say anything,” I counter.
“Keine was birthed before the barrier was erected. She only later came upon her therianthropy. This predates Tatara to older than one thousand eight hundred eighty five common era, or before the first season of the Gensokyo calendar,” Ran handily recalls for us.
I do some arithmetic in my head and think aloud, “So… about one hundred and thirty years ago Kogasa was already wandering around.”
“The oni were still above ground, right?” Keine asks, now intrigued by the conversation.
“Y… yeah,” Kogasa seems to recollect, standing up to face us. “One of the earliest things I remember is them moving underground and asking a tengu why we couldn’t all be friends. What did that tengu do after that?” she looks troubled for not remembering that detail. I doubt it’s important, though. If it was a tengu over a hundred years ago they surely beat the memory out of her for the grave error of putting herself equal to them.
“… So what can we conclude with this information?” I ask in open forum.
The women glance about, thinking of some eloquent revelation that we can take away from this discussion. All I’ve come to is reinforcing the idea that Kogasa is well versed in human violence, as I doubt she was spared from the dog-eat-dog life before spellcard rules were introduced. That would explain her caution with humans as a society, even though she’s reckless enough to jump someone she knows will attack.
“A short list of information that may be pertinent,” Ran outputs, “Kogasa has been alive as a wandering tsukumogami during the time of Hieda no Aya, the first of the Hakurei shrine maidens, the first generations of Gensokyan humans before isolation forced the village to train competent Youkai hunters, and the Gensokyo sages became detached from daily events.”
“Including Yukari?” I ask.
“Correct,” Ran affirms.
“But that doesn’t…” Keine murmurs. She looks at Kogasa and asks, “I’ve always wondered this, but do you know who your owner was?”
“No,” Kogasa answers in no uncertainty. A strangely sobering word from the girl, determined in a way I didn’t think her personality allowed.
Keine seems somehow sad about the answer. Like a melancholia has taken shape. Her lips move pensively as she goes to say something, but she holds her tongue for a moment, clearly changing what she says. “That’s unfortunate…”
Kogasa lets her eyes fall to the ground failing to prod the teacher. I think she realizes the implication Keine presents but may not know why she doesn’t divulge all of the secrets of the universe.
“Ran,” I look over and address my companion. She locks eyes, awaiting my question. “What are the chances that another long lived Youkai would know who Kogasa’s owner was?”
“Within a zero point five percent confidence interval for. It is near impossible for a Youkai to remember minor details older than a century that the Yakumo does not have stored in data,” Ran holds firmly. That damn memory of hers leaves her a bit too smug.
Incidentally, it’s a little concerning that the two women I talk with the most have a form of perfect memory retention. I’ll have to leave that thought wedged away from my mouth for as long as I live.
“Maybe we’ll have to try some other kind of investigation. If Keine’s pointing it out there must be something more to it,” I deduce.
“Don’t read my words so closely, Tanner. I’ll stop telling you things if you keep doing it,” Keine warns to someone she knows won’t heed it.
I don’t bother containing a light chuckle at her more lighthearted moodiness. “Kogasa, we’ll talk more tomorrow,” I bid my leave to the umbrella girl.
“Oh, uhm, right. Sir..? Mister..? Tanner,” Kogasa plays around with how to informally address me, tilting her head back and forth at the choices. The umbrella wobbles in place to match.
I step next to Keine and offer over my arm. She takes it with her own, faint traces of a smile returning to her face. We make our way back up to the street and continue on our way to the bar. Though an additional presence keeps my attention.
“Ran, please be dismissed for the evening,” I ask of the cohort matching my pace.
“So be it. Chen will be finishing her cleaning soon and requires light reprimanding, so you cannot be attended to for the next few hours,” the fox informs me as the sound of her feet fade away behind me.
… Few hours? How is that a little scolding?
I wait a few moments to make sure Ran has cleared out before I ask, “Keine, what was that you were going to say?”
“Hm?” she tones, acting like she doesn’t know what I’m referring to.
“’That’s unfortunate?’ You looked like you were gasping for air trying to hide the change in words.”
“Well I simply forgot what I was going to say and chose a different wording,” she plays around my pestering.
“I guess you do know who Kogasa’s previous owner was,” I infer. I feel her reproach come and I intercept with, “Yes, I know, don’t read your words so closely. You’ll have to forgive me for having too much fun.”
Keine voices a quick, “Hm!” and repudiates, “Isn’t it rude to have fun without your date?”
We remain silent for the next block or two before Keine follows with, “They matched.”
“Hm?”
“Their colors. You’ll not hear more than that from me.”
“Why tell me?”
“Because it isn’t such a terrible secret, nor do I believe it’s so important to keep that way. Even the village bull can feel pity.”
“You’re no bull,” I challenge her self degrading humor. “A bull wouldn’t feel the pains of romance.”
“You’re so full of it,” Keine laughs.
“Maybe, but at least you’ll listen. You’re just a good person like that.”
We return to silence again, but a few steps later Keine releases my arm. I look back and see her smile looking hollowed out, the moon shining a gaunt color on her pale skin.
She holds onto a part of her dress, conflicted on saying words she wants to force out.
She eventually chokes after several false starts, “I was scared.” Her smile quavers to keep up the pretense of casual conversation.
I assume she doesn’t mean Kogasa and Chen’s little trick, but regardless confirm, “You were?”
“No! No, not of Kogasa. She’s a sweetheart unlike so many Youkai,” Keine panics to explain. “It’s… yes, it’s because of that I was scared.” She shifts her gaze away from my direction. Is she feeling guilty about something? Hurting Kogasa, maybe?
I walk up to her and take her hand. She makes no struggle as I guide her over to a bench of some closed shop next to us. Her hands go limp as she tries to relax again. I keep a tight grip on it to remind her that I’m here and listening.
“I can’t say I know what you mean,” I half lie. It’s obvious that Kogasa’s act did more to her than Kogasa would ever dream of.
“She, Kogasa, probably didn’t mean anything by it, but that scene wasn’t so rare decades ago. Back when humans and Youkai were always short of war with each other. I… I really thought…”
“A Youkai was trying to kill you?” I finish for her when she pauses.
“No…” she breathes. My head shakes by reflex, not expecting her to deny the simplest explanation. She continues, in what I would consider illogical, if not a lie had it come from anyone else’s mouth, “I thought it was a human trying to kill me.”
I do not say a word. I’m not sure what to say to that. It’s the opposite of everything I’ve learned here in the village that someone would want to kill Keine after she was allowed back into the fold.
“A person, and a spear, came at me, and it took all I had to not summon my own sword to cut them down first. Unlike the times before.”
“Times? Plural? Keine, what do you mean?” I ask in hushed tone. The village protector, someone I love, is referring to breaking one of the few unspoken rules of her home.
“There are things that I regret, Tanner. I care for the humans of the village, but not all of them see the same in me. I’ve grieved many times for people that I knew since birth… their faces…”
Gently, I take her head into me, hoping that I can be of some insignificant comfort to what she’s thinking about. “Keine, I can’t even imagine. But, that doesn’t sound like the village that I’ve lived in these last few months. And I’d trust any decision you’d ever make, because you’re worth that trust.”
She doesn’t respond. A few seconds pass with only the sound of distant drunk laughter to fill the air.
Keine puts a hand above mine, and quietly speaks, “Thank you.”
…
She jumps up from the bench, sniffling in her escaping emotions, and puts on a brave face to offer her hand to me. “Come on, even a bar eventually closes, you know,” she playfully remarks.
“R-right!” I try to keep up with Keine’s rapidly swinging mood. Hopefully it’s done oscillating for the next week or so…
But as for Kogasa, I should come up with next steps after what I’ve learned so far…
[x] Continue investigating her past. If I can find how she got to the way she is today, maybe I can find greater revelations.
[x] I should dig into Kogasa’s state of mind. What I know of her past already will help me dissect her head space and get to understanding her on a deeper level.
[x] Maybe there’s an avenue I haven’t considered. (Write-in)
Anyway, sidenote: popularity poll is closing soon. Make sure you all put in your votes for Ran and Keine as they are clearly great and frequently underutilized characters.
Occam's razor tells us that Kogasa's previous owner must be either a canonical character or someone with a close connection to one (or is that more Chekhov's gun?). The biggest hint we have is the comment about the colours matching, but the key thing we do not know if it is referring to the colours of Kogasa the humanoid or Kogasa the umbrella.
If it is the humanoid, then there are a few characters with predominantly blue colour schemes that would have been around before the Barrier was created. Keine is excluded based on this update, but there's also Ichirin, possibly Cirno and maybe Nitori, though I'm not sure if she's old enough. Still, I could see a kappa using an umbrella given their technological focus, but the other two less so.
The other option is that the comment refers to the umbrella itself. Now, if only there was a purple-themed character who would have been around at the time and has canonically been depicted with an umbrella!
>I take a second to glance at Ran and ponder a two year old fox girl.
>“No,” Ran threatens, reading my mind in record time.
>“Didn’t say anything,” I counter.
It's wild how much patience Ran has for him. Although I guess that was an obvious question.
[x] Continue investigating her past. If I can find how she got to the way she is today, maybe I can find greater revelations.
[x] I should dig into Kogasa’s state of mind. What I know of her past already will help me dissect her head space and get to understanding her on a deeper level.
Maybe some things are better left unknown.
>>44802
I'm guessinge that you are meaning Yukari there... or at least that is who first came to mind for me... but the type of umbrella doesn't match... but I'm pretty sure I've seen a official pic or two from the mangas that show Akyuu with a similar umbrella/parasol/whathaveyou... and her hair matches the colour of Kogasa's umbrella...
[x] Continue investigating her past. If I can find how she got to the way she is today, maybe I can find greater revelations.
[x] Continue investigating her past. If I can find how she got to the way she is today, maybe I can find greater revelations.
[x] Continue investigating her past. If I can find how she got to the way she is today, maybe I can find greater revelations.
Keine is glad to sit down for a tame dinner after all the disturbances. It helps that the bar I chose has plenty of villagers conversing, laughing, or generally having a good time. While we don’t make more than a few minimal attempts at conversation, it doesn’t seem to be because our mood soured at any point. If anything, we seem to be enjoying ourselves, listening to the clamor of drunkards wasting away the night. I think it’s fine to enjoy the room around you from time to time, even if it doesn’t make sense to be in someone’s company that way.
We finish eating and walk home in a similar atmosphere. At one point Keine notices some of Kogasa’s blood ended up on her shawl, probably from helping her to the canal. I promise to get her a new one if it didn’t wash out. She appreciates the token gesture despite me finding it to be common decency. I am partly to blame for why the poor, seldom seen piece could be stained.
The minute we’re in the door we seem to implicitly agree to end the night there. Keine at least has had plenty of excitement for the evening as is. Our souls are older than we’d like to admit.
Sleep takes me just as fast as the morning light stirs me back awake. I start the day bright and early to head out to Kogasa’s home. The village being so close to my destination has allowed me to walk straight there these past few days. Doing my work so close by has been a pleasant change. Not to mention the area around the village is so well kept and, somehow, brighter. While I enjoyed my time with Hina and Meiling, their usual haunts could be bleak in an almost uncanny way. An odd thing to say, especially in Meiling’s case, considering that she cares for the Scarlet mansion’s garden.
The villagers start setting up shop en masse around the time I notice Ran is at my heel. Her appearances are beyond ethereal, almost seeming to blend into the world around her before it registers that she’s there. I’ve given up on predicting her approach, much less ever understanding how she achieves the effect. We weave our way through the streets, avoiding the heckling salesmen and thickening crowd.
It would have been record time to the Southern gate had I not drifted my eyes to some dainty scarfs and wraps. Ran pushes me along after I start contemplating a red colored cloth that matches Keine’s accessories.
I bang on Kogasa’s sliding door, making sure she’s awake and ready for the incessant questions I have. I want to nail down her history, though I haven’t a plan for what to do just yet. That hasn’t stopped me yet, though.
The door cracks open, Kogasa peeks out cautiously. When she realizes it’s Ran and I she shuts the door again and moves something out of the way, stepping out immediately after.
“Good morning,” she greets cheerfully.
“Morning,” I return. I nod at the open door. “Had your door locked? Didn’t realize Keine scared you that bad.”
“Huh?” she seems taken aback by the comment. “Oh! No, no, no. I was worried that the village might be mad with the mess Chen and I made last night.”
I glance over to Ran. She doesn’t state anything for a moment so I widen my eyes and jut my head towards Kogasa, hoping to get across what I want her to say.
“Chen cleaned up the mess without incident,” Ran states, her eyes trailing up. “There should be no villagers that know of the scene. Unless one of you two made yourselves known to passerby?”
Kogasa flaps up stock straight at the comment, the tongue of her umbrella form flapping in unison behind the doorway. “N-no, ma’am!” she stutters to answer. I can see the panic in her eyes as she needlessly adds on, “Chen is very good at what she does, so I know there wouldn’t be any problems!”
Well, I doubt that. She wouldn’t have locked her door if she really felt what she said. I’m gonna leave this fight for some other time, though. Not picking my battles was what messed me up a couple weeks ago.
“Kogasa, do you remember what we were talking about last night?” I change the topic.
“Last night? What part? Where I know the school teacher or..?” she pauses, apparently thinking on what else I mean. The umbrella hops out the doorway next to its more personable side.
I crouch down to the creature and joke, “You’re not gonna tell me you remember and she doesn’t?”
“Tanner!” Kogasa whines, “Don’t make fun of me! You know that is me. Does your leg remember what you ate for breakfast?”
“Oh, totally,” I whit, laughing off the notion. I compose myself once again and return to the main topic, “Who have you known for the longest in Gensokyo?”
Kogasa doesn’t answer in reflexively. Nor does she answer with words. After some more pondering, searching, and even head scratching, she points at Ran.
“Really?” I ask my companion. “How come this didn’t come up before?”
“You did not ask,” Ran answers, in the usual bland and grating way. I raise my eyebrows in disdain, though I know it’s useless against the wall that is Ran’s disinterest.
I return to Kogasa and continue pressing, “Anybody else? Someone that might know you well?”
“Not really..?” Kogasa draws out, fidgeting nervously.
“Not really,” I repeat, more as a sigh than a statement. “You’ve been around for this long and you’re telling me no one knows you better than your love of surprises and blacksmithing ability?”
She looks down at her umbrella half, the object raising its tongue in place of the fake sewed on eye. She glances back and answers, “Mhm.”
I heave a sigh, patting my hands into my thighs as I think. I’m not left with many avenues at this time, so I’ve fall back on the more mundane. “Okay, here’s what we’re gonna do. I’m going to go to the Hieda estate and try to find any old sources on tsukumogami that could mention you, come find me there in a few hours.”
“Why would miss Hieda have something written about me?- Other than that one interview some years ago, I mean…” Kogasa remembers her own contradiction.
I answer the girl honestly while she’s embarrassed by the flub, “I don’t think there will be anything. But if both you and Ran are so sure no one else would remember something from way back when then I might as well try the girl that writes about everything.”
Kogasa wishes us luck as Ran and I walk back to the village. We make our way to the Hieda estate, avoiding the hubbub of busy workers and stall owners throughout town. We get to the manor’s front gate, not a soul here as usual. I crack the gate’s knocker, hopefully getting the attention of any maids wandering outside. A few moments pass.
“One percent chance of success,” Ran notes, contracting the full diagnostic.
“Somehow better than asking people, funny enough,” I point out while staring down the door.
One of Akyuu’s many servants greets us a moment after, calmly taking us through the manse. It’s still a surprise that all of the Hieda manor attendants are unflapped by Ran’s presence. They seem more miffed that I’m back again. It’s understandable they wouldn’t like a foreign man nearly twice their mistress’s age being on friendly terms, but that doesn’t mean I can’t be annoyed by Ran getting a pass.
We enter the usual meeting room that Akyuu’s appropriated as her main study. She might complain about the auspicious desk and how she prefers low desks that she sits at on her knees, yet she’s in this room more often than not, usually due to visitations like mine.
She looks up from her writing, apparently focused enough that she needed to wear glasses. She smiles and greets, “Oh my, it’s been a while since I’ve seen you in person, Tanner. To what do I owe the pleasure of seeing the constant talk of the village?”
“Alright, you don’t need to exaggerate the formality that much, Akyuu,” I gag, pacing to the front of the long meeting table. I stop and lean on the head seat, adding, “Sorry for not visiting these past couple months.”
“It would be nice to have a social visit from you on occasion. Reports, oral or otherwise, are no substitute for friendly chatter,” Akyuu metes, putting down a fine brush and resting on her arms.
“I hope the reports were at least interesting reads?”
“Interesting insomuch as you truly look for trouble whenever possible. Not to even touch on the ideas you seem to omit. I almost feel you giggling like a child imagining I wouldn’t notice.”
“W-whatever are you talking about?” I shy away from the accusation. “I’ll have you know I hand everything to Murano and could dust my desk off afterwards.”
“Murano?” Akyuu asks.
“Yes, Saki Murano, your servant,” I confirm.
Akyuu seems nonplussed by my evasiveness. “Yes, Murano. Of course.”
“Regis, two hours twenty minutes,” Ran interrupts.
“On a schedule, I take it?” Akyuu surmises, purple eyes trailing between Ran and I.
“About that…” I start, “what’s the oldest records you keep?”
Her eyes shine, belying her short leashed curiosity, and retorts, “Is that a challenge? You should well know that the Hieda library keeps everything for as long as they can be retained.”
“Would I be able to dig through whatever you have from around when the Gensokyo barrier was made?”
She sighs, “Please don’t phrase it like that. These are important historical articles that not even I retain between lives. But… yes. Yes you may. Truthfully I was worried you would ask for items from seven or eight centuries ago. That would have been much harder to allow.”
“Well that works for me. I’ll just weed my way in there, then,” I finish, standing upright to take myself to the library.
Akyuu stops me as she bickers, “I hope you remember that using the Hieda library is a privilege I’ve extended to you out of academic respect. In other words, don’t ruin anything, please.”
I swat at her worries, replying, “Ahh, I don’t think I’ll be too long. I just need to find whatever you have on tsukumogami.”
“Tsukumogami? I doubt you’ll find much of what you’re looking for. Early barrier-separated Gensokyo records were to do with the coddling Youkai factions vying for dominance in the human village. Not different from today, as it happens.”
“I’ll keep it in mind. Thanks for the tips,” I bid, walking to the door. Ran bids a polite goodbye as well before joining behind me.
We get to the library, closed off and dark as possible to preserve every shred of paper here. I light a candle for Ran to survey the sections. Once she identifies the area we’re looking for, we each take a scroll and start skimming everything we can.
Sure enough, there’s not much in terms of tsukumogami. It doesn’t help that there’s very little in the first place, as nobody decided to keep newspapers from more than forty years ago. That or the crows weren’t distributing news downhill until more recently.
The only scraps I find are irrelevant. One piece about a march of tools, a seemingly reoccurring motif for tsukumogami, and another discussing the creation of tsukumogami in general. The latter article looks to be in Akyuu’s handwriting, but Ran points out the age of the article would place it in the hands of her predecessor, Hieda no Are. Of course, for the Hieda line a predecessor would more correctly be a previous life, explaining my confusion.
I guess it was a long shot for me to try Akyuu’s infinite memory being wrong. Tsukumogami were never at the forefront of her thoughts and this pitiable quantity of information is to show for it. I do wonder why it took until her eighth life to write anything at all, though…
Ran and I exit the library to a part of the garden. The Hieda estate is a quiet retreat from the din of the villagers, making it nice to collect our thoughts and restrategize. The maids are very attentive as usual, even offering tea as if we were formal guests.
Ran and I wait outside for Kogasa to show herself. I gave myself a few hours, but it looks like I needed much less that. Not by choice, mind. I wouldn’t have minded an entire encyclopedia on tsukumogami to get a better idea of them. Especially Kogasa. Why her? What’s so different and special about a paper umbrella that gives her a body while pots and the like bounce on their metal handles?
“Ah, so you two were loitering about,” Akyuu greets us once more as we sit idle. “Did you find what you were searching for?”
“Not this time,” I curtail my explanation.
“The written statements on tengu overtakes all other subjects at three to one,” Ran picks up for me, sipping on tea in between thoughts. “Unrelated Youkai are a minority, but a single nonviolent species is… the appropriate idiom Regis would use is ‘a needle in a haystack.’”
“As it goes…” I admit with some defeat. I’m not sure what else I can try to find the answers I’m looking for. Keine’s hint was helpful but also so vague that I can’t use it without some kind of divine intervention…
“Boogity boo!” a familiar voice announces herself behind Akyuu, umbrella towering over their heads. Kogasa looks to be cheery in spite of the bruise still healing on her nose.
A quick pause on Akyuu’s part, and… “Eek!” she yips. Real believable, Akyuu. Not that I was much better.
“Hey, Kogasa,” I greet the umbrella’s arrival.
“Oh, uh… hi. Did you find what you wanted?” Kogasa politely questions.
“Can’t say I did,” I note.
“Oi,” Akyuu cuts in. “Why did you let yourself in, umbrella?”
Kogasa reels back as Akyuu closes in, explaining, “I-I didn’t! I told one of the ladies at the front that I wanted to surprise you and they let me in!”
Kogasa must be some kind of security hazard, I swear. No one decides to take her seriously, not even the servants of effective royalty.
Akyuu does seem to have fun tearing into Kogasa for all she’s worth, though. She’s so closed in on Kogasa that it’s almost like she’s hiding under the umbrella.
… Purple. Oh?
I get up and walk over to the two, putting a hand to Kogasa’s umbrella counterpart. The two pause their banter due to my intervention.
“Mind if I take you for a moment, Kogasa?” I request.
“Huh? Sure?” she accepts, though confused as to why I would do so.
I hand the umbrella into Akyuu’s hands, making sure the tsukumogami’s tongue faces behind her. I stand back and observe the appearance. Red skirt, yellow kimono top, purple hair paired with a purple umbrella. I’m no fashion expert, but it looks right. Even good, if I may dare say.
“Tanner… why am I holding onto a Youkai?” Akyuu asks, stunned by my antics.
“I don’t know, why are you holding onto a Youkai?” I reflect.
“Because you handed it to me!” Akyuu shouts at my mindless joking. “I mean, honestly! I wouldn’t throw a tsukumogami to the ground for no reason, but I thought you had some idea alight!”
Well, I did have an idea alight. Stupid as it might seem, it’s stupid enough to be true somehow. I hate that type of answer, since it feels like stumbling in the dark before banging your head against it.
The question is do I share my thought? This is more than a little troubling, the human village’s own resident Youkai expert also somehow gave birth to this Youkai. Not a good look.
[x] Tell them about the hint (which Keine didn’t give because she’s not supposed to give hints).
[x] Keep quiet about the subject as it may be for the best that they don’t know.
[x] An avenue I’m not considering. (Write-in)
[x] Tell them about the hint (which Keine didn’t give because she’s not supposed to give hints).
However I'm not sure how Kogasa will react to the implication.
[x] Keep quiet about the subject as it may be for the best that they don’t know.
[X] Tell them about the hint (which Keine didn’t give because she’s not supposed to give hints).
C'mon it'll be funny!
[x] Keep quiet, but just for right now
Not in a "don't tell them" kind of way, but why just tell them outright and right now unceremoniously? Can't we provide them a more organic and interesting way to "reunite"? Some other setting with some build up for them would be far more of a surprise
[x] Keep quiet, but just for right now
[x] Tell them about the hint (which Keine didn’t give because she’s not supposed to give hints).
[X] Tell them about the hint (which Keine didn’t give because she’s not supposed to give hints).
[x] ask to see any illustrations that might exist of Akyuu in her previous incarnation especially ones featuring an umbrella or parasol.
Or if that’s not available:
[x] ask to see Akyuu’s current umbrella.
Basically try to lead them to the same conclusion that you have come to without implicating Keine.
[X] Tell them about the hint (which Keine didn’t give because she’s not supposed to give hints).
“Regis, are you having difficulty wording your thoughts?” Ran asks, still seated at the bench with her tea.
Akyuu goes to hand Kogasa the umbrella, but I produce a finger suggesting they wait. They give me questioning looks since I’m not explaining myself, but I hold back for a moment more.
I sit back down with Ran and start, “This is gonna sound really stupid–“
“As your suggestions often are,” Ran jabs. I guess I made it easy enough even she would bite.
I move on unperturbed, “Ran, would you say that Kogasa’s umbrella body fits Akyuu?”
Kogasa and Akyuu exchange a look, pondering where in the world I’m going to take this. I’m sure they already have some idea, given how pointed the question is, but they don’t really have faith in the conclusion.
“Fits,” Ran repeats. “In terms of size comparison, the umbrella is approximately twenty nine centimeters large for Hieda no Akyuu’s height, being well below average adult female height.”
Akyuu gets uppity at Ran’s analysis. “Hey!” she complains. “I’d prefer being described as more nimble and dexterous, thank you very much!”
“Oh I’m sure she meant it as a compliment,” I flatter.
“It was a statement,” Ran insists. “As for ‘fits’ in the definition of stylistic choice in outerwear or additional personal paraphernalia, whilst it is a subjective topic depending on the viewer, the combination of colors miss Hieda chooses would be retained while she holds the umbrella.”
“So… yes?” I venture.
“In short.”
“You two enjoy saying much while explaining little. Why would it matter that this umbrella looks good in my hands, dare I ask?” Akyuu seems to hit some sort of limit to our bullshit.
“If… if… instead of trying to pin down Kogasa’s owner by past descriptions we were to work backwards by thinking who would own a purple paper umbrella in the first place there might be more to go on,” I explain to the annoyed noble.
Akyuu listens to the explanation and looks up to the umbrella, and then over to Kogasa, and argues, “You remember Kogasa is over a century old, right? I’m not, Tanner.”
“Hieda no Aya was, though, right?” I conjecture. “Do you remember anything about what you might have looked like in past lives, Akyuu?”
The idea seems to take her fancy, as her face brightens and eyes speak of a newfound intrigue.
“Why don’t we look ourselves,” Akyuu states. She walks past Kogasa, handing the umbrella over, and continues to a door inside. “All of you, away to the library with me.”
Ran sets her empty cup down and we follow behind Akyuu, pushing along the quietly confused umbrella girl who’s found herself in the middle of a strange venture. Back in the depths of the library, Akyuu relights the candle I had before as she struts up to a locked case I hadn’t asked about. She opens it and checks a number of small shelves, eliciting a whoop of joy when fishing out couple blocks of wood.
She places one onto a nearby table, under the candlelight. Something is painted on the article. It looks a bit like Akyuu but with a much larger stature, dressed in a red kimono.
I keep my eyes on the picture and ask Akyuu, “This is a past you, then? As in Hieda no Aya?”
“That is Hieda no Anana,” Akyuu corrects. She sets the second woodblock down, this one painted with a woman more comparable to Akyuu wearing light blue. The purple hair is the same, but she uses a bright turquoise umbrella in the image. “This is Hieda no Aya, me of one hundred years ago.”
“Ah…” I state, my disappointment hard to keep measured. “So Aya bright colors for everything…”
“Seems so,” Akyuu confirms. “Though I look the same in each life, more or less, I end up wearing something different each time.”
Kogasa softly whimpers, “So that means… you’re not my owner?”
“No, little umbrella. I am not,” Akyuu gently informs. “It would be wonderful if you were to find them, though. Don’t you agree, Tanner? …Tanner?”
I’m focusing more on the drawings than my surroundings, so I fail to notice Akyuu addressing me. Something about the images is bothering me, but I can’t pinpoint what it is. Was there something wrong in my theory? Well, hypothesis.
“You have noticed, then?” Ran asks me sidling up to the table.
“Maybe? I’m not sure what I’m looking for, yet,” I confer.
She taps a finger to the image of Hieda no Aya, and states, “Conception of the tsukumogami Tatara Kogasa occurred some time around this person’s life.” She taps the image of Hieda no Anana and states, “The time period of Hieda no Anana would be close to one hundred years prior, assuming the portraits are of individuals with the same age.”
Once again I stare at the two images, the red Hieda of two hundred years ago, and the light blue Hieda of one hundred years ago. The description of tsukumogami left by Aya springs to mind, and so too does the one from Akyuu, and so a conclusion springs forth.
“She was Anana’s?” I utter, attempting to reframe my mindset around this suggestion.
“Come again?” Akyuu rounds upon me. “Do you mean to suggest the umbrella Youkai was owned by me two lives ago? That sounds as if you’re reaching for answers.”
“Reaching, sure, but could you humor me for a few more minutes and see where this takes us?” I beggar of the woman in spite of her concern.
She skews her face, deciding to tell me off or not? Deciding to go along with my current mad ravings or not? Only she knows.
“… Ehh… convince me,” Akyuu requests with a cautious voice. She’s certainly not thrilled by the idea, but at least she’s not rejecting it outright.
So I intend to oblige her, and start, “We know for a fact that Kogasa was born around a century ago, as we have testament from Keine.”
Akyuu shoots me a dirty look, the one I was worried about to begin with.
“Because she met her in person, Akyuu. Don’t give me that deadly glare.”
She folds her arms indignantly and bites, “I suppose I should be happy she tells someone something, even if it isn’t myself.”
“She’s a bit touchy about her life stories, I wouldn’t take it personally,” I wave off.
“Of course. Now back on topic, Kogasa here appeared a century ago,” Akyuu motions to the aforementioned who’s been nervously quiet for the conversation. “How would that imply that I, or rather my past self, had anything to do with her?”
I stitch together a few stray thoughts and elaborate, “If we think of people who might have owned a purple umbrella, not when Kogasa was born but when she was instead a new umbrella, we need to think of people within the area of Gensokyo and the historical Youkai mountain. Kogasa certainly wouldn’t have drifted into fantasy right when the barrier was made.”
“Astute arguments so far,” Akyuu allows. “That does narrow down the possible list to residents of Gensokyo two hundred years ago. At the time the village was far smaller, only existing as an extension of the Hieda manor itself. There was, however, many Youkai who also resided here. Who is to say one of them did not own this umbrella?”
“Ran, who do you think might own a purple umbrella at that time?” I ask my partner.
Ran seems to process the query, and spits back, “Of the hundreds of Youkai and gods in Gensokyo at the time, including the oni, kappa, tengu, et cetera, notable individuals who would own such an umbrella includes Lady Yukari, Minoriko Aki…”
She pauses, continuing the evaluation but not returning further results. I can almost feel the loading bar halt in her mind.
I interrupt her stalled search, “What are the chances that either of them actually owned the umbrella that is Kogasa?”
“Nonzero,” Ran answers. “Lady Yukari is guaranteed to not have owned the umbrella that became the tsukumogami Tatara Kogasa, as neither I nor Lady Yukari herself have any recollection of such an article. Minoriko Aki is largely unlikely both in the ‘fitting’ aspect of subjective style and in the practical sense that a goddess who acts as a human farmer would value owning an umbrella. Do you require explanation as to why a farmer would not use an umbrella?”
“I… think I’m fine, thanks,” I hold her off. “So, can you give a value to that nonzero? Just for reference.”
Ran clicks her heels together as she announces, “Between Minoriko Aki and Hieda no Anana the weighting of who would own the umbrella that transformed into the tsukumogami Kogasa Tatara sits at approximately one to ninety nine.”
“So unless we can think of a better candidate for who would own Kogasa, there’s no better hypothesis,” I conclude. “Of course, I can’t definitively prove that hypothesis, but there’s a lot more that we can figure out about Kogasa than it initially seems.”
“Hmm…” Akyuu stops to think on my conclusion. “Miss Yakumo, why did you not include the flower Youkai, Yuuka Kazami? She frequently uses an umbrella.”
“Yuuka Kazami’s umbrella is a parasol, not a wax paper type,” Ran is quick to note. “It is an exercise in futility to understand much of that woman, so there is no explanation for why she owns a western article.”
“Questions for another time,” I chime. “Convinced, Akyuu?”
“Still not particularly,” she holds. She picks up the two wood paintings and continues, “I don’t see any major flaws with your reasoning, but that doesn’t mean I’m accepting of the conclusion.”
“Well, I’m not gonna force you. I was only looking for the answer.”
She looks again at one of the wood blocks and then to Kogasa, before putting the paintings away again.
“Uhm…” Kogasa squeaks no louder than a mouse. “Why… why do you think miss Anana would have left me, miss Hieda?”
Akyuu sighs and approaches Kogasa after finishing with the cabinet’s lock, mulling, “I couldn’t tell you, little umbrella. The same soul though I may be I am not in fact the same person as my past incarnations. I hope you don’t plan to enact vengeance on me anytime soon, as the occasional tsukumogami does.”
“Wait, what do you mean, Akyuu?” I pick up on the oddity in her explanation.
“I am a long lived human, Tanner, but not in any convenient way as immortality,” she states, seeming annoyed with her own explanation. She shakes her head, trying to pass off any gripes that she may have. “This happens on occasion when you stay dead for a hundred years or more every life. It’s around how long it takes for tsukumogami, bakenekos, and many Youkai to appear. I could count the times I’ve been alive by the tails on a fox, or the number of exorcised brushes I own, but I’d prefer not to. Do you understand?”
“I… don’t think I could understand, honestly,” I admit. “Your life isn’t something I could ever imagine from my own perspective. I’ll live. I’ll die. At some point. But the other two here would probably have a better time sympathizing,” I claim, thumbing to Kogasa and Ran. Ran lowers my thumb, probably wishing to stay out of any emotional exchanges.
Akyuu looks less than thrilled by my evasiveness, but does take my suggestion and asks Kogasa, “Did you know my previous life, Hieda no Aya?”
“N-no. Sorry…” Kogasa apologizes, her voice sadder than her expression.
“Do you remember life in the village around when the barrier was erected?” Akyuu persists.
“N… no. I wasn’t allowed in the village back then,” Kogasa quavers, looking uncomfortable with the reminders of gaps in her memory.
Akyuu breathes out, subsiding a sigh, and says, “Well… while this has been enlightening, I hope this stays between all of us. The Hieda estate isn’t somewhere that can birth new Youkai, as far as the villagers expect. That’s an assumption I hope to keep alive in some small way.” She takes Kogasa’s free hand in her own as an attempt to comfort. “I also hope you don’t hold such a selfish request against me, even if everything Tanner divines is correct.”
Kogasa’s brow pinches upwards, her body leaning back as if to escape from here. Troubled doesn’t begin to describe whatever emotions seem to take her over.
She slips her hand from Akyuu and retreats without another word, practically flying out the door. The sound of the geta she never took off clicks into the distance.
We let the air in this dim room settle before even considering another syllable.
“Didn’t you say you wanted to befriend a Youkai at some point?” I argue with Akyuu. She’s made her position in things clear to me before, but even if I was learning the way of this world I did at least take the troubles she confided in me to heart. It just looks counterproductive from my view.
“Yes, but not in such a forced way,” Akyuu reasons, turning away from me. “And I was not lying about needing to uphold the Hieda estate’s reputation as a paragon of humanity, despite however much you think it an excuse.”
“You’re right, it does sound like an excuse,” I bite back. I immediately regret doing so, and try to tone back my argument, “… But you’re also right that it would have been forced. You aren’t the same person as her original owner, regardless of if I was right about all of this or not.”
“Leave at your leisure, Tanner. I hope someday you’ll visit without goals in mind,” Akyuu cuts, walking out of the room.
“Well… now what?” I ask the still air once more.
Ran helpfully suggests, “Tatara appears to be in emotional turmoil upon her flight. You may be of some support to her. Granted you are the cause of said emotional turmoil.”
“Thanks for reminding me,” I jeer to her robotic nature. “Ahhh, I don’t know if I should leave Akyuu’s part to rest, but it might be for the best.”
“For what reason do you consider it valuable to continue pursuing?”
“Because I’m irrational, Ran. Because I’m irrational.”
[x] What to do, what to do? (Write-in)
And yes, this is an open choice question. Sadly I’m not able to grade all of you.
PPS- last section I used Hieda no Are instead of Hieda no Aya. That is why Tanner notes the tsukumogami article was written with a lot of delay.
>>44820
[☂] - Go and comfort the Umbrella
We've just forced Kogasa to relive her defining trauma and get a very unsatisfactory answer. Now her original owner (by proxy) rejects any association with her now, and she doesn't really know how or why she was lost in the first place. What comfort not knowing who her original owner was has been robbed from her, along with any fantasies she might've dreamed for it. No fairy tale happy reunion for her now. For a girl like Kogasa? This has to be utterly soul crushing. As someone who voted against telling the hint, damn straight I'm gonna say I told you so, you've broken Kogasa's heart. Monsters.
[x] Let's see that metalwork. We may even glean some of her history in those skills.
I think Kogs needs a break in her own element. Let her rekindle her own identity and be a supportive voice of reason.
>>44821
You didn't tell us so, though.
Still, we are asses and I do not know what to do.
>>44824
When I voted against the option, I thought in my mind how bad of an idea it was. I made very good arguments. I'd say that counts.
[X] Let's see that metalwork. We may even glean some of her history in those skills.
How does one comfort an umbrella?
>>44827
Personally? By acting like a normal supportive person, and certainly not by asking her for metalwork. Kogasa isn't a dwarf, her life isn't revolving around the forge. She's a girl, an emotional girl with problems of her own to deal with. She's gone through an event that's clearly very upsetting to her just now, and we're responsible for putting her through that. Part of a healthy grieving process, especially for someone like Kogasa who feels more than she thinks (not in an insulting way, in a personality way). Allow her time to actually grieve and be sad, acting like sadness is something you need to avoid like a plague or end immediately is unhealthy. What you instead do is provide support and let her know that she's not alone. You make sure her mind doesn't wander to destructive ideas during her grieving process, and help her get through her emotions in a healthy manner.
A hug if she wants it too might also help, I wouldn't be surprised if Kogasa is touch-starved
>>44821
Reminds me of when Tanner unknowingly reignited the trauma of Takane and Nitori's dysfunctional sibling relationship. How many people has he accidentally traumatised by now?
[x] - Go and comfort the Umbrella
I think this is better than having Kogasa work on metal since having her work on metal seems like we are trying to get her to ignore her sadness and our mistake in opening up old wounds when we should be trying to comfort her.
I have left this vote to a sort of delay from my normal time frame. I realized after the fact that I may have wanted to provide vote choices since leaving it open ended left people unsure what would be a good vote option.
Now that there seems to be some directions to take, and with a tie at the moment of posting, I'll leave the next offered vote as the choice that I'll write for. Unless it's something else entirely.
Take these Yakumo for your troubles.
>>44827
Long, peaceful walks in the rain?
[x] - Go and comfort the Umbrella
If said comforting just happens to involve commending her on her metalwork, then cool.
[x] - Go and comfort the Umbrella
>>44821
>As someone who voted against telling the hint, damn straight I'm gonna say I told you so, you've broken Kogasa's heart.
Do you really think that could've been avoided? If we had not given the hint, the others may still have figured it out anyway, in which case the same heartbreaking happens – and in the other case, if without the hint Kogasa's quest to find her previous owner ends without her ever figuring it out, then wouldn't she be sad in that case as well?
If anyone's at fault here, I'd say it's not Tanner but rather Akyuu('s various incarnations) for not taking responsibility even though she (in each of her incarnations) knows full well how the reincarnation cycle will lead to tsukumogami being formed.
>>44820
>Akyuu breathes out, subsiding a sigh, and says, “Well… while this has been enlightening, I hope this stays between all of us. The Hieda estate isn’t somewhere that can birth new Youkai, as far as the villagers expect. That’s an assumption I hope to keep alive in some small way.” She takes Kogasa’s free hand in her own as an attempt to comfort. “I also hope you don’t hold such a selfish request against me, even if everything Tanner divines is correct.”
[x] - Go and comfort the Umbrella.
We step out from the Hieda estate’s gate, the sun pouring down heat as if summer still hasn’t left Gensokyo. I salute up to the sun to see it hanging about a quarter of the sky above the horizon.
“Isn’t it fall, yet?” I idly wonder.
“Gensokyo experiences high felt temperatures until mid September due to humidity,” Ran responds. “It is also likely a heatwave is currently active, however weather is not a necessary calculation to Yakumo functions.”
“Huh,” I breath. I look to my vulpine companion, and even with all the stiffness of her expression, I can tell what she wants to ask. I jump the question, answering, “Yes, I’ve already decided. Where is Kogasa now?”
Ran pauses, looking out into space and then back to me, as if consulting something. “Tatara Kogasa is located at her home. It is highly likely she flew over the village in her emotional state. It is also unlikely that she will have locked her doors.”
I start walking, commenting at Ran’s last point, “Not that a wood stopper makes a good lock. Especially since a paper door is hardly secure.”
“It is erroneous to think of security in the same vein as outside world trespassing.”
I shoot the shit about how differently security is treated here, distracting myself from the conversation that’s about to come. The thing about distractions is that they make time fly, and so it feels like we get to Kogasa’s converted shack faster than really flying.
We approach the front, and I see an odd sight. The umbrella, Kogasa’s other half, is sitting outside looking in. Did Kogasa’s human half kick out her object half? For what purpose?
I reach for the door, but a certain intrusive thought pervades me, forcing me to retreat. I toss an eye over my shoulder to tell my companion, “Wait out here, Ran.”
“A command?” She returns a piercing gaze, as always when I tell her to do something.
“Yes,” I refuse to hide my intentions, locking my eyes to hers even as they skewer my skull. “I might be emotionally bastardized at times, but I can at least trust myself to have some level of tact. I don’t expect that from you.”
Her eyes have a hellfire rage behind them, abated by the lacking frown she musters. My evaluation might have cut deeper than I assumed, as she doesn’t speak another word on the matter, instead curtsying and standing back.
I’ll apologize some other time for not showing her that tact that I just said I trusted, but I need to make sure my stance is clear on her devoid level of empathy. I drop my pack against the wall, opposite the umbrella, and reach once more for the door.
It slides with a meandering clatter. Sure enough, there’s nothing in the way of the movement. Ran was right that Kogasa fled here without so much as a second thought. I leave my shoes on as I cross the front room, having already determined where she must be.
I slide open the door to her smithy, dimly lit from all sides but my approach. The air is especially carbon heavy with the outside windows closed. The must is far beyond stuffy, almost nearing an intolerable suffocating due to the heat.
In this dark, oppressive cave is a certain blue clad girl sitting on a stool, her knees drawn to her chest. She doesn’t say anything, and barely acknowledges my presence with more than a glance in my direction as I cross in front of her.
“… Are you that mad to see me?” I half joke.
No reaction. Her eyes remain placidly hung to the ground.
I steal a stool far too small for me from the ceiling and plant down in front of her. I have to look up into her face, but it’s fine. I can still see above the worktable and it also forces her dual colored eyes near mine.
She still refuses to talk, so I take the initiative. “Is this about what happened with Akyuu?”
… She nods, slowly, almost mistakable for her head falling limp before being caught again. Her red and blue eyes don’t appear to glisten in the little light available in here, but there is an obvious vacancy that I haven’t seen before. At least, not from her. It reminds me a little of Cirno, or well before that the occasional student that would confide in me. The difference from then to now, I wouldn’t expect my students or Cirno to really understand that void, but I think Kogasa might.
“Are you mad at Akyuu?” I ask next.
Kogasa rustles her hair left and right. Then again, with a little more certainty.
“Alright… well would you like to tell me what’s wrong? I can keep guessing, but I should tell you that I’m really bad at it,” I force out a joke with a smile that matches.
She seems to freeze up. The request isn’t negative for her, in fact there’s no change at all in her contorted frown aside from her widening eyes. A deer in the headlights is what she is. It’s a few painful seconds before she snaps herself out of it, raising her head in response.
But where I expect to hear her voice I’m greeted with only the threat of sound from her open mouth. Something has her choking up, the sounds that do make it warped beyond any recognizable syllables.
And either the pitiful sounds psych her out or the miscarriage of speech was an after effect, her eyes sparkle. They well up like a dam holding back a flood, and Kogasa forces her eyes shut in attempt to abate the waterworks. She takes a practiced, shivering breath to calm down. I don’t believe suppressing emotions that strong is healthy, but now’s hardly the time to voice such a worthless thought.
Instead, I choose words opposite of my modus operandi, asking, “Do you want to not talk for a while?”
Another lethargic nod.
“Alright…” I mumble, trying to think of what else I should suggest. “… Do you want me to leave?”
I wait. And wait. No answer. She might not know herself if she wants me here or not.
Her mouth opens again, but without any accompanying sound. I hold my hand up for her to stop, and follow, “Take your time. I need to show I can be patient once in a blue moon.”
She shifts uncomfortably in her stool, curling further into herself despite the chair not being large enough for her feet to accompany.
And so I wait, keeping as level of a head as I can to stave off the intoxicating feelings of drear mixing into the air. I can’t contain myself enough from opening a window, if only with the mild excuse of airing out the heat and residual soot.
I sit back down, trying to ignore the errant thought that I’m partly to blame for her unfortunate state. Hers is a deeply internal affair, and I need to be strong enough to withstand my own and let her know that I understand.
I understand the struggle. That moment where your face feels like a mask melting from your face, muscles going numb. Your mind seeks to lacerate every open section of weakness until you’re left dry. A paradoxical torment of the mind, a self harm inexplicable to people capable of rational thought. That a Youkai can remind me so much of it just goes to show how deep rooted it is to being a person.
“Why do you look sad, mister Tanner?” Kogasa murmurs, looking into my eyes from just above her knees.
Damnit all. I push the old, calcified wanderings of my mind away and make a show of moving my face about. Nowhere feels stuck, and so I confidently state, “Don’t worry about me. I’m here for you.”
This seems to drag Kogasa into action, and so she says her next, cautious words, “Do you ever… feel like you can’t do anything..?”
I hold off of directly commiserating with her, and instead choose to ask, “Do you mean you feel like you can’t do things correctly or that you can’t control things in your life?”
Kogasa stares for a moment before burrowing down again, presenting only her brightly blue hair.
Just short of whimpering, she answers, “I don’t know.”
Both, then.
“Kogasa, I…” I toss the idea of acting like the high and mighty role model or as the equal sufferer. There is no right answer, just as there is no easy way to pull someone else out of themselves. I sigh, and continue, “… I get it.”
“Do you?” she asks, even without the right voice available the tone of skepticism pulls through.
I’m not so much an idiot as to say that line unwarranted. I listened to the student counselor on occasion for the do’s and don’t’s when helping people. Telling the other person that ‘you know’ was the top of her list for the don’t side. The war with oneself is a selfish one, always desiring to be held by that person alone. A third party has no room for intervention, even more, it is shunned as meaningless pity from someone that couldn’t dare approach the subject on the same level. To do so only shows they truly don’t compare, not in magnitude, but as apples to oranges.
But I don’t think that’s always true. At least, I believe it to be so.
“Do you know what I was before coming to Gensokyo?” I ask Kogasa, a nervous smile creeping its way up the wrong contours of my face.
“A school teacher?” Kogasa attempts to answer, uncertain as she likely heard it from rumors after I stuck around.
“I never wanted to be,” I tell her.
Her eyes emerge from hiding, curiosity overtaking the void for but a brief moment, now.
“That wasn’t my dream. It was a compromise to what I never achieved. Hell, I never got the proper licenses.”
“But why?”
“Because it’s not like it’s realistic to do nothing. And it wasn’t always as bad as it sounds.”
I tell her more about my history: some of my military service, college years, and finally the school I worked at. She listens, not enthusiastically, but patiently enough to understand why I’m coming to her like this.
“You think we’re similar?” her skepticism asks from it’s imaginary undertone.
“No,” I’m quick to reply. “I just think there’s a few keystrokes that I recognized. You’re at liberty to call bullshit if you want.”
“It is,” Kogasa retorts, some spite invigorating her brow to try and shadow her eyes. Her voice, shaking and uncertain of its own presence, steadily grows as she says, “I don’t understand. I’m supposed to do one thing, but I can’t. I don’t understand why I can do other things, but not something as stupid as scaring people. I don’t understand why I can make things in here that people like.” She drops an arm to a piece of scrap metal on the worktable, attempting to pick it up but instead tumbling it to the floor, colliding with her tossed geta.
“I don’t understand why humans don’t want me. I don’t understand why Youkai don’t like me. I don’t understand what I am, or why my umbrella isn’t me,” she wails, squeezing into herself like she’ll fall apart if she doesn’t. She becomes motionless again, faintly agonizing, “I don’t… I don’t...”
She tries to hide from me again, and I wouldn’t be surprised if she wanted to hide from life itself. I needn’t see her face to know the dam has burst. I can hear it in her shaking breath.
I stand from my miniature stool and round the worktable. Kogasa’s small form is easy to get an arm around as I kneel down. I put my other arm around with care, being sure to give her the space to push me away if she feels cornered.
When I settle in place I can feel the rise and fall of her chest, sporadic as it is. I think it’s best if we stay like this for a little while. Maybe then I can delude myself into thinking I’ve reached some kind of understanding with the girl.
The pain in my knee tells me enough of the passage of time. We stay frozen in this position for far longer than we should. Far be it from me to withdraw if I can actually be of some false comfort.
When, finally, she does nudge me away, my knee cracks in torturous disdain for its usage. I’m sure I’ll feel that in the morning, but Kogasa doesn’t need to hear me whine about it.
“Feeling better?” I ask, trying my best to use a genuine, non-cynical tone. It still comes out like the asshole that I usually am, but I’ll have to take that as a loss for now.
Kogasa turns around in her seat, lowering her feet down. Happy is the farthest from how she looks right now, but she’s more stable than when I first came in.
“Yes,” she claims, though with a solemn tone that belies the turmoil under her skin. “And… I’m not mad. At you. At miss Hieda…”
I decide to press my luck and prod, “So… what were you sad about?”
She stares up at me, lurid eyes more present than ever as she thinks through an answer.
“I… don’t know. I don’t–” A hint of frustration crosses her as she can’t formulate the words in a way that makes sense. It’s no shock that she would still find it difficult to talk after she was having a full blown breakdown.
“It’s fine, Kogasa. You don’t need to tell me now,” I reassure her. “I’m just glad to hear that you’re not mad. Personally, I think you’re at right to be, but that’s just me.”
Her lips skew, a pensive thought seems to take her over, or rather she may be pensive to discuss it.
I stop her indecisions by saying, “Don’t worry about too much else for right now. I’ll leave for today, and we can talk again tomorrow, okay?”
She considers the suggestion, and nods.
I shuffle to the front door, Kogasa fetching her geta before following. I ruffle her hair to try and get a reaction, but she seems despondent at the moment.
“Have a good night, Kogasa,” I wish her as I break open the door. The umbrella takes the chance to slip in under my arm, the clacking of it’s single geta ruining any sly quietude it was attempting.
Kogasa eyes her other self unenthusiastically. I can understand a bit of why after she spilled her guts earlier. I close the door, the eyes of my ever present companion now pouring down on me. Her judgmental look certainly has a more perturbed lilt to it because of what I said earlier, but I’m going to have to let it be for the moment as we abscond.
I feel somewhat disappointed that nothing’s been resolved for now, but I also understand she needed some time to process herself. It was an unfortunate process to burrow into her head like that, but I knew something was wrong from day one. Hopefully now I can actually do something to help. And even more hopefully, maybe it will be the correct course of action...
[x] Find someone that can help Kogasa better than I can. Some things really are as simple as having a good friend.
[x] Help Kogasa find a new purpose in her life. It may take convincing, but she could really take her smithing ability far towards a new self identity.
[x] There’s a better path than these. (Write-in)
Oh, and we weren’t out of the hard choices, just yet.
>I don’t understand what I am, or why my umbrella isn’t me
...what the hell? That's a good question... is there any other Tsukumogami where the item that they are born from that have that item be so distinct and seemingly independant? the closest would be medicine... but that's actually a fairy, not an actual part of her... huh.
as for what to do... hmmm... I don't have a write-in, even if there is something behind that question... right now she needs support... though I don't like how the first part is worded... sounds like he would be looking for someone to Replace him rather than Join him in helping her and being a friend...
>but I can at least trust myself to have some level of tact. I don’t expect that from you.”
... yanno you could have put that in a more tactful manner yourself, yes?
eh... will vote for the first option,...
[x] Find someone that can help Kogasa better than I can. Some things really are as simple as having a good friend.
[x] Find someone that can help Kogasa better than I can. Some things really are as simple as having a good friend.
So true.
>>44837
[x] Find someone that can help Kogasa better than I can. Some things really are as simple as having a good friend.
Though I do agree with the other poster that I wouldn't want this to be like Tanner dumping Kogasa on someone else, if Kogasa got the feeling that was happening it would just make her feel even worse.
As for who, I feel like the first shortlist should be other tsukumogami in Gensokyo. After all, who better to help Kogasa than others who've gone through similar trials like she has? As for who that entails,
>Medicine Melancholy
>Hata no Kokoro
>Benben Tsukumo
>Yatsuhashi Tsukumo
>Raiko Horikawa
Any of these characters seem like they'd be healthy for Kogasa to interact with/good friend material for her?
[X] Find someone that can help Kogasa better than I can. Some things really are as simple as having a good friend.
>>44840
Out of those, I think Raiko is definitely the most well-adjusted, and she was even doing something like "helping Benben and Yatsuhashi adjust to being tsukumogami" in the DDC endings, along with making friends with other characters like the Prismrivers. The Tsukumo sisters, as mentioned before, are more inexperienced; Kokoro could be a good friend but is emotionally unstable sometimes; and Medicine is definitely a bad idea because of her misanthropy.
>>44842
>and Medicine is definitely a bad idea because of her misanthropy
Counterpoint: Maybe seeing the worst could reaffirm for Kogasa why she shouldn't be like that? Who knows, maybe instead of Medicine making Kogasa more negative, Kogasa will make Medicine more optimistic. Plus, isn't Medicine at least open to the idea after the events of Touhou 9? I think, of the batch, Medicine will be the most relatable for Kogasa, as she's gone through abandonment issues too, whereas the other objects don't seem as impacted by their past.
there's a couple of options outside of other? tsukumogami.
there's the Buddhists which from CDS she's already a friend of Kyouko.
and well, we already gave her one friend. just have Chen pivot from training her for scaring and instead do the same thing she has been doing with Cirno.
and there's Tanner too. still don't like how the option sounds like he's going to trade her off instead of sticking around to also be a friend for her... just doesn't sound right especially considering the context...
[x] Help Kogasa find a new purpose in her life. It may take convincing, but she could really take her smithing ability far towards a new self identity.
I kind of agree with the poster above me, the "introduce people to each other" approach has worked in the past like with Chen and Cirno, but I feel that Tanner should try to help her a bit more personally than what the first option suggests.
[x] Help Kogasa find a new purpose in her life. It may take convincing, but she could really take her smithing ability far towards a new self identity.
After waiting and seeing what others have to say about the vote I'm gonna go with.
[x] Help Kogasa find a new purpose in her life. It may take convincing, but she could really take her smithing ability far towards a new self identity.
One, because I don't like the wording of the other vote as others have said it seems like we are dumping her onto someone else. But that could just be me.
Two, lets be honest it's not just Kogasa that needs more friends Tanner does too because I swear almost everyone he meets he has a habit of making mad even those he's on good terms with like Kiene and Ran so having more friends for this old guy would do good for him. Because otherwise his best friend is a drunkard guard.
>>44844
I think the idea of a tsukumogami friend is that it's someone who understands Kogasa in a way most other youkai can't. Unless there are other Touhous that have or had abandonment/loneliness fears
On the opposing vote, does Kogasa need a refocus on her hobby? The whole reason she picks up hobbies and activities is out of a desire to be useful to people. Telling her to double down on a hobby she's good at doesn't really do anything for her core problem.
yeeeahh, despite my dislike for the wording of the first option I still went for it as I don't like the alternate choice more... a "new self identity" is a whole can O' worms that neither Tanner nor Kogasa are ready for, that just screams unintended consequences, especially since this is a Youkai we are talking about, a new identity is going to be more than a label for her...
which means I'm probably going to see what sort of write-in I can come up with... probably something along the lines of grabbing Chen (via respectfully asking Ran's permission.) seeing if... Would Tanner suspect that some of the Buddhists might be friends with Kogasa? they are neighbours and it would be better than approaching the Taoists (or rather Seiga*) and putting together a cheer up party for her or something (maybe not a surprise one...?), with a similar ending to the first choice about just needing a good friend... so still having her be wit ha friend... just including Tanner in that...
and on the point of a tsukumogami understanding Kogasa in a way that other youkai can't...
>I don’t understand what I am, or why my umbrella isn’t me.
would they?
I'm shelving the implications of that line of Kogasa's I just quoted until she feels better. There are a lot of consequences in there that are better left for when Kogasa's emotions feel more stable. But that is something important to do so when she is...
*speaking of... Seiga was also dropping cryptic hints about Kogasa iirc... Aykuu might need a bit of warning on that front.
Not sure how well worded this is or whatnot, but how about this?
oh and since I had already voted,
>>44838 here
eh, the system works pretty well soooooo...
[UNDO] Find someone that can help Kogasa better than I can. Some things really are as simple as having a good friend.
[X] Respectively ask Ran to have Chen help you and set up a party to cheer up Kogasa, maybe see if Kogasa’s neighbours the Buddhists has anyone that would like to help? Some things really are as simple as having some good friends.
>>44851
Yukari is a stinky lazy girlfail. I guess we could use her for doing a pic related to Kogasa
I do believe that with my switching my vote to a write-in that the vote is currently tied between the two main options...
Oh and whoops, i didn't preface the write-in with the "there is a better plan than this" option... Oops? Does it matter?
>>44853
For a bit of transparency, I'll be considering your vote still leaning towards the find friends camp just so there is no tie. Your write-in is quite different from what I was planning, but I think it is still in the same enough spirit that I can work on the next update.
eh, that works! it was leaning in that direction, I had just wanted to make sure to have Tanner involved in the Friending bit as stated in my earlier posts (though him staying involved instead of just a hand off or something might've already been factored into the vote from the getgo and I was just reading too much into the wording.)
[X] Find someone that can help Kogasa better than I can. Some things really are as simple as having a good friend.
The tie is now broken. Because Kogasa needs friends.
[x] Find someone that can help Kogasa better than I can. Some things really are as simple as having a good friend.
“Ran, I’m sorry,” I try to get some kind of reaction out of my partner. Her insistence on staying at my back oblique when frustrated has led to me walking backwards through the village like I were touched with insanity.
“That makes the third attempt to apologize,” she comments before returning to her weighty silence.
“I’ll apologize another dozen times if needed. I said what I said in the moment because I was worried you would be rough with Kogasa in her pains. It was unfair that I’d assume that and insult you for it. I’m sorry,” I persist in my deliberations. Despite all of my normal bickering and her cajoling I do consider Ran a friend to keep on good terms. I still have yet to flag Kazegou and reconcile with him. Not for a lack of trying, but more so because he is too mobile lately. I shouldn’t make such a mistake twice in a row…
I flail out of balance, an uneven patch of patted dirt road catching my heel just right. After a few seconds fumbling I remain on my feet, to my surprise. My nerves twinge telling of one of Ran’s paper dolls in my blind side.
I readjust my shirt, luck charms still glued to my chest despite all their abuse. “Thanks.”
“Were you not apologizing?” Ran pokes. I can almost feel her suppressing a smug grin behind the plastered exterior.
“Yeah, yeah. And I’m sorry,” I repeat, facing forward for the rest of the trip.
It’s a swift night after we part. Keine and I spend some time wiling away the night, reminding me that I also need to sneak a gift into the house at some point for her. Once we’ve had our share of procrastination, we return to our respective tasks before going to bed.
Ran and I make our way to Kogasa early next morning, hoping to start strong on my desire to help the girl. Ran is quick to remind me that I’m not in the business of making people’s lives better, but I chalk it up to her still being sour from yesterday. She has the right to be, as her mood is my fault, but I do hope it won’t last.
Her being quiet isn’t usually a sign of anything, but I still fret.
I bang on Kogasa’s door in sync with the sun rising above the mountains. Should mean it’s about seven or a little before, since these are smaller than west coast American mountains, sans the Youkai mountain. My watch still works, but it’s good to keep track of when it’s not.
It takes a few more minutes than before for Kogasa to answer the door, sleep still in her eyes. That and a light tinge of red around her eyelids. I’ll not bring attention to it but I should’ve guessed she’d still have something pent up last night.
“Good morning, Kogasa,” I greet the girl, her umbrella clacking from her room at the sound of my voice.
“Good morning, mister Tanner,” she replies with a touch of unease. I’d be the same if I bled my heart out in front of someone the day before the way she did.
I move on before we go quiet, “Is today a good day for you to make some trips? I had something in mind that I want you around for.”
“Uhm…” she utters and tilts her head.
“Sorry, I guess that was stiff… I wanted to try and find people that might be able to understand your more… well… harder to understand problems.”
“… Huh?” Kogasa seems to be somewhere between too tired, confused, and apathetic to really catch on.
“I want to find you a friend that you can relate to more,” I spell out. “You noted it yesterday, my worries are not the same as yours. And while I don’t expect that we can wander around and find that magic person who does share your mind, we can surely find someone closer than me.”
Kogasa frowns, her brow pinching up and an arm bracing the other. The umbrella remains stock still, as if the tongue were made of plastic. I’ve certainly said something wrong, but I’m not exactly sure what.
“Regis,” Ran addresses me. She doesn’t make any further elaborations or gestures, maybe just calling out a mistake without telling what it is. Retaliation for yesterday, then.
Alright, then I guess I’ve got to parse my words for a moment, as awkward as that will look.
After playing with possible intonations I realize the last several words… probably… didn’t come out how I intended. That’s gonna need to be fixed immediately.
“Ahem,” I clear my throat, acting like I was not standing in place for around ten seconds straight without any reaction. I offer a hand with a short bow, requesting, “May I call you my friend, dear Kogasa?”
“Uhh…” Kogasa stares mouth agape as she tries to keep up with my wanton madness. “S-sure..? I… kinda thought we were already.”
“Well sure,” I bleat on, unerring. “Nothing wrong with thinking that, just making it a direct statement for my favorite sourpuss.” I pat a hand to Ran’s shoulder, quick to be swatted away.
I continue my earlier thought, “Now, as your friend, I think it would be to your wellbeing that we find you another friend who could help us both understand your troubles better. Is that reasonable?”
“This is wholly unnecessary, Regis,” Ran reckons against my antics.
“U-uhm,” Kogasa interjects, raising the hand that was bracing her arm. “Now I get it. Thanks for thinking about me, mister Tanner.”
“Just Tanner will do,” I insist. “Now, I think the Buddhists would be a good first stop, don’t you, Ran?”
“A stop in no way more notable than other available options,” Ran determines. I wonder what values she must be comparing to say that.
“Good enough for me,” I ignore the comment, wishing to get moving. Ran grabs me and I notice Kogasa picking up her umbrella as we take a short jump East.
Looks to be a quiet day for the temple. Even the girl often sweeping the front is absent, likely having yet to come out. From what I’d asked before, Kogasa already knows this place and its people a decent amount. I’m unsure why she didn’t decide to stay here, though. That’s what I hope to find out right now.
We walk in past the courtyard, generally remembering the layout of the area at this point. I get the odd glance from the random passing humans and Youkai just waking up. We’re not consistent visitors by any means, but not such an unknown that we’re questioned. Well, except for one very familiar blue-clad woman who stands in our way along the outside walkway.
“You again,” Ichirin so cheerfully greets, a tuft of pink air swirling nearby her. “Walking around unguided as if you belonged here… are you giving me an excuse to kick you out? No, surely that’s somehow your plan, isn’t it?”
“You think so little of me, Ichirin,” I joke, wiping away an imaginary tear. “Can we set aside the bad blood for a moment and talk about our little friend, here?”
I sidle up to the paper walls and wave Kogasa up beside me. She gives Ichirin a small shake of her hand in greeting followed by, “Hi, Ichirin.”
“Kogasa,” Ichirin replies with a pleasant tone. “Why are you here? With him?” She shoots me a glance, her face speaking volumes of her desire to wring me through. She may still be mad about the alcohol blackmail I have in my back pocket.
Kogasa emits a false sound at first, unsure if she’s at right to interject in our quarrel. Ichirin faces the girl again, who asks, “Uhm, would you know where Kyouko is?”
I lean in and question, “What? Kyouko Kasodani? Why her?”
“I… I just talk to her a lot, that’s all,” Kogasa answers, averting her face. Some nerve must have been poked.
I lean back up and coincide, “Well, lovely miss nun? I would ask you about the residents here myself, but we’ll hear it from Kyouko.”
Ichirin gives me a nasty look for my tone and wry grin, her eyes partially rolling out of habit. “Kyouko’s starting to work on the back road path to the cemetery. Catch her soon before we call everyone to breakfast,” Ichirin instructs us. She climbs down the wooden walkway to get around us, adding, “I hope you’re taking care of yourself, Kogasa. Don’t put your trust in that outside world bastard, for any reason.”
Yeah, it’s definitely the alcohol. I was that prickly when I was attempting to go sober, too. But no reason to dwell on it. I wave Kogasa forwards, letting her take the lead to the cemetery for us. We’re quickly out of the way of any disciples of the faith making themselves busy for the morning. The only one we encounter at this point is a certain dog eared girl chanting to herself, sweeping up the area lackadaisically.
“Gyate~ gyate~” she hums to herself, slightly louder than I’d expect someone to.
Ran and I stand back as Kogasa approaches her from behind. I don’t remember that girl well, but my eardrums sure do. In fact, I’d say they remember the sharp pain so exactly that I still feel blinded just seeing the girl. I ponder if that may be some form of magic coming from her, but Ran would have warned me if that were the case.
Kogasa sneaks up from behind, stepping in tune with the brush of the broom. Upon getting close enough, she lowers her umbrella enough for it to lick the back of Kyouko’s neck. Upon contact the dog eared girl pounces forwards, avoiding any further touch. She turns with her last step, grasping her neck to, I imagine, feel whatever weird slime that umbrella leaves.
“Good morning!” Kogasa waves to the girl.
I feel Ran skirt next to me and slap a couple pieces of paper against my ears. Presumably sound dampeners for the present and obvious danger.
“GOOD MORNING!” Kyouko shouts back with all her heart, pushing the air around her away in a minor shock wave. I would be more impressed by her booming voice, louder than any drill sergeant could ever aspire to, if I wasn’t in the blast zone.
I peel off the pieces of paper on my ears, a couple of shikigami dolls with many symbols drawn in ink. Kogasa has been understandably stunned by the girl, knocked on her ass clutching an ear. Even the umbrella in her other hand seems to have gone limp in the tongue. I’m sure with so much of its body being paper sound waves of that magnitude would be dangerous.
“Hi, Kogasa! Oh, hi mister researcher!” Kyouko merrily sings to us. She offers a hand to Kogasa who staggers for her bearings. “What are you doing over here?”
“I’ll let Kogasa speak for…” I pause when walking up, seeing the poor girl largely disoriented. Ran assesses her motor functions as a precaution, but she’s certainly not in a state to talk for a few moments. “Alright, I’ll start. Do you know any Youkai at the temple that might get along well with Kogasa? Kind of understand her on a more fundamental level? There are some things troubling her that Ran and I can’t really resolve.”
“Oh?” Kyouko takes an interest at the mention of trouble, grabbing at her broom with both hands. “Kogasa? Really? That’s sad to hear, she’s normally so carefree. I’d love to help… Oh, but… we don’t have any tsukumogamis at the temple. Miss Hijiri talked about it before… something about them being more… uhm… what was it?”
Based on what I know of Byakuren, I take a guess, “Well adjusted?”
“Well adjusted?” Kyouko repeats the words, playing with them on her tongue as she drifts her eyes up. “Maybe something like that. They don’t cause trouble the same way other Youkai do, so Hijiri doesn’t try gathering them.”
I cross my arms and try to interpret the reasons that might be. “Yeah, I guess if other tsukumogami are like Kogasa there wouldn’t be much of a problem with them wandering around,” I conclude.
“Why are you saying that like I’m litter?” Kogasa whines. Ran clutches at her head, peering into her ears to check for any damage.
“I’m not saying it like that,” I refute as Ran lets go of the girl, returning over to my side. “I’m saying it like it’s a good thing since there’s already plenty of troublemakers to go around.”
“Yeah, that’s true…” Kyouko agrees. She steps closer to Kogasa and grabs her hands, comforting with a smile, “You’re always welcome here, Kogasa. I’ll hear you out if you need it!”
Her smile is a little brighter than Kogasa’s own, but that she’s returning it is a good sign. I wasn’t feeling much of her usual brightness before we came here.
“Thank you, Kyouko,” Kogasa returns. She doesn’t make any mention of taking up that offer, I notice.
“Think you could point us in the right direction, Kyouko?” I ask, returning to the initial point. “It’s fine if it’s somewhere outside the temple.”
“Outside the temple…” Kyouko contemplates. “You could always try the grassroots group. They tend to talk to a lot of people. Invite them to join or something.”
“You mean like Sekibanki?” Kogasa notes.
“Oh, if you know someone that should make it easy!” Kyouko chirps, wagging a small tail.
“Sekibanki is not an official member of the grassroots collective,” Ran corrects. “Questioning that group is still a fair assessment in this context, however.”
Kyouko glimmers at the praise, actually recognizing it as praise from someone like Ran.
“Thank you, little miss,” I say to the girl before turning to Ran. “That means we’re going to go find one of their members, then?”
“Ah, I can find Sekibanki!” Kogasa is quick to offer before Ran gets out a word.
“Lead on,” I allow. Ran lets out a small puff, probably thinking I wouldn’t notice.
Kogasa gives Kyouko a hug, picking her up due to their size difference, as we check that we’re ready to head elsewhere. The dog eared girl waves us off as she remembers that her breakfast is soon to come but she hasn’t finished sweeping.
[Please wait warmly as girls are guiding…]
>we don’t have any tsukumogamis at the temple.
...wait doesn't Kokoro stay with the buddhists? Or is that fanon?
Anyways, i looks forward to see what you have planned!
>>44858
I don't think that's canon, no. Both Byakuren and Miko basically tried to adopt Kokoro during HM, but ultimately I don't think she particularly went with either one.
[… Continued]
Kogasa leads us to somewhere I wasn’t entirely expecting: the center of the human village. Not the exact center, of course, but pretty near it and in turn the dragon statue square. What’s to be found here is a cafe like any other in the village, but Ran and Kogasa calmly take a table at the back without interruption.
The place is on the smaller, more unassuming side. Several patrons give us the odd eye in passing, but pay it no further mind. I can’t pick out what would make this place special at all, with the wicker seats, multi slat tables, and dim light bulbs making it look like any other cafe I’ve passed by.
I settle my rucksack next to the seat across from Kogasa, Ran seeming to have somehow reduced the volume of her tails so that we both fit here.
“So, what are we doing here?” I ask, unsure how this spot will help us find Sekibanki.
“Wait for the waitress, Regis,” Ran chides. She stares off to nowhere in particular, arms folded in her sleeves as if she weren’t still standing.
“Right…” I draw out. I turn to Kogasa, who’s given the seat next to her to her umbrella, for whatever reason, and I chat, “So, I forgot to ask, but do you not know any tsukumogami yourself, Kogasa?”
She hums, looking over from her umbrella. The thing teeters into a few bounces before settling on its chair. “Other tsukumogami? I’ve never met any like me in person.”
“Like you?” I point.
“Like a person, I mean. Not a bouncing object… It’s a little hard to talk with them… they’re, uh…” she trails off, rolling her hand in search of an appropriate word.
I try to wedge a few in for her, such as, “Unsociable? Air headed? Vitriolic?”
“No, no, they don’t have that much personality. They’re…” she attempts again, closing her eyes in thought.
“… Infant?” I try.
Kogasa sounds out an affirmation, pointing to me for that word choice. “Infant. Yeah, like a baby. I see a lot of them because of how small Gensokyo can be, but I haven’t talked to ones that have their own body.”
“What the fuck are you talking about?” a red haired girl introduces herself to our table, platter under arm and apron on prominent display. Our waiter, I presume.
But… that ribbon… bandages on her neck…
“Sekib–“ I start to identify but am stopped by the girl cupping a hand over my mouth.
She looks at the other two, whispering in agitation, “You didn’t tell him?!”
“There is no obligation to do so,” Ran dismisses.
“Oh, uh… I forgot?” Kogasa shrugs.
Sekibanki wipes a hand over her face, frustrated by our band of categorical misfits in this cafe. “Koaka, please stop forgetting it,” she reprimands. She turns her open arm to Kogasa and pronounces out the characters, “Ko-Aka. It’s not hard. And more than that, I’ve told you not to visit me here.”
“Why’s that?” I butt in. “You’re just… working?”
“Oh, fantastic deduction,” she taunts, the sarcasm dripping with intense annoyance. “What gave it away? The apron? The nice clothes?… Actually approaching you all?”
As minuscule as her presence can be, Kogasa tries to insert herself nevertheless,“Koaka, you’re being a little…”
“No, you don’t get to say I’m anything,” she starts before ending in an even quieter, “You’re not supposed to be here!”
A tap of a nail on the table draws our eyes. Ran taps across from her, commanding, “Take a seat.” Her gaze is as absent-minded as before, staring off into the distance.
Sekibanki stares for a moment, the words utterly baffling her. Once she collects herself, she leans in, lowly growling, “You really think you can walk in here and order me around?”
“Compliance is non optional,” Ran states one of her most polite threats so far, turning to drill eyes into Sekibanki. Certainly not subtle, but there’s no usage of synonyms to rapture. “This conversation would have already ended had you complied.”
She taps the table again. Sekibanki looks from the finger to Ran’s scorching gaze, her anger holding fast but the agency being stripped away in seconds. She plants the tray onto the table before sliding out the seat. Kogasa’s umbrella almost doesn’t catch itself as it’s swept to the ground next to the table. Sekibanki sits down without further objection.
“It is also recommended that outside parties return to their own ventures,” Ran announces unprompted.
I whip my head up to the rest of the room. The half dozen patrons fail to return to their own drinks without my notice. I can sympathize with their passing curiosity, but I would hope I was a bit more subtle than that.
Sekibanki takes notice of this over her shoulder as well, and bids, “Please don’t make this a thing.”
“Answer then, Koaka: do you know of any humanized tsukumogami?” Ran queries. Sekibanki tries to get smart and point to Kogasa right next to her, to which Ran quickly shoots down, “Excluding miss Tatara who is currently sitting with us.”
Sekibanki lifts her eyes, annoyed by the games. After the gesture she returns to herself, biting at a nail in silence, likely digging through her memories.
She looses the hand and offers a finger when answering, “There was one. It was only a bit after Kage and Hime started to really come after me. I don’t remember their name, but they mentioned her and she seemed important somehow.”
“That’s it?” I fail to contain.
“Fuck off, of course it is,” she bites back. “I didn’t even meet whoever they are. But the two that did should be having one of their ‘meetings’ today down at the lake, if you wanna ask from the fish’s mouth. You know, the grassroots.”
Kogasa hugs Sekibanki’s arm, much to the latter’s dismay. “Thank you, Se– I mean Koaka! That helps a bunch!”
Kogasa’s umbrella further lands a tongue on top of Sekibanki’s opposite shoulder, probably in similar vein, but the leftover… saliva, if I could even call it that, hardly makes it a kind motion.
“Aah!” Sekibanki moans, her frustration almost impossibly plainer on her face than before. She gets out of her seat and takes the platter to fan at us, requesting, “If you’re done then leave! Please and thank you!”
She trounces off to the wary side eye of the other customers, leaving no time for further questions, and certainly no pleasantries. She certainly seemed more fired up on the job as compared to her listless appearance at Kogasa’s home the other day.
We waste no time moving to the Misty Lake, the lake we assume she was referring to. Of course, we have no real rush, either, as Sekibanki’s insistence on the other members of the grassroots meeting in name alone tracks to the odd article I’ve read before. Her mention of a tsukumogami that’s important, though. It makes me wonder.
Along the precipice of the lake Ran halts our flight, scanning the area for our targets. It only takes a few seconds for her to zone in on something. Following her eyes and our path of descent I spot a certain white and brown blip along the shoreline. Kogasa falls significantly faster, likely to attempt surprising our person of interest.
We hang back in the air as Kogasa lands down into a set of bushes nearby. On closer inspection of where we were landing, I can now see a second person’s green dress blending into the grassy shelf around them. Kogasa sneaks up from the bushes, the two people seeming to look out over the lake.
“Ura-meshi-ya!” I can hear cheerfully reverberate up to us after the two people get a slight jump. One of the two release a feminine laugh as Ran and I touch down. Kogasa complains, “Why aren’t you surprised?! I snuck up perfectly.”
“Well…” one of the two women awkwardly pauses. “I actually heard you right when you landed. I figured you were a fairy, though. Cirno especially likes to interrupt us.”
Wait, I feel like… yes, I know them. Lupine ears on brown hair and a white dress with red and black accents, and the other blue hair rolled into tubes with a green kimono and fish tail.
The wolf woman spots Ran and I, her ears peaking up in caution. The mermaid notices her friend’s reaction and looks our way as well, a more neutral expression striking her. They have some sort of food basket between them, as well as a newspaper. With the couple hours still to lunch, I suppose Sekibanki was right about them wiling away the time.
I approach as relaxed as I can to not spook the two into action. Stopping next to Kogasa, I nod to the two, greeting, “Hi. I assume you two are the grassroots group?”
The two look at each other, to Ran, and then back to me. The wolf, Kagerou Imaizumi, answers, “Y-yeah. Why do you-… Wait, have I met you before?”
I was worried about that. “Ah, sort of. I’m a friend of your brother’s,” I explain. A mix of surprise and worry shows on her eyes, to which I quickly deflect, “That’s not what I’m here about! Promise!”
The mermaid comments, “Your brother, Kage? It would be nice to have someone mediate for you.”
“N-nevermind that, Hime!” Kagerou grouses with a touch of red on her pale cheeks. “It was the other day, right? I couldn’t believe he found me in town…”
A moment of awkward silence passes before Kogasa mutters, “Uhm…”
Kagerou raises her hands in defense, panicking, “Ah, right, yes! Sorry, what were you here for?”
“Do you know any tsukumogami? Not counting Kogasa, of course,” I open. “We are here with Kogasa to try and find someone that might understand her better than we can.”
“Tsukumogami?” Kagerou repeats, tilting her head. “I feel like we do. Do you remember, Hime?”
“Of course,” the mermaid chirps, a pleasant smile that could rival Hina’s plastered to her face. “There was that red haired girl in a suit that one time. A little after we were affected by that incident.”
“Oh yeah…” Kagerou draws out. “She was pretty striking. Her name was… Raiko, I think? Her drums were really intimidating. Kinda like her name, huh?”
I press the subject, “Is she a member of your group? Where could we find her?”
“Calm down, calm down,” Kagerou holds me off, even miming such an action. “She’s not part of the grassroots, she rejected when we asked. As for where she is–“
“You should try the Prismriver’s mansion,” the mermaid recommends. “I read about it a long while ago, but the girl ended up being part of their band. They’ll once in a blue moon practice over the lake because of the acoustics.”
Kagerou gives an odd stare to her friend, noting, “Do you know what a blue moon is, Hime?”
“No. Should I?” the woman ponders, unsure if it’s really a problem.
“Uhm, is this Raiko like the Prismriver sisters?” Kogasa questions.
“Like them?” Kagerou uncertainly repeats.
“You mean how the Prismriver sisters are more like ghosts?” I offer an explanation.
Kogasa hums to confirm the thought.
“Ah, well, I’m pretty sure she was a real tsukumogami,” Kagerou posits. “It would be a weird lie if she wasn’t.”
“Sound alright to you, Kogasa?” I ask the girl. She nods back, nothing more to add. I glance to my companion once more, asking, “Ran, do you know where the Prismriver’s mansion is?”
Ran stands at attention, confirming, “Certainly. Due no more than fifteen minutes Northeast of this position, behind a thin line of trees that keeps the building hidden from direct line of sight of the lake.”
The mermaid voices a tone of surprise, “Oh, are you leaving already? I really wanted to hear more about Kage’s brother. She describes him less than she complains about him.”
“Hime!” Kagerou whines.
I hold out a hand, retreating with, “Perhaps another time. I have a duty to the dear umbrella at the moment.”
Ran sweeps me from the ground as the mermaid bemoans the loss of her temporary distraction. Kagerou waves us off. Kogasa and I make sure to return the gesture as we head off towards the next stop in our journey. Hopefully the last stop. We’ve settled down and picked up a few times already, today.
Even if I’m not moving by my own power, it can still be tiring to keep up with the different faces and places and how they’re related to the main objective of it all. It’s already convoluted enough to not warrant describing when we do find this Raiko lady. If she’s the last stop.
Like Ran stated, it’s only a little over ten minutes before we’re above the mansion. It was so hidden in the trees that I didn’t even tell it was there until we were directly above it. I’m unsure if it constitutes as a mansion at its size, either. My perception of a mansion has definitely been warped by the grotesquely auspicious Scarlet Devil Mansion, for this one is no more than a quarter the size of it.
Passing by the roofs and walls I see they’re pocked all about, holes taking up a sizable portion of the space. There’s no evidence of maintenance to be seen, not even something as trite as a nailed board. I guess it would figure that a gaggle of ghosts wouldn’t really care for the building they’re occupying, eventually letting it be just as dead as they are, but it makes me curious why this Raiko woman would be here outside of working with her band.
Ran sets me down in front of the main doorway, the square double doors including intimidatingly sized door knockers. Only now do I realize this is another western styled mansion. These always stand out to me as feeling somewhat nostalgic without proper reason. I never really pegged American culture to have a romance for mansions, but it’s hard to deny a love for their loud and audacious sizes.
I step away from the door, waving Kogasa forwards. Wordlessly, she points to herself in question, making sure I’m serious about her taking the lead. I leave me hand hanging in the air, holding position. Kogasa takes the hint and walks up to the door, clutching at the massive door knockers. The sound produced by their strike is closer to a temple bell than a door knocker, but that should also mean we can get someone’s attention.
Assuming they’re home…
Kogasa fidgets about in silence as we wait a few moments. No one seems to heed the door, so I reach over past Kogasa to strike the knockers myself, really putting my arm into the thing.
Someone inside rustles from their inaction. Or sleep. Whichever is more likely for ghosts. In short order an occupant breaks apart small cobwebs from the double doors.
“Hello?” a blonde woman clad in black band attire somewhat greets.
“U-uh, hi…” Kogasa diminishingly replies.
“Who are you three? Why are you here?” the blonde, Lunasa of the Prismriver sisters I believe, interrogates. Her voice may be calm, but the direct nature of her questions belie a bullheaded wariness.
“U-uh… uh…” Kogasa crumbles on the spot, even letting her umbrella droop in her hands.
I thought I noticed it earlier. She still seems strung up from yesterday. Often listless, unresponsive, only joining in conversation when readily accessible. And only really doing so to not draw attention to herself. I was hoping having her take the lead could further snap her out of it, but she seems to have short-circuited in some way.
Should I..?
[x] Let her stumble about some more. She’s bound to normalize to her usual self again given the impulse.
[x] Step in again. She’s still unstable on her own and there’s no need to pressure her when she might not want it.
[x] I’m looking at this wrong, there’s something else I should do. (Write-in)
[x] Step in again. She’s still unstable on her own and there’s no need to pressure her when she might not want it.
Maybe it's too early...
[x] Step in again. She’s still unstable on her own and there’s no need to pressure her when she might not want it.
[x] Step in again. She’s still unstable on her own and there’s no need to pressure her when she might not want it.
Don't want them to attack Umbrella.
[x] Step in again. She’s still unstable on her own and there’s no need to pressure her when she might not want it.
Poor Kogasa is still rattled. Might be best to give her some time to breathe for now.
[x] Let her stumble about some more. She’s bound to normalize to her usual self again given the impulse.
She's a big girl.
this is more a joke than anything and probably isn't going to end well... but I can't really choose between the two...
[x] I’m looking at this wrong, there’s something else I should do. (Write-in)
-[X]Have Ran step in instead!
give her a chance to prove us wrong on her tactfulness! it can't possibly go wrong! =D
[x] I’m looking at this wrong, there’s something else I should do. (Write-in)
-[X]Have Ran step in instead!
What if Ran teaches Kogasa all those youkai thingies? What could possibly go wrong?
44862 here, changing my vote to:
[x] I’m looking at this wrong, there’s something else I should do. (Write-in)
-[X]Have Ran step in instead!
Cuz i can see it being entertaining lol
>>44861 here.
This will go poorly...
Changing vote to:
[x] I’m looking at this wrong, there’s something else I should do. (Write-in)
-[X]Have Ran step in instead!
What if Ran teaches Kogasa all those youkai thingies? What could possibly go wrong?
>>44870 Oh, its absolutely going to go poorly, which is why i changed my vote.
We all need Ran's tough love in life
...i made the vote as a joke! Why is it winning?!?
[x] I’m looking at this wrong, there’s something else I should do. (Write-in)
-[X]Have Ran step in instead!
Ah tactful as always Ran
>>44872 Because we love Ran
[x] I’m looking at this wrong, there’s something else I should do. (Write-in)
-[X]Have Ran step in instead!
Always down to have Ran loom over someone
last i was here miss money was serving ribs and last i voted was tryina get meira some magnesium. on that note...
VOLITION [Legendary: Failure] - A mystifying pang of regret and loss pervades in your cavities. On some level, you know you have failed her.
EMPATHY - She can win. With the right assistance.
ELECTROCHEMISTRY - Chemical assistance. The era of guided evolution is here, now. She will be the first.
INLAND EMPIRE - A great Skua in the vastness of hominin potential. Yet the Fates conspire against it. Here, humanity is kept in its yoke.
and now i wait.
[x] Write-in
-[x] What are you doing, step-Ran?
-[x] step on her toes
[x] I’m looking at this wrong, there’s something else I should do. (Write-in)
-[X]Have Ran step in instead!
I nudge Ran with my elbow, glancing over to her. She gives me a side-eye as I nod her forward.
Kogasa sputters unintelligibly in the Prismriver sister’s face, who seems to find no amusement in the girl’s deathly nervousness. From what I’ve heard, not much of anything seems to amuse Lunasa Prismriver in the first place.
With a great, heaving breath Ran abides my request. She slowly pulls me aside by the shoulder, taking my position next to Kogasa. Lunasa notices the movement and attempts to quietly close the door before we can object. A hand snakes out from Ran’s coupled sleeves to hold open the door.
The two women lock eyes. Kogasa flits between the two, blanched worry strewn across her face that Ran is the one who ended up acting. I can’t blame her for any assumptions, as usually I try to keep at the forefront of these situations. Some whim seemed to strike me in this moment, though. Maybe my insult to Ran’s sense of tact crept into my periphery.
Either way, it’s Ran’s show for a moment.
The two women are at a stalemate on the door. Given their attitudes, things could get physical from any provocation. Thankfully, I don’t think either of them really want that.
Though I only see Ran from the side, I get a good look at something freakishly odd. A terrible grin. Like a mimicry of genuine emotion. It’s enough to make me second guess a lot of things. Including if I was more scared when she poured down on me in the yamawaro camp.
In an act of diplomacy, Ran uncharacteristically opens, “How are you and your sisters?”
Lunasa’s eyes widen, baffled. “Ew,” she utters, too taken aback to elaborate on the thought for a second after. “You really shouldn’t do pleasantries, it’s off putting.”
“You will find no disagreement there,” Ran allows the slight. “Let this group into your home. It is imperative that Miss Tatara meet with Miss Horikawa.”
“Excuse me?” Lunasa drawls back, raised brow emphasizing her disbelief. “That’s one of your worst excuses to try and get inside yet.”
“Then be it the human and the tsukumogami alone to enter,” Ran attempts to compromise.
Lunasa doesn’t seem swayed, retorting, “So that you can snoop around to find every hole in the house? No thanks.”
“Rest assured, Chen has completed such a task long ago. If the goal was to enter without drawing your attention, this conversation wouldn’t be happening,” Ran snips back.
“You know, it’s not a good look to openly harass someone,” Lunasa rags on, standing a little taller to try and mitigate their height difference.
“It is also poor manners to not let an occupant know of guests asking for their presence.”
“Excuse me,” I butt in from the back. “What is this all about not letting Ran in?”
“Yakumo business with the barrier is required in many places, especially those that fade in through the barrier like this mansion here,” Ran explains.
Lunasa counterpoints, “Is her excuse. She thinks that asking my sisters and I to perform in the netherworld once in a while means we’re on friendly enough terms that she can freely come into our home. I’m not letting her do whatever weird magic she wants.”
“’Weird magic’ is an aberrant mistranslation of barrier maintenance, Miss Prismriver. Now fetch Miss Horikawa.”
“Don’t pretend to be in charge,” Lunasa bites. “I’ll tell her, but if she says no I expect you all to go away, no arguments.”
“It would sooner be questioned if she really was told in that scenario,” Ran bites back.
Lunasa clicks her tongue as Ran releases the door to close. Another click is heard from the door itself.
“Always nice to see you being friendly, Ran,” I joke.
She turns on me, correcting, “Friendly would be two sides of a conversation understanding one another. That girl does not understand that work must take place in her abode with or without her permission. She sees this home as her right, not a privilege that could be stripped at a moment’s notice.”
I step back from her, giving her frustration some room, and placate, “Alright, alright, I hear you…” A sidenote comes to mind, and I can’t contain the question, “So how many holes are there?”
“Twelve larger than a rat, three of which are due to missing roof tiles,” Ran harrumphs, answering my question despite believing that I’m not taking this seriously.
“Did… did I do it wrong?” Kogasa questions from her corner of the doorway.
I’m quick to dissuade the notion, telling her that I thought it would be best if she was given the chance to assert herself. I decided to omit the part where I thought she was stuck in a depressive rut and wanted to jostle her out of it.
Not long into our little back and forths Lunasa returns to the door, cracking it open only enough for us to see her and not inside.
“She said no, now leave,” she reports.
Someone appears behind her and knocks her through the door, barreling the woman into me and off the small wooden walkway we were on. I can feel my neck act up a little at the stress of an entire body colliding into me, but it doesn’t feel like any real damage was done. I wait for Lunasa to roll off of me before glancing at the person now occupying the doorway.
Before they enter the midday light, a certain violin flies past their head, returning to its master like a lost puppy. It’s odd, as I thought Lunasa herself was the one possessing the violin, so would that mean she’s calling it over to herself, more like a weapon?
“The hell I said that. Don’t lie about what I said, Lunasa!” the next woman, red hair to match her temperament, accosts. The fine white clothes with those odd drum strikers attached to her heels tell me we’ve found who we’re here for.
Lunasa leans up on her arms to retort, “We don’t want them here, Raiko!”
Ran and Kogasa look between the two in their squabble, not finding any openings to interject.
“Well fine! I’ll just step out to have fun with guests and you can go back to the comfort of your dark, dreary room, miss melancholy!” Raiko announces, taking exaggerated steps past Lunasa and–
I choke as she tugs my collar, dragging me along behind her. Her pace hardly even changes from having to pull the extra weight. Ran and Kogasa scurry over to us, Ran being so kind as to lift me out of Raiko’s clutch. I hack up my lungs as I try to keep moving with my own two feet, following Raiko to wherever the hell she’s leading us.
I’m glad that didn’t escalate. I don’t know how powerful Lunasa is but Ran seems to be forgetting that she’s not running every cylinder. Or perhaps she’s just so good at bluffing that she’s gotten cocky.
Some ways into the forest, back near the lake, I notice her other self following behind us. A large set of drums trail behind our group, floating along in a sort of meandering pace. Much in the same way Kogasa is her umbrella, those drums are Raiko, though I assume there’s some reason they’re so far behind us.
And even when I say they’re the same, it’s precisely because they’re not that we’ve come to find her.
We enter the view of the misty lake, the namesake settling in for the noontime. As we exit the trees Raiko hops into the air, not really in flight but just a regular jump. A gust of heavy wind blasts in as the drums zip to catch her, some carrying errant charges of electricity that jump unchecked between each other and the ground. Raiko is swept up by a large bass drum, many smaller pieces floating around her body. The base drum seems like traditional garage band kit, though larger, but the smaller pieces aren’t so much drums as they are pads. Like an electronic instrument? An odd thing to see in Gensokyo, as funny as it is to say.
Her hair remains unaffected by a powerful static, despite ruffling Ran’s tails at this distance. Certainly a flashy display, one that definitely gets to Kogasa’s already suffering nerves. For Ran and I, though, this is really just an average day. Ran steps forwards, keeping the ball in her court.
“Is being enthroned above a requirement for conversing, Miss Horikawa?” she picks at the display, unenthralled.
“Well, aren’t you rude,” Raiko responds, beating her heel into the bass she’s sat upon. The thing sparks with each hit, just high enough to not jump into the water below. “I can’t say I’ve ever met any of you three. Though… I’ve got an idea who you are,” she continues, pointing to Ran.
She points at Kogasa and adds, “You feel like my kinda people.”
She gets to me, hiding out behind Ran. She twists her finger uncertainly, trying to place a comment. “… Ehhh… I got nothing. He’s a regular human, right? Right, miss important fox?”
“That man is a mundane human,” Ran answers. “And the girl with her umbrella, Tatara Kogasa, is a tsukumogami, that is correct. She requires companionship and identification, however.”
“Wha–“ Kogasa gasps at the odd phrasing.
“Wai–“ I try to cut in.
“Ha!” Raiko guffaws, slapping a hand against a drum pad causing the resounding clash of a cymbal. “You’re really something else. I haven’t even heard a word from that little thing there and you’re asking us to get hitched!”
Ran pauses, eyes narrowing as she parses how she was misinterpreted. “You refer to marital engagement? You seem to be misconstruing words. Companionship is not by definition what you imply it to be.”
“Right, ‘cause companionship is a totally normal way to talk about people you just meet,” Raiko continues to jib.
I decide it might be a good time to join in. “You both seem to be getting off topic,” I inform them in their squabbling.
“Can’t say I really get the topic in the first place,” Raiko scoffs.
“Companionship, identify. As priorly stated,” Ran repeats.
Raiko complacently nods, a growing frown as she addresses, “Alright, wait. Companionship, by which you mean…” She rolls a hand in wait of another person’s input.
“Friendship,” I finish.
“Friendship, okay,” she accepts. She’s quite animated, gesturing at almost every opportunity. “Now, what the hell is this about identity? Is she having an identity crisis? Oh! That’s why she’s not talking, isn’t it?”
“Well… no,” I admit. “She’s just shy.”
“Shy is misstating the scope of Tatara Kogasa’s current psychological outliers. Namely, loneliness due to a lack of close ties and stress due to gaps in knowledge,” Ran feeds out.
Kogasa looks to want to fight at least one of those points, clamoring out, “Uhm- that’s not… you don’t really need to call it… Wah!” she cries out as one of the smaller drum platforms sweeps under her, seating her up by Raiko.
“C’mon girl, use your words,” Raiko chides, clicking a finger against another small pad. “Wanting friends of the same kind isn’t unusual. But now that I get a closer look at you…”
Raiko seems to leer at the girl seated next to her. At first it makes me uneasy, but after a few moments of observation I come to believe it’s more contemplative than it is suggestive. She seems to be thinking something behind that pensive squinch. Or at least I hope she’s thinking cleanly.
She holds out a hand. “Hey, lemme see that umbrella of yours,” she requests of Kogasa.
Though Kogasa looks like she could be knocked off her perch by a stiff breeze, she still leans her umbrella away from Raiko’s beckoning fingers, her troubled expression solidifying into something more direct. Raiko doesn’t raise her eyes at being refused, but does let out a sort of knowing sigh.
“Hey, I know,” she consoles, “it isn’t normal for another tsukumogami to hold your body. I get it. But if you’re having some kinda ‘psychological troubles’ I gotta check you. You know that I help our kind, right?”
Kogasa freezes for a moment weighing the drummer’s words. The lack of surety that’s plagued her all day comes right back to the surface, not even thirty seconds without. She presents her umbrella over, caution in her movement like she’s presenting the poor thing to an open flame.
Raiko takes the object with no reservations, and gets to inspecting. Closing and opening it a few times, raking her fingers along the wooden pole for any unwanted splintering, even tugging here and there at the paper top for possible weak spots. She grabs the tongue as it tries to greet her the only way it knows how, dropping the foot at the bottom onto another pad for stability.
Where she had moxie and spunk before she’s put it aside for an air of professionalism in her craft. Not entirely unlike Kogasa’s focus in smithing. She stops Kogasa from asking questions when halting over a few spots longer than others.
After about five straight minutes of her meticulous search, she hoists the umbrella over her shoulder, the tongue drooping in front of her. She’s forced to swat it away a few times as it’s trying to be friendly, and diagnoses, “Your physical body looks to be all good. It’s got some wear here and there, but I don’t think anyone would even notice without a lens or soft fingers. But how old are you, girl?”
Hot red propagates on Kogasa’s face, evident from the contrast to the blue around it. Shrinking in on herself she answers, “A-about… two hundred… we think…”
This gives Raiko some pause, killing off the beat of the drum she’s sat on. Looking between Kogasa and the umbrella a few times. With a face like stone, she states, “Well, damn.”
“Huh?” Kogasa cracks.
“Oh, nothing. Just weird to me how much you’re my senior,” Raiko confides in turn. She shifts the umbrella in her hand playfully, finding some fun in the sobering moment. She stops and glances over at Kogasa again, faint smile vanishing. Some kind of epiphany strikes her. She drops the umbrella onto a drum pad and it floats away. Kogasa reaches out to her other half as it drifts, motionless in its possible confusion.
Where she almost loses balance, Raiko catches her by her cheeks, bringing their faces close to one another. Raiko stares into her eyes, bearing down on her in an unidentifiable purpose.
“What’s wrong?” I ask up to her, hopeful that something hasn’t gone awry.
“Not sure,” Raiko calls back. The way she says it seems to imply that Ran and I barely register at the moment, her attention solely on Kogasa.
She pushes Kogasa away, the drum pad launching the girl high into free fall with a yelp. Kogasa’s umbrella folds in, shooting from its pad up to its master’s hands. Kogasa stabilizes in the air after opening the umbrella once more.
Raiko nods as she floats up to the same height, asserting, “I think I need to get a better look at you.”
She unsheathes a couple of sticks from her white coat, the drum pads all beginning to circle her in order. She rolls the sticks on a pad, causing a thundering sound as electricity crackles through neighboring drums.
“Let’s go a round!” Raiko roars.
Why?! No, wait, before that, should we…
[x] Try to stop the fight? Kogasa isn’t in her best mindset as is. Fighting the person we wanted to seek support from seems counterproductive.
[x] Let the fight happen? It’s the way of Gensokyans, even when it leads to flesh wounds.
[x] Another avenue, there must be something else to be done. (Write-in)
>>44874 Hell yeah, brother.
[x] Let the fight happen? It’s the way of Gensokyans, even when it leads to flesh wounds.
We also get free beer afterwards so it's a win-win
>>44876
[x] Let the fight happen? It’s the way of Gensokyans, even when it leads to flesh wounds.
-(x) Cheer on Kogasa, encourage her to do her best and have fun!
--(x) Ran needs to offer encouragement too.
[x] Let the fight happen? It’s the way of Gensokyans, even when it leads to flesh wounds.
-(x) Cheer on Kogasa, encourage her to do her best and have fun!
--(x) Ran needs to offer encouragement too.
>>44876
I gotta say, it was a genius move having Ran step in. I was grinning the entire time, she's got such a way with people. Considering what we've seen of Yukari in this series, she'd absolutely would be grinning watching the entire interaction as well.
Also Raiko is so damn cool, I wish she was my big sister. And hag Kogasa my beloved.
Anyways, in Gensokyo danmaku is the way, and maybe the burst of excitement and unleashing stress will do her good. Some words of encouragement to Kogasa should also be helpful. Kogasa may have self esteem issues, but she got to be a mid-boss in an EX stage, she's extremely skilled. She's far more capable than she believes herself to be, and even if she doesn't believe that, others do. Do your best and have fun Kogasa, we believe in you!
can we sell ringside seats to those around misty lake? maybe get some refreshments during the fight from Mystia or something. (I'm guessing popcorn isn't a big thing in gensokyo proper...)
kinda want have Tanner and Ran do fight side commentary... but encouragement is good too!
[x] Let the fight happen? It’s the way of Gensokyans, even when it leads to flesh wounds.
-(x) Cheer on Kogasa, encourage her to do her best and have fun!
--(x) Ran needs to offer encouragement too.
ah Ran is going to be so grumpy doing the cheering. XD
[x] Let the fight happen? It’s the way of Gensokyans, even when it leads to flesh wounds.
-(x) Cheer on Kogasa, encourage her to do her best and have fun!
--(x) Ran needs to offer encouragement too.
[x] Let the fight happen? It’s the way of Gensokyans, even when it leads to flesh wounds.
-(x) Cheer on Kogasa, encourage her to do her best and have fun!
--(x) Ran needs to offer encouragement too.
Raiko is awesome. And yeah, I think it's best to go ahead with the "fight", Raiko is obviously not looking to hurt Kogasa and interrupting them would probably make her less likely to help.
[x] Let the fight happen? It’s the way of Gensokyans, even when it leads to flesh wounds.
-(x) Cheer on Kogasa, encourage her to do her best and have fun!
--(x) Ran needs to offer encouragement too.
Show this junior your strength, Kogasa!
[x] Let the fight happen? It’s the way of Gensokyans, even when it leads to flesh wounds.
-(x) Cheer on Kogasa, encourage her to do her best and have fun!
--(x) Ran needs to offer encouragement too.
Would be funny to see Ran just pull out a couple of glow sticks and nonchalantly wave them around with a straight face while Tanner just cheers for Kogasa.
[x] Let the fight happen? It’s the way of Gensokyans, even when it leads to flesh wounds.
-(x) Cheer on Kogasa, encourage her to do her best and have fun!
--(x) Ran needs to offer encouragement too.
—-(x) Maybe ask Raiko what she saw that got her to suddenly change tune so fast?
[x] Let the fight happen? It’s the way of Gensokyans, even when it leads to flesh wounds.
-(x) Cheer on Kogasa, encourage her to do her best and have fun!
--(x) Ran needs to offer encouragement too.
“Ran?”
“Yes?”
“What do you think the chances are that Raiko wants to hurt Kogasa for some reason?” I question the companion at my side. “She seemed almost spooked by something.”
“Uncertain,” Ran declines numerically answering. “And… ‘spooked?’ That is not an accurate assessment. She was observing Tatara but likely found something she did not expect.”
“Found something?”
Ran shrugs. A rarity. “Truly odd as it was something I was incapable of detecting.”
“Heyyy!” Kogasa shouts across the air above us, weaving around wedges of magical bullets, each a blazing red bright enough to blend together. “I’m sorry if I made you mad! We don’t have to fight!”
Raiko doesn’t respond, creating more and more fire by the beat of her drum. Her arms move fast as lightning, slamming into her kit with authority. She sounds an entire army’s drum line on her own, the storm of bullets changing to a brilliant blue and picking up in tempo.
Kogasa does her best to simply dodge at first, but as soon as the bullets change color she concedes to where she finds herself and fires back. I suppose she must be on the aggressor side for whatever reason as her return fire is a thin gout of water produced at the tip of her umbrella. She spins it in front of her as a way to both aim and deflect the odd bullet that comes too close to her. The tongue flails about from the center, the circular motion tethering it much like a sling.
Raiko raises an arm high, slamming her drumstick down with such force it shakes the air around in a dramatic shock wave, only suppressed by the ground and trees.. Her bullets shiver, all changing in speed by varying amounts. The resulting chaos more closely resembles an explosion of shrapnel in every direction than an orderly barrage.
I still don’t understand why everyone fires in every direction rather than at their opponent like the offense side.
Kogasa has no trouble navigating the troubled waves of bullets as Raiko changes between making more wedges and breaking them apart. Where I don’t see any patterns at all Kogasa seems to spot them long before she dodges the projectiles.
Raiko is forced to change tactics since Kogasa keeps up the assault, floating off of the large bass drum she’s been using as a glorified seat. She positions it to her side, spinning a stick above her head and gliding with the whole assembly off to Kogasa’s diagonal. She brings the stick into the bass drum, the thunderous sound propagating a wall of yellow light far past Kogasa. The wall disperses in Kogasa’s direction, spreading every which way to make it a tight squeeze for her.
And while Kogasa’s busy with the wall, Raiko swaps her bass drum’s side, repeating the motion to make a new wall opposite the first. As the second wall diffuses into the first I can just barely make out Kogasa having trouble moving through, getting nicked by some of the torrent. The impacts seem to pop against her skin, and with enough force to leave bruising, if judging by Kogasa’s flinches.
“Come on, Kogasa!” I yell up at her. The reaction surprises Ran, and honestly myself, too. I follow with a more assuring, “Give her a piece of your mind!”
Kogasa seems to rouse from my jostling, holding her position as well as she can. She stops her return fire, winding up her umbrella for a swing. She twirls her whole body with the motion, conjuring a series of umbrellas from nothing, each trailing across the air towards Raiko. Once closing the distance, the conjured umbrellas blast blue pellets out in a spiral. Raiko dives into an opening on one of the spirals, letting the other interwoven rings pass around her as she starts the motion to crash with the bass drum.
Kogasa’s water hose interrupts her, forcing Raiko to raise a hand and cover her face. The umbrellas fire another burst as they circle Raiko, striking while she’s still focused on the water stream.
Raiko breaks from the engagement, instantly dissipating her wall of light. Kogasa breathes a sigh of relief as Raiko checks her white blazer. I can’t tell what damage was done to it from here, but the way she flicks it back onto herself suggests some fraying was done. The scattered umbrellas fade away, leaving the air between them clear.
Raiko floats back onto her bass drum, raising both arms high, and slamming each stick in turn onto the drum plates. With every plate hit a wooden drum slips out of the underside, steadily growing in size until larger than the bass drum.
I ask Ran, “Those are?”
“Taiko drums. What Miss Horikawa was originally.”
“Right… of course.” These oddities hardly surprise me by now.
The taiko drums track Kogasa’s movement and launch directly at her, leaving a trail of red in their wake. Kogasa sticks herself in between the lines, firing at Raiko while she has the opportunity. The drums fade out after passing, their trails splitting into many pellets horizontal of their source.
Kogasa swipes a swathe of the bullets away with her umbrella, but the bullets made from further out trails keeps her trapped in place. Once again she’s finding herself taking stray hits, this time from the sides. She shields what she can, but it’s not enough.
Despite this, she stays in range to continue fighting, not backing off to regroup.
“You got this!” I cheer more, pumping my fist a bit, though Kogasa isn’t looking.
I look to my side. Ran has the usual neutral face, simply waiting for the fight to get somewhere.
I nudge her, and comment, “Hey, come on, cheer as well.”
She closes her eyes and raises her eyebrows when questioning, “Why would that be necessary in any capacity?”
“To give moral support,” I argue as Kogasa continues dodging through the projectile drum barrage. “You think it’s silly, but it can go a long way.”
“It’s not–“ she tries to deny her disapproval, stopping herself before I get any more uppity. Begrudgingly, she raises a balled hand, and states, “Go, Tatara… Win.”
Not the greatest of battle cries, but I’ll take it for now.
We continue cheering for Kogasa as she smacks away one of the drums. The opening lets her raise her umbrella high and spin it, shooting water high above. She continues to spin it as the water comes back down, and with it a great wind picks up, causing a push even to Ran and I on the ground. Up above the falling water is carried far harsher, picking up speed to become closer to a torrential storm. These raindrops beat down some of Raiko’s bullets, easing up Kogasa’s space further.
Finally, it appears Raiko is on the defensive. She fires bullet wedges at Kogasa, now playing the quicker moving offense role and dodging through the torrent above.
Kogasa stops spraying water into the air, opting instead to swing her umbrella and summon more ancient looking umbrellas. They are taken by the hellish wind and rocket towards Raiko.
The drummer sees this and hops behind her bass drum to use as a shield, leaving it pointed at Kogasa. She winds back an arm, and swings.
First the flash, and then a fraction of a second after the sound. The unmistakable boom, the blinding streak ingrained on my eyes. A lightning strike. Carried through the false rain, tearing through the summoned umbrellas, and directed at Kogasa.
Kogasa holds her stomach, unconsciously floating… no… falling down. Ten feet. Twenty feet. She doesn’t seem to be able to catch herself, nor makes any visible attempts to do so. The umbrella drags up from her hands, separating.
“Ran!” I shout.
My partner reacts immediately, loosing many paper shikigami into the air. They make a flowing river coalescing under Kogasa and halting her descent. Some of them look to shed from the pack due to a combination of heavy raindrops and wind, but more than enough gather to keep structure.
The paper cloud floats down, careful with its cargo as it lands. Kogasa’s umbrella form hops up from the mass as it fetters and disbands back into Ran’s sleeves. The umbrella looks to be mostly fine, only battered from the fight before the lightning strike. Kogasa, though, seems to have taken the hit to her stomach, the area stripped to blackened muscle.
The last shikigami retreats, leaving Kogasa on the grass. She looks… lifeless. I kneel down next to her, checking what I can.
“Hey, Kogasa?” I speak to her collapsed form, placing fingers on her neck looking for a pulse.
Her heart’s still beating, but I guess I shouldn’t be all too surprised that a Youkai can survive something like that. Collapsing… isn’t too strange, I don’t think. I can imagine the literal electric shock would effect the whole body and brain. At least, I still think Youkai have brains, I’d rather not have to explain anatomical differences via magic.
My mind is wandering. I should be more focused on Kogasa. She only looks to be passed out, eyes rolled back in their sockets and everything, but that wound on her stomach could be an area with a lot of internal damage. I pick up her left hand, noticing a line of red across her skin going to the tip of her middle finger.
“Ran, do we need to take her to Eientei? I can’t tell how bad it is,” I ask. Hopefully I don’t sound too disturbed by this. It’s not my first rodeo, by now. Probably not my last, either.
“For a Youkai, even but a tsukumogami, there should be no bodily concern.”
Kogasa’s pupils blink back into place, an instant of pause as her body assesses its condition.
“Ahhh!” she screams, and moans, and cries all at once. She tries to roll around, perhaps attempting to get up, but there’s no way her stomach muscles could achieve that as they are.
“Of course, pain should be expected for such an injury. The sensory nerves especially experiencing traumatic shock as the abdominal area has been stripped down to muscle and damaged endings,” Ran recites basic medical knowledge through Kogasa’s wallows of pain.
I try to hold Kogasa down to stop her from hurting herself, but she’s stronger than she looks, and throws my arms away in her flailing.
“Fucking hell, even if I had first aid supplies you’d still be in pain! Stop moving, damnit!” I shout at the girl, throwing my arms against her again.
“Sorry about that,” Raiko speaks out from behind us, muddled by Kogasa’s voice. She floats still on her bass drum, the thing charged with her previous attack, and barely containing the remnant charge. Parts of her human body sparks like a Tesla coil. She hops down to the ground, the intense charge leaping into the ground.
Ran swivels on a heel to face her as needed, hands revealed from their sleeves.
“Whoa, whoa!” Raiko shouts in defense, waving her hands in hopes of stopping the fox. Her drumsticks have been stowed back in her coat.
“Do you realize what you just did?!” I accuse her. I continue to try and grapple Kogasa’s shoulders down to no success.
“I’m sorry, seriously!” she persists, bowing her torso, hands coming together in apology. She doesn’t lower her head. “Listen, I needed to do that to be sure.”
“You formed a hypothesis of some form?” Ran discerns, unbothered by the noise. She crosses her hands back into her sleeves, deeming Raiko to not be a threat. She then further surmises, “One of Tatara’s true nature, perchance?”
“Yeah, that!” Raiko assents the offered explanation. “It’s–“
She pauses as Kogasa bursts into another wave of noise more appropriate for an animal at slaughter. While she could try to shout over it, I think the guilt of hurting the poor girl is getting to her. As it should.
We quiet down and wait for Kogasa to calm down. Whether that’s by healing or tiring out doesn’t seem to matter to the other two. I hold the girl’s hand in my own, hoping to be some minor reassurance. The umbrella half of her stands idly opposite of me.
It takes a while for her death howls diminish to disheartening sobs. She really didn’t deserve this treatment.
Raiko tries to pick the conversation back up, “She’s different than you think.” She points to Kogasa. “You see how bad it looks on her stomach, but look at the umbrella.”
We turn our eyes to the umbrella, the animate thing now acting like it isn’t. There’re nicks and pocks on its wooden handle, strange shoed base, and lacquered paper.
“You imply the same injury should be present, correct?” Ran determines.
Raiko nods, following, “Tsukumogami have a spiritual body attached to our physical objects.” She lowers a drum pad to her hands, and presents it to Ran. “You see, there’s new marks on here when I got hit by some of that rain and the umbrellas.”
“You understand there is no point of comparison between before and after the match as your tools were not inspected in depth by a third party,” Ran rectifies, belying very little interest in Raiko’s poor judgment.
“I… oh,” Raiko mumbles, scratching her head while looking at the drum piece. “Shit, I didn’t think of that.”
“Perhaps you should see yourself away,” Ran instructs.
“Wait, Ran,” I interject. “We came to her for an explanation, and she’s at least got something. More than I do.” I glance back at the woman, a strong distaste entering my mouth, but I continue, “What the hell did you learn from this?”
Raiko presses on undisturbed by our blatant distrust of her character, “The umbrella is a physical object. But Kogasa’s human body is also physical. So she’s not the spiritual part of the umbrella.”
Ran stays quiet about this point, but raises a firm eyebrow in question.
“… What?” I puzzle, scrunching up my face. “You’re saying she’s not the umbrella’s other body?”
Raiko shrugs, answering, “As far as I can tell, it doesn’t happen like that. They’re close, but not the same Youkai.”
This gets a start out of Ran, “Utterly asinine. The two have the same aura. The chances of two independent Youkai being so similar are… well… require scientific notation to even state, much less interpret.”
Raiko shrugs, again.
“So what does this all mean?” I ponder aloud.
“You’re the one asking the question, not me,” Raiko dismisses. “I got what I wanted to know.”
“Good for you. You must be so proud of yourself for doing this,” I spit, gripping harder on Kogasa’s hand.
Raiko scratches at her cheek, “S-sorry…”
“Just get out of here,” I demand.
I don’t look away from Kogasa who still wrestles with her own consciousness, but I can hear Raiko walk away. I’m not sure how to feel about all this.
“Ran.”
“Yes?”
“What the hell has this all been about?”
“That is for you to interpret. It is recommended to first interpret recently gathered data before introducing it as explanation to prior data.”
My interpretation, huh? My interpretation is that I’m stirring up nothing but trouble for this poor girl, and that the more we learn the less makes sense.
But like Ran says, first… This new information about Kogasa not being part of the umbrella…
[x] Doesn’t matter. It doesn’t get us anywhere if I actually want to help, if I can even accept myself trying at this point.
[x] Does matter. Surely it could explain what is going on with this girl…
[x] Is more complicated than that. There should be a different take away entirely. (Write-in)
... So my hypothesis i mentioned >>44849 seems to have more merit, Kogasa is either not... Or more than a tsukumogami...
Still though i am tempted to add a vote to state loudly so the departing Raiko to hear that we had also asked for friendship here! Jeez Louize! She couldn't have used a gentler danmaku or something!?
That and apologize to Kogasa, our luck in helping her has been really terrible.
Ask for friendship, and get beaten up viciously. This is just depressing man.
[x] Is more complicated than that. There should be a different take away entirely. (Write-in)
-[X] it does matter… but not for today after that result. Let's focus on helping Kogasa find more friends and companionship for support before getting back into what is turning out to be a very rough path of learning about the umbrella(...?).
-[x] speaking of which saying loud enough for the departing Raiko to hear that we were asking for friendship on top of info!
-[x]see if we can do something to ease kogasa's pain, maybe some ice?
Yeah a follow up on my post. This is what i came up with for that. What is hidden here does matter, and may very well help, but not if the process breaks Kogasa first, let's not drop it entirdly… but it needs a pause while we build Kogasa up with friends and support. Maybe expanding out from just tsukumogami.
And once we're ready, maybe try Mamizou, she takes in a lot of Tsukumogami and would be friendly to them which might be a gentler re-entry into the investigation (or at least hopefully! )
And yeah, the last one is fishing for Cirno, we are near the misty lake.
Yeah, that last shot really has to be pushing spellcard rules there... Hey Ran, Raiko seems to have a bit of outside world influence, maybe you should audit Check her for any barrier issues?
An idea I got from a doujin, but right now Kogasa (or maybe Tanner?) seem to be badly plagued with misfortune. We also happen to know someone who knows a thing or two about misfortune and we might be able to call in a favor from. Think there's any value in getting Hina involved here?
[x] Is more complicated than that. There should be a different take away entirely. (Write-in)
-[X] it does matter… but not for today after that result. Let's focus on helping Kogasa find more friends and companionship for support before getting back into what is turning out to be a very rough path of learning about the umbrella(...?).
-[x] speaking of which saying loud enough for the departing Raiko to hear that we were asking for friendship on top of info!
-[x]see if we can do something to ease kogasa's pain, maybe some ice?
I wonder how medicine would show up in Ran's scans... As medicine is a doll tsukumogami... That is accompanied by a fairy that resembles her for some reason.
And perhaps the comment for Seiga about Kogasa's age is not referring to both her and the umbrella... But rather her alone...
>I don’t understand what I am, or why my umbrella isn’t me.
[x] Does matter. Surely it could explain what is going on with this girl…
Poor umbr- girl :(
[x] Is more complicated than that. There should be a different take away entirely. (Write-in)
-[X] it does matter… but not for today after that result. Let's focus on helping Kogasa find more friends and companionship for support before getting back into what is turning out to be a very rough path of learning about the umbrella(...?).
-[x]see if we can do something to ease kogasa's pain, maybe some ice?
[x] Is more complicated than that. There should be a different take away entirely. (Write-in)
-[X] it does matter… but not for today after that result. Let's focus on helping Kogasa find more friends and companionship for support before getting back into what is turning out to be a very rough path of learning about the umbrella(...?).
-[x] speaking of which saying loud enough for the departing Raiko to hear that we were asking for friendship on top of info!
-[x]see if we can do something to ease kogasa's pain, maybe some ice?
It’s important. Obviously knowing what someone even is is part of my work. But that’s work. That’s an existential problem Kogasa can worry about when she’s better off.
Right now she’s not so well off, through my misguided efforts. Where did I go wrong in all of this?
“It doesn’t really matter right now, does it?” I conclude to my companion.
“Is that the conclusion you have come to?” Ran queries.
“No, Ran, it doesn’t matter right now. I’ve come to realize there’s more important things. You know, like finding friends!” I shout towards the woods where Raiko wandered off. “Friends like what we asked about to start!”
“Contain yourself, Regis,” Ran commands.
“Yeah, yeah,” I comply, rubbing my temple and calming my nerves. I look down at Kogasa’s bare stomach, the blackened skin giving way to a terrible purplish hue. Part of a Youkai’s excessive healing. I turn towards Ran, asking, “Do you have anything for this?”
Ran returns, “As priorly mentioned, an injury of that magnitude is of no–“
“Oh, just shut up,” I interject, turning back. “You could have just said you didn’t.”
We fall into awkward silence. I feel so at fault, and yet I’m also the only one who seems to get angry about it. Ran is just apathetic, but Kogasa… I wish she’d be angry. In the few days I’ve met her it seems like I’ve stirred everything the wrong way. It’s luck bad enough I can’t help but laugh and weigh the idea of visiting Hina. But still, she’s refused to blame me for any of it.
As I’m lost in thought, a certain young voice greets our group, floating down from above the water.
“Hey! There was a big bolt of lightning! Was big sis Raiko fighting again?” an energetic bundle of ice makes herself known. She lands down next to Kogasa and I, flinching at the sight of Kogasa’s black and purple stomach, and seems to understand what transpired. Next she notices Kogasa’s tears, and her face screws itself with the same level of confusion and listlessness that I feel.
“Are you omniscient or something, Cirno? It seems like you always know when to show up,” I joke even though the tone comes out all wrong.
“Huh? Omni-,” she attempts to place on her tongue. “What do you mean?”
“Kogasa could use some help. Help from you,” I communicate, pointing at Cirno with one of my cupped hands.
“Me? U-uhm, sure,” Cirno assents, though a bit shakier than I’d expect. “Helping people means I’m strong, right?”
“If that’s how you want to see it,” I deflect her philosophical musings for the moment. “Cool Kogasa’s stomach, hopefully it can help with her pain.”
The little fairy in blue crouches next to me, reaching her hands down to Kogasa’s abdomen, and let’s them lay there emitting a spell of cold. At first it feels more like an open flame, but Cirno catches on to the issue after Kogasa whinges and lowers the intensity. She has trouble balancing this delicate act, oscillating to now apply too little cold. I nudge her hands and tell her of it. With some back and forth I guide her to the level of output that a cold compress would put on an injury.
Cirno’s quick to stabilize the spell to that temperature, leaving her otherwise unoccupied. It take quick stock of the girl, now that the most pressing matter is out of the way, and Kogasa already looks somewhat relieved.
“What happened to your crown?” I comment on Cirno’s plain appearance. The plant cape is also absent, but the crown was like a status symbol, I thought.
“Clownpiece stole it. The darn flowers are wilting on her head right now! Oh, I’m mad thinking about it!” she boils over, her frost intensifying briefly before she catches herself discomforting Kogasa.
Her fiery temper is the same as ever. Though that does remind me. “Sorry for what happened back at the tournament the other week. It all went to shit real fast.”
“Huh?” Cirno blurts again. “Oh, right. I thought I popped, but I felt like I was winning just before that… eh,” she dismisses, not getting hung up on it.
We sit around, Kogasa’s grimace lightening by the second. With Cirno’s aid, the area that threatened a disgusting purple instead comes out as a frail bruise. I push the image of what it could have been from my mind, thinking of Kogasa with lasting injuries is disquieting. Her eyes sit in a tired, misty stare to the sky.
“Kogasa,” I speak up, “how do you feel?”
Her eyes glide in my direction, then to Cirno’s before doubling back, mumbling, “Not good. It hurts. A bunch.”
“Well, you’re not screaming bloody murder, so that’s something.”
She lazes her eyes to my hand, grasping hers the way I’d expect someone next to a deathbed would. She drifts back up, and murmurs a question. “What did I do wrong..?”
“You were hit during a duel,” Ran bluntly states. “First consider your blessings for not being exterminated.”
“Ran!” I shout at the fox. “What is your problem?!”
“There is no rule against Youkai fighting to the death. It is a reality that Tatara faced moments ago,” she unapologetically describes. Her lack of empathy… disturbs me. It’s expected, sure, but also so very out of touch with the conversation.
I heave a breath, trying not to bite Ran’s head off as I reply, “I’m sure it was, but Kogasa isn’t really someone that deserves this.”
“I don’t get it,” Kogasa mutters. “Why? You keep saying nice things, but nothing nice happens.”
I swallow my pride for a moment, and attempt to comfort, “That’s… because of me, Kogasa. My choices are all turning out bad. You’re doing everything you can.”
She doesn’t reply, instead fixing her eyes to the sky. Whether it be due to tiredness, or due to giving up, she doesn’t move. Not a word comes from her mouth. Her eyes glisten, mouth yanking down at the corners. A tear rolls along the side of her face, down behind her ear. I hold her hand in both of mine.
“Why is she sad?” Cirno questions. More than a hint of concern in her voice, and Kogasa’s sadness seems to penetrate her.
I wish I could say I’m holding strong, but I imagine I’m looking just as gloomy right now. “She’s been having a rough time of things, Cirno. Things that shouldn’t be rough,” I answer the curious fairy.
“Oh,” she intones. “That sucks.”
“Yeah, isn’t that the truth,” I concede.
We all remain in place for a while. Cirno wandered in at an awkward time, but I appreciate her capabilities of reading the room when it matters. I’m not sure where to take things from here. Feeling lost isn’t much like me, but when things fail to pan out so spectacularly it’s hard to keep myself straight. I see Kogasa turning her head from the corner of my eye.
Her words are hard to make out, slurred and quiet as they are, but I think she mumbles, “I wanna go home…”
I look up to Ran, seeing if she heard it. She stares back, releasing a long breath. She heard, alright. If Kogasa can’t move on her own, she’s gonna have to carry her. I can tell how much Ran despises the idea without so much as a word. In the same vein, though, she knows she’ll never hear the end of it if she doesn’t consent, or at least begrudgingly accept the task.
She picks up Kogasa without so much as checking if she could walk. It wouldn’t surprise me if she analyzed it beforehand, keeping mental note of Kogasa’s health for the last two dozen or so minutes. For all that she likes to pass off not having medical knowledge or other specialties, she also acts on things she shouldn’t otherwise know. But that might be me underestimating how much is going through her head in all those moments she’s silently watching.
“Do you plan to travel with the ice fairy, Regis?” Ran queries before flying off. “This is an assumption based on precedent and not on advisable actions.”
“It… yeah, that’s fine,” I allow. I don’t think I need her to summon Chen right now. I can only handle so much in a single day.
Did she come to the same thought? Maybe I’ll poke her about it later.
Cirno and I walk the old, well trodden path back to the village. My unease hasn’t abated. Ran is seeing to Kogasa, but I just can’t feel like it’s enough. Not by any rational deduction, though I could stretch and get there, but driven by gut feeling alone.
As we approach the gates, I make up my mind and request Cirno to take me further out to Kogasa’s home. Luckily, she feels the same way I do, but is also curious as to what has me so antsy. Telling her that I worry about Kogasa’s mental wellbeing, treating her like a teenage girl, would be horribly insulting to the ever complicating Youkai.
In short time we cross through the village, the odd eye cautious of Cirno’s presence flitting through, and make our way out past the farmlands. Ran stands out front of the equally cared and weathered shack. She bars the front door like a statue.
“Waiting for me?” I open, the dead time and fresh air from walking clearing my mood. I walk right up to her, hoping she might just shuffle out of the way. She doesn’t, and looks not at all amused by the presumption. I brace my smile to continue, “You shouldn’t have.”
“Correct,” Ran counters. “You have performed more than enough of your duties for today. It would be advisable to leave Tatara to her own devices.”
My closest companion always seems eager to sour my mood. “Ran, we both know ‘devices’ isn’t the correct way to describe whatever she’s doing in there.”
“All the more that a third party should refrain from inserting itself when unnecessary.”
She glares at me. She hasn’t been so stalwart nor directly commanding about something in a while.
Her eyes level me with a daunting pressure. A trick she saves for special occasions. It scratches the back of my neck, my spine, and my mind all at once. It travels through me the same as a chill. It’s a weight of presence enough to paralyze the plants around us.
I am paralyzed. Knowing it is happening hardly musters me beyond it, much like gravity pulling me to the ground. Well, not like. Is. My muscles cease responding, working by reflex alone.
One thing is clear: she’s had enough of my directionless meanderings.
I fall to a knee, unable to fight Ran’s glower. It’s so well beyond me that to even use the word fight is an exaggeration. Struggle would be closer to what I’m doing.
Cirno lands next to me, attempting to rouse my body from its restraints. Her voice is far away, muffled. She seems unaffected by Ran’s mind games.
“You have become too attached to a subject of study,” Ran’s words slit through the deafening fog, like the cotton in my ears is talking to me. “Should you proceed as you are, there is high likelihood of further perturbating Tatara’s psychological state… as well as your own.”
I disagree, enough that I try to raise my arm up to her. I feel my heart pulse in rhythms instead of beats, clearly incorrect. Or maybe that evaluation itself is incorrect? I slip from my foot, now holding on by the knees and elbow.
I keep Ran in my vision for as little of her as my head allows. Her oddly white socks contrasted from the dirt beneath. But also, a rattling of her dress. A pair of feet stand up against her. Cirno is shaking her in some way. Maybe pleading that Ran stop, or maybe asking why Ran is doing this.
What happens when I’m here for too long? Do I pass out? My organs shut down? I thought it was more like a fear response but it goes straight past my consciousness, tapping into something almost primal.
The worst part, both of us know I’m harder to kill than I should be. How far would Ran take that when she’s tired of me?
So many questions. So many thoughts. None of which are actions.
I wrap my fingers around Ran’s ankle. There’s an action. Not particularly impressive, there’s no strength in the extremities, but it’s a start. She boots my hand away, knocking my arms into one another. I finally plant into the ground, nothing left to stand on, the ground stings my skin as if it were made of knives.
I’m not gonna sit here and take this. Ran doesn’t get to tell me what to do, just like I don’t get to tell her what to do! Weakness of the body be damned!
I have to force my muscles to receive orders, much less move them. I force my being into my arm, dragging it across the ground. It inches its way to Ran’s toe. She either doesn’t register me or can’t be bothered to do anything about it. Not that I’m in a position to mince meanings.
Right before my hand contacts her, the world rushes up at me. Or maybe I rush up to the world. It’s a sudden feathery feeling like my whole body has become light headed, forced to contend with the ability of motor function once more. At the same time, I felt like I went from massless to massive.
I take several moments to recover my bearings, then my muscle registry, and finally my wherewithal to shamble upright, looking up into Ran’s eyes.
It’s the usu-… not the same as usual. No, there’s a hint of something on her. An annoyed frown, disappointed eyes, and closed in brows. Frustration?
“You are simply insufferable,” she decrees, her voice more personable than I’m used to. “Positive reinforcement, negative reinforcement. Carrot nor stick sway you. You refuse to heed guidance where you rightly need to. So be it.”
She steps around me standing back from where she was. Is that to say she’s given up? On what, exactly? I’m still too disoriented to understand what she’s thinking. She hasn’t walked away entirely, so that’s something, I guess.
The question persists. Is Ran right? Am I right? Are both of us chasing our tails for a nonexistent problem? I lament the idea of not having the right goals, but I also know everything I’m doing needs to be in Kogasa’s interests lest I find myself to be projecting values onto someone.
I approach the door, and…
[x] Go in.
[x] Step away.
[x] Something else. (Write-in)
I was heavily debating whether to make this a vote or not, but I’ll leave you all to a choice, if you so choose to see it as such.
ouch... man I hope we can find a way to turn this around for both of them.
[x] Go in.
and yay Cirno!
>>44908
>“Should you proceed as you are, there is high likelihood of further perturbating Tatara’s psychological state… as well as your own.”
[X] Ask Ran what specifically she means and how she analyzes the situation
- [X] If her answer is just "stop getting too close it's a waste to help a youkai find friends" go in
Ran is a supercomputer, but she's also our partner in this job. We shouldn't be completely dismissive of her input if she actually has an understanding of the situation or viewpoint that could actually be helpful. Maybe she has some psychological understanding of Kogasa that could help, even if she doesn't mean for it too.
At the least, we should at the least try to hear out Ran's viewpoint and make sure she understands our actions. Helping a (not?) umbrella get friends couldn't be further from pointless meandering.
>“I don’t get it,” Kogasa mutters. “Why? You keep saying nice things, but nothing nice happens.”
Jesus Christ please get this girl a happy moment already this is heartbreaking to read
>>44909 here, changing my vote to:
[X] Ask Ran what specifically she means and how she analyzes the situation
- [X] If her answer is just "stop getting too close it's a waste to help a youkai find friends" go in
largely agree with >>44910, Ran has very helpful and heck from the sounds of it is concerned for our wellbeing here, she deserves at least to hear her out.
and yeah also strongly agree with the last part too.
[X] Ask Ran what specifically she means and how she analyzes the situation
- [X] If her answer is just "stop getting too close it's a waste to help a youkai find friends" go in
[X] Ask Ran what specifically she means and how she analyzes the situation
- [X] If her answer is just "stop getting too close it's a waste to help a youkai find friends" go in
[X] Ask Ran what specifically she means and how she analyzes the situation
- [X] If her answer is just "stop getting too close it's a waste to help a youkai find friends" go in
I don't doubt Ran cares about our wellbeing, but that doesn't mean Ran isn't infallible
[X] Ask Ran what specifically she means and how she analyzes the situation
- [X] If her answer is just "stop getting too close it's a waste to help a youkai find friends" go in
I pause at the door, hand halfway to the handle. Cirno shifts at my side, looking to my hand and trying to figure out why I stopped.
I didn’t notice since Ran was more or less assaulting me, but she said something interesting just now. Something a bit more direct than usual. I turn to my partner, her queer frustration now gone, replaced with her typical stony disinterest.
I ask her, “What was that you said about my psychological state?”
“You will further perturb your own psychological state with high likelihood should you take actions of current precedence,” Ran repeats herself. There’s no more twitch in her expression, whatever caught her before is gone now. I’m stuck with the brick wall of a person once more.
“Explain,” I demand in return. My face tightens almost inexplicably with my desire.
“You are emotionally unstable and therefore have the possible recourse of further destabilizing your own mental wellbeing as well as your subject of study.”
I march away from the door and up to her, prodding a finger against her crossed arms, and challenge, “In detail, Ran. You’re not getting away with that half measure.”
Her gaze pierces me once more. It’s at least comprehensible this time. Not the oppressive aura from before. “Tanner Regis: active status log, spiritual/psychological. Heightened aggression, emotion based decision making, objective based fixations. Rudimentary conclusion: anxiety. Likely cause: failure of plans to support Kogasa Tatara. Is that sufficient detail?” she reports.
I level my gaze with hers, and paraphrase, “I’m afraid of failing? Is that what you’re getting at?”
“In overview, correct. You asked for detail, however.”
“Ran, everybody’s afraid to screw up,” I argue. “How exactly does that mean I’m going to screw up more?”
“Not every human treats the presence of failure the same,” Ran warns, her eyes narrowing to needles. “You should listen to a Youkai explain how you fear a concept.”
… She’s right. I already knew she was right, but I can’t let it stop me, either. Failure is one of the few things that can shake my mind, tempered by cynicism and reality as it is. Letting it overtake me is something I’m always cautious of, but for Ran to point it out feels like someone trespassing on my home.
“What did you mean when you said I’ll ‘further perturb’ Kogasa?” I decide to move on. She can have the last word on that last point, but I need to know about the matter at hand.
“Whether due to poor fortunes or circumstantial happenings, failure has occurred,” Ran determines. “It is no secret that these were your decisions. Should you continue to make decisions in attempts of supporting her wellbeing they will only lead to further turmoil. This is in part from you making poorer decisions in desperation of success, and in other part as Tatara further doubts the success of any activity she may partake in.”
“A self fulfilling prophecy in your eyes?”
“A far away exaggeration. It is only logical that such events would take place given the information present currently,” Ran deflects.
“Then I guess the biggest question is… what the hell should I do differently, in your eyes?”
She pauses. Her eyes shift away from me for an instant but quickly return with certainty as she suggests, “Leave. There is no wellness to be gained in this scenario. Any good faith nurtured would be short term and not the long terms solutions you seek to implement for Tatara.”
“Is that your evaluation… or is that your opinion?” I point at her odd word choice. ‘Good faith’ isn’t something I thought I’d hear from this amalgam of a woman, fox, and computer.
No answer. Or probably refusal to answer. Not surprising, honestly.
“Sad people aren’t always sad! There’s mine!” Cirno declares from by the door, a confident grin striking her face. “If I un-sad her you two won’t have anything to be so mad about.”
With her statement of intent made, the little miscreant throws the door open and hops inside.
I’m quick to follow her to the entry, but glance back to Ran to say, “C’mon, you should come in, too. I think I’ll be here for a while.”
Ran’s nonplussed, debating, “Would you truly desire my presence with the scrutiny you’ve displayed up to this point?”
“Yes,” I ignore her point about ignoring her point, “now come on. Let’s see if we can try to do something right.”
I walk in, leaving the door ajar for Ran to follow after she finishes rolling her eyes and sighing. The front living room looks to be untouched aside from the presence of Kogasa’s umbrella and a certain antsy fairy trying the door to the smithy. I look behind me to the front door. Sure enough, the sliding channel is missing its blocker stick.
“Cirno, I don’t think you’re getting that door without forcing it,” I tell the munchkin as she puts a leg against the door frame for leverage.
She slips off the door, taking a couple steps to balance and saying, “But I wanna get in! I can’t cheer her up if I can’t get in!”
Dare I ask? “Cirno, what were you going to do to cheer her up, exactly?”
“Uh…” Cirno falters, eyes widening. I guess she didn’t have any clue herself. She was just running on instinct. She looks down, some consternation present on her face.
I stop her from saying anything about it, commenting, “You don’t need to apologize. It’s good enough that you want to help so badly.”
Her expression wraps in on itself a bit. I’d hazard to say she’s not particularly placated with my empty thanks, but she gets that there’s no reason to complain. I’m not sure why she’s sticking around, much less why she wants to help. Maybe she’s just as nosy as I am.
I hear Ran step in and shut the door behind me. She makes no comment on it so I’ll take that as a good sign for now. Now that we’re gathered back up, I think it’s time to see where things stand. I approach the locked door and knock. The umbrella looks up to me, or I imagine it does by the way the tongue moves.
“Kogasa, can you come out so we can talk?”
No response.
“Could you let us in, then?”
Still nothing.
I turn to my companion and ask, “She’s in there, right?”
“Indeed,” Ran claims. “Tatara would not leave without the umbrella. Consider it a way to detect her presence without magic.”
“Meaning you stuck a paper doll to her at some point?” I poke at her words.
“Of course.”
Figures.
“Well, we aren’t gonna be getting anywhere if I can’t even see you,” I concede. Instead of spouting off with this or that, I sit down on the tatami.
Ran takes note of this and questions, “What are you doing, Regis?”
“Sitting. Not much else to do right now. Plus my back has been sore all day.”
“You have shown no signs of such earlier today,” Ran points out, some skepticism appearing on her brow. “Do you plan to sit until Tatara speaks or exits?”
“Yeah, either or,” I confirm. “She’s not in trouble or anything. I just need to stick around.”
It’s possible that she could do something bad. Like, really bad. But I keep the thought to myself. No need to will it into existence.
I slide over to the table in the center of the room, resting my elbows on it.
“Regis, refrain from dragging weight over tatami, it damages the surface,” Ran nags as she positions herself to the side of the front door..
“Ah, sorry,” I apologize, checking that the mats aren’t frayed at the edges I crossed over.
Cirno moves adjacent of me, laying on the tatami with a blank stare to the ceiling. Is she perplexed I’m not doing anything? She wouldn’t be the only one. I’m just as confused I’m not trying to force the door right now. I guess Ran’s words had their desired effect.
We keep our positions for a while, nobody really doing anything. It feels like an eternity that we’re there doing nothing. What breaks the silence is a rustle of movement from inside the smithy. I hear footfall across the dirty floor. It’s nearly silent, attempting to sneak about without our notice. A few seconds after it starts, a knock comes from the inside of the door.
Kogasa didn’t come out, but she did signal us for a reason. That reason is probably…
“Would you like to talk now, Kogasa?” I interpret.
No response.
Just when I think she’s gone quiet again I can hear a weak sound of affirmation. It’s already evening, so there’s no background noise, but even then I almost miss it. I get up to try the door. Still no luck. I can’t contain a sigh with how estranged I feel. Things started out so well with Kogasa, how did it get to this point? It’s even worse than yesterday.
“Alright, Kogasa,” I start, “you don’t need to open the door or say anything again. Just… hear me out, I guess. Didn’t do you any good yesterday, but I’m not good for much but talking.”
…
Man, what the hell do I say here? Is there a right thing to say? Fuck, Ran’s right, I’m gonna make things so much worse no matter what I do. A trip to Hina sounds better by the second, even if just to get a concussion through some nonsense and forget today.
“You know Kogasa… Raiko said something after your fight.” I pause, really thinking about what I tell her next. “It… honestly… I don’t think it matters. I mean, it’s important, but it doesn’t truly matter to you. Who you are, what you are, you’re you.”
“… Please go…” I hear meekly spoken through the door.
“No, Kogasa, listen,” I try not to sound flustered or unsure despite how much I really am. “I think I was wrong about today. You have friends. I was up my own ass thinking that you needed somebody to be close to, but there’s plenty of people you could always go to, from the looks of it.”
I pause in case she still tells me to leave. I’ve said what I really needed to, I don’t think there’s anything else I can do.
I remember one little thing, though. “… Ah, I guess I’m included in those friends, actually. For whatever that’s worth.”
A sniff somewhere between amusement and sinus clearing sounds out. There’s no sound of the wooden rod moving from the door, so I guess she isn’t ready to come out yet. I sit back down at the table, casting an eye over to Ran. She doesn’t say anything, nor does she appear to want to. She simply observes with a flat face.
“How am I doing, Ran?” I tempt.
She remains tight lipped. Not spitefully, but that may be something I haven’t figured out how to pick up on.
Over the next hour or so we continue sitting around. Cirno eventually gets bored and realizes that there’s nothing for her to really act on, so she leaves. I thank her for drive to help, and wish her luck in usurping Clownpiece from whatever their equivalent of a throne is.
I myself stay seated, and so Ran stays stationed where she is. I fall asleep at the table some point into the night, but when I wake nothing seems to have changed. Kogasa is locked up in her smithy, Ran is by the door, and the umbrella sits in a corner wanting to join its human-bodied counterpart. Not necessarily a separate half or disconnected part, as Raiko pointed out.
“Kogasa, are you awake?” I call out, making sure that I’m well heard through the wall.
Though muffled, I distinctly hear a, “Mm,” call back.
I decide it might be a good time to bring this up, before the topic may get sidelined, “Do you want to know what Raiko said after your fight? I mentioned it but it’s really your choice to know the details.
A long pause follows. She doesn’t fall back into silence, but she also doesn’t reply. Instead, I hear something move from the door frame, followed by the sliding door itself moving aside. Kogasa exits the dark room, looking messy as all hell but no worse for wear after yesterday. Her top is still scorched off around her stomach, waiting for her to change or the cloth to heal or whatever the hell Youkai do for clothes. She pays no mind to her appearance, instead walking to the seat across from mine.
When doing so, the umbrella hops along after her. She plants down, tossing her geta to the front door. Her red and blue eyes drill into me expectantly.
“So is that a yes or a no? I can’t read minds,” I quip.
She heaves a breath out and replies, “I was thinking about what you said. I think you’re right. I don’t feel like you were wrong anywhere, but I guess you were? It’s all so confusing,” she adds, glancing to the side with defeat in her eyes. She shakes herself out of it to finish, “No, but, my answer is no.”
“As you wish,” I state.
She seems taken aback by what I said responding, “That’ it?”
“Of course that’s it. I said it doesn’t matter and you agreed. There’s no reason I should be talking about it any more than you want to,” I reason. “Ran, what do you think?”
Ran flinches at being brought to focus, and quickly inputs, “In chance of being misinterpreted, an adage that Regis may use: If it ain’t broke, don’t fix it.”
“Oh by the gods,” I lilt. “I didn’t even think it was physically possible for you to say the word ‘ain’t.’”
“Do not expect such colloquialisms often,” Ran jokes back.
“I…” Kogasa stammers, “It all just feels so weird. Ignoring everything like it never happened?”
“Regis suggests shelving your complications for now. He does not mean forever,” Ran backs up.
“Exactly,” I coincide. “We don’t need to force the issue, but if you ever feel like you need to know I could attempt to help again…”
I pause, wondering if maybe I’m sounding wishy-washy about the whole ordeal.
“Well, let’s not think to hard about it right now,” I deflect my skittish paranoia. “Now, why don’t we hound down somebody like Kyouko, or maybe annoy Sekibanki more. It would do us good to chat with them for more than a few moments.”
My change in topic is killed by a knock at the front door. I glance up to Ran who looks knowingly at the entry but says no words of warning. I look back over to Kogasa, her face obviously mixed with the prospect of answering the visitor, and wave her forwards.
I state in my defense, “I probably shouldn’t answer your door for you.”
She throws me quite the grimace, like she was taking bitter medicine, and gets up from the table. The umbrella hops in tandem with her footfall as she slips a hand around the door.
Sliding it open, she and Raiko come face to face again, eliciting a baffled, “Ah,” from the two.
[Please wait warmly for tsukumogami (plural?) to stir from stupor…]
I'll admit, I do like the meek, demure, characterization Kogasa has here, even if it's just us seeing a more vulnerable part of her.
Makes one wanna hug and pat her.
How is ruining Kogasa's week going? It's been a while since I checked in on this story.
>>44291
We're at 'Our AI assistant is telling us we're making a fool of ourselves', so.
I genuinely adore the way Ran is characterized here.
Excellent work as usual boss!
[… Continued]
Everyone freezes. Time kinda went by in a blur after Raiko put a bolt of lightning straight through Kogasa’s stomach, it really didn’t feel like she left at all. But to come straight to Kogasa’s house, however the hell she knows where it is, seems like a touch too much.
I start to get up in a fit, clamoring, “Oh you piece of–“
In tandem, Raiko looks behind Kogasa. Her face blanches and she raises her hands to defend, “Now, wait, hold on, I–“
“BWAAH!” Kogasa nearly screams. The suddenness causes everyone present to jump, and then stop dead in our tracks. Even Ran seems perturbed by the volume I’m only halfway to standing, feeling the pressure on my knees bring me back down. Raiko as well, standing right in front of the source, recoils in surprise.
“Wha–“ Raiko starts, only just regaining some composure. “What was that about?”
Kogasa stares back blankly for a moment until she realizes she was in fact the one that caused the disturbance. She jumps a bit finding an answer, and stutters, “Uh, right, yeah, that was to uh… make things not get out of hand?”
“Why are you asking? You’re the one that did it,” Raiko points out.
Kogasa fidgets about and bashfully replies, “Yeah, I did, huh? I guess I just wanted to surprise you… ehehe…”
She giggles to herself. Is her way of diffusing whatever could have happened? I think she’s succeeded, if so. I at least don’t want to put a foot up Raiko’s ass for the moment. Raiko seems to have ignored my presence, too. Or perhaps ignored for as much as she can before she does something to set me ablaze.
“The hell are you doing here?” I question, holding back harsh words at the tip of my tongue.
Raiko narrows her eyes at me, biting back, “I’m sorry, I didn’t realize I was the only one thinking about how you asked me to be friends with this girl here. Really fooled me, yelling it at my back and all that as I was walking away.”
I take such pricks as a challenge, and return, “Oh, I guess I wasn’t really expecting it, given how harshly you injured her.”
She clicks her tongue and crosses her arms to scorn, “Bastard.”
“Wretch.”
Kogasa stands between our wrathful gazes, flitting about in concern. A familiar visual, though it begs to question how much I defend the girl, much more why. Not that it would get me to stop doing so.
The umbrella girl gets between Raiko and I, trying to dissuade our turmoil to what little effect she can. Not a moment ago she had to surprise us to stop things from getting out of hand. I don’t like it, but I’ll relent if she so wants. I lean back, trying to relax my posture from its aggressive crook. Ran seems satisfied to not move, not that satisfaction ever takes shape on her lips.
Raiko grits a scowl my way then reclaims her charming moxie as she says, “Are you feeling better today, girl? I had my reasons to hurt you but knew it wouldn’t keep you down.”
“That sounds like something Reimu would say,” Kogasa comments.
Raiko puts knuckles to her chin as she inflects, “Yeah I guess the shrine maiden would say something like that. Guess that ain’t the worst.”
“It is far from satisfactory, however,” Ran chimes in from the side.
Raiko glances to Kogasa’s opposing side, seeming to only just notice Ran’s presence, and chuckles, “Well, ain’t that that truth! … Now, seriously, girl, sorry for… you know, hitting you with something real dangerous and all.” She averts her eyes at that last bit. I suppose she does understand the terrible thing she’d done, to some extent.
Kogasa pops her head up a little at Raiko’s change in tone, awkwardly mumbling, “Oh, uhh… you’re forgiven? I’m not really the type to hold grudges these days.” She laughs to try and keep the mood lighter, but it comes out stiff and stunted for that purpose.
Raiko smiles back at the attempt. “You’re way too nice, you know that?”
“She does,” I cut in, “and you’d better not let her go to waste.”
Raiko rounds on me once more, “The hell’s your problem? You can’t just go acting like her father, you freak.”
“I’m not. I’m an overly concerned bystander, and I think I’m very much in the right to do so.”
“Debatable,” Ran inserts.
“Not helping,” I grouse. “And even if I don’t have perfect reasons to act like I do, you hardly had perfect reasons to hurt Kogasa.”
Raiko rises to my provocation, “Oh I think learning that this girl isn’t a tsukumogami was enough reason and a half!”
“I’m not a tsukumogami?” Kogasa’s voice suggests a myriad emotions.
Among the ones I could glean are confusion, disbelief, fear. Estranged would maybe be a close conjunction.
Raiko, eyes plastered in my direction, shifts with dread back to Kogasa. If her face is mirroring Kogasa’s then I’m thankful I don’t have to see the girl so lost. Suffice to say, I’m glad I don’t have to stare her down like Raiko is. Not even my thick heart would withstand such a blow.
The room’s quiet. There’s hardly even woodland creatures so close to the village to fill the silence, and too early in the morning to hear the villagers at the start of their fields.
“He didn’t tell you?” Raiko whispers to break the silence.
“… No, I didn’t,” I offload my grievances. “She’s troubled by a lot of things, and I didn’t think that it needed to be added to the pile. Or, Ran made me rethink that it needed to be.”
Raiko eyes me incredulously. It’s a look commonly meant for a desire to curse someone and their descendants, but being so taken aback that doing so isn’t even worth the effort. I… may have seen it a time or two in the American education system… from all age groups.
“Well… uhhhh…” Raiko stalls out. There’s no poise for her grasp at, caught unawares as she was. Still, she ventures on, “Would you like to hear about it?”
“I… well I…” Kogasa stammers in an urge to communicate a coherent thought. “I dunno.”
“You do not know if you wish to know?” Ran attempts to parse.
“No, I mean… maybe? Mister Tanner said it doesn’t really matter, and I think so too… but…”
“You want to know despite that?” I try to finish her thought.
We wait a second to see if Kogasa denies the assertion. It doesn’t happen.
“Is that weird?” Kogasa worries.
“It is illogical,” Ran states.
“It’s totally normal,” I opine.
We break from the back and forth.
What an unhelpful conversation this is. At this point I wonder if I should have broken the news to her just to get it out of the way. Ripping the bandage and all that.
… No. No, that’s not the right way to treat it, I should remind myself. That’s me avoiding the trouble of legitimately trying to keep this girl emotionally stable. Being both nosy and self-serving is the makings of someone real bad.
“Well, if you’re not sure, maybe I really shouldn’t. Your pops is already plenty mad as it is,” Raiko tries to delay the issue, nervous eyes searching for her opportunity to flee.
Kogasa entraps the woman, snatching her hand and staring her down. “I-I want to know. It won’t mean anything, but I want to know!”
Raiko tousles her red hair with frustration. She gives into Kogasa’s decision, and groans, “Well, it’s shorter than you think. I’m not really sure what it all means, either. Hell, I’m not sure if there’s anyone that would know something like this…”
“Huh?”
“Oh, sorry, never mind, let me skip to the point,” Raiko catches herself. “So I know tsukumogami. Am one. Found a way to stay one. Even helped another couple idiots stick around, too. I also got a good feeling about what isn’t a tsukumogami, seeing as I live with those Prismriver sisters. And no, I see it on your face, they’re not tsukumogami. They’re ghosts or some nonsense.”
“Some nonsense?” I catch. “You don’t know who you’re rooming with?”
“Don’t need to. Besides, it’s not like I care much for who’s what, I just happen to know a thing or two about tsukumogami. You, Kogasa, ain’t one. But, that doesn’t mean you’ve got nothing to do with the umbrella there,” she pauses, pointing at the umbrella keeping to itself in an adjacent corner.
It, with it’s unmoving felt eye, stays as still as an object can be, acting like it isn’t now the center of the conversation. Well, the focal point, more like. It’s not very talkative. Though…
“Kogasa, do you actually communicate with the umbrella at all?” I ask.
“No? I thought I told you yesterday, or the day before?” she tries to recall. “I can feel the umbrella’s mood, but don’t really have any idea what’s going through its head. Tip? Shaft? It’s weird to not think of it as a part of me…”
“Wait, so why didn’t you just ask her about that, Raiko? Obviously she’s separate if she doesn’t know what the umbrella is doing!” I follow through the logic.
“Well, that is… ahh, how to put?” Raiko flits the side of her hair, clearly having trouble wording the more abstract concepts we need to weed from her.
“You wish to describe the nature of Youkai signatures in magic detection, correct?” Ran offers.
“Sure..? I’m not sure we’re thinking about the same thing, but you’d probably have an easier time either way.”
Ran describes, “In succinct terms, Youkai give off a form of magical signature, detectable to those with a sense of magical energies. Individuals with high enough senses can identify objects, peoples, isolated spirits, or loose energy in condensed cluster. This is further deliberated to identifying specific categories of each, such as spirits being delineated to ghosts and phantoms.”
“Those are different?” I insert.
“Yes, do not interrupt. The highest level of detection is specific instances of all categories being identifiable to an individual. Something Horikawa seems to be capable of.”
“Oh, is that how it works?” Raiko wonders. “Always figured everyone could do that.”
Not very clarifying of an explanation… knowing my partner, though… I think through my wording before I ask, “Can you give me an analogy using another of the five senses, like sight?”
Ran seems to take a moment processing the request, before printing, “The lowest level would be equivalent to blindness, the highest level would be equivalent to human face recognition.”
I nod, getting some semblance of how strange this is now. “That specific, huh? So Kogasa and the umbrella have the same ‘face’ from what you two were saying before.”
“Guess so, yeah,” Raiko defers all explanation or description. Does she realize how much that annoys me? Surely she does. She continues with a confident grin, not unlike a certain fairy’s, “Anyway, they’re the same but different. Different bodies, basically the same spirit. Weird stuff.”
“Note that it is not a shared spirit,” Ran corrects.
“What she said.”
Kogasa looks about curiously, trying to take in all the information before drawing the conclusion, “So… I’m not the umbrella. Then what am I?” She points to herself, waiting for one of us to give her the answer.
The two experts seem to get cold feet, so I chime in, “They don’t want to say it, but I don’t think we have any freaking idea. Some god might. Maybe.”
“Doubtful,” Ran interjects.
“Seriously, are you still mad?”
“Not at all.” So she was mad before.
“Hey, no comedy dynamics,” Raiko calls us out. “But girl, listen, I don’t know why, but you probably want to keep that umbrella with you. If it wants to stick with you, then it must get the same feeling. I ain’t got answers for you, they don’t either. But maybe you’ll just make up your own.”
“That’s not exactly inspiring,” I denounce.
“Alright, then say something better, mister sophisticated.”
“Sure,” I take on the demand. Scratching my chin, I think through the words by saying them, “You don’t always… no… Not everything in life needs to shape you? Hm. Not everything in life needs to have an answer, nor does it need to be acted on. Whether you know it or not, have answers or not, you’ll always be the same person or better for trying to understand something.”
“Booo!” Raiko jeers. “That wasn’t any better! Who are you trying to inspire, someone older than you?”
“Oh shut up, you whippersnapper,” I play along.
A small giggle sounds off. Kogasa seems to have found some amusement in all of our quarreling. It’s pleasant to hear, that natural trill I haven’t heard in a hot second. Raiko as well seems to soften up at the sound.
I think it may be for the best to propose something different, and so I tell them, “You know what, you two should go off and about. Show me that I won’t find a charred pile of Kogasa by the end of the day, Raiko.”
Raiko smirks mischievously and rags, “Oh, I’ll find a way to sashimi the girl, then! C’mon, show me what you do with your free time!”
She hooks an arm around Kogasa’s neck, a couple of her drum platforms making an appearance from above the shack. The umbrella bounces along after them, hopping into Kogasa’s trailing hand. She takes firm grip of the thing as she’s swept up by the drum. Without further ceremony, Kogasa waves back to us, smiling and bidding, “See ‘ya, mister Tanner!”
A few moments pass as we hear Raiko’s laughs and boasts echo into the distance. When they’re gone, Ran looks to me and queries, “Do you believe that was the optimal choice?”
“I don’t believe in optimal choices, Ran,” I counter. I rub a finger on the table, reconsidering my confidence, and double back, “I might not really make them in the first place, even they’re there.”
“Anxiety transferring into depression when a low activity situation presents itself,” Ran analyzes.
“Oh, fuck off and let me be sad about my failures,” I bicker. “Still don’t feel like I’m even doing the job I’m being paid for. Not even stating the quality of my work…”
“Specimen ecological and cultural surveyor. The study of people and people-like entities. You have not been divergent… wholly… of the primary objectives,” Ran… comforts? Hard to tell.
What I can tell, though, “The hell is that ridiculous title? No way you didn’t just make that up. The first papers said Youkai and related beings researcher, not whatever the hell you just said.”
“Not satisfactory?”
“More like I sound like the bad guy. Doesn’t help that I feel like one. Didn’t really solve anything. Failed pretty hard these last few days. Still doesn’t even feel like my fault but I still hold the responsibility,” I grunt. A long breath, and a tingling feeling. A cold one.
“The madness of Youkai is not for mortal men.”
“… Yukari said that, didn’t she?”
“Should it amuse you, Chen has regrettably taken to calling such aphorisms ‘Yukari-isms.’”
I let out an amused snort, despite myself. “You’re right, that is funny. Doesn’t make me feel much better, but what can you do?”
I shamble to my feet, my legs having long fell asleep, and walk to the door.
I glance at my partner, “I think it best if we leave Kogasa to her own devices, don’t you, Ran?”
“Very agreeable.”
First, sidestory, anybody?
[x] Yea
[A] Shrooms...
[II] Mis-assignment...
[3] The red folder…
[x] Nay! Get on with the story!
And secondly, a bit of a break from the flow to say once again thanks for joining along! I felt like there was some ups and downs this chapter, but there was some intent behind this chapter to also sort of feel that way. So long as it wasn’t boring to get through, I’d say I’m happy with how this turned out. Of course, I would have been happier if I was not crushing Kogasa’s soul with some medieval torture device for the majority of it, but I might have a habit of bringing characters pain… I don’t know what that says about my mental state.
For the next chapter, though, I need to be frank, I do not have a solid plan of what I want to do nor do I think it will be thematically in line with the rest of the story. Mostly. That said, I will go through with it on your decisions, just know it might be campy, and quite possibly self serving for entertainment (not that I don’t do so already).
Whether you voted Yea or Nay, vote:
[x] Skip the next chapter, keep the story tight!
[x] Write the next chapter, the crazy train doesn’t stop!
Shrooms is probably Forest-related, but there's a lot that could happen there and a fair amount of characters there too. The other two I have zero clue on, but the red folder sounds familiar? Am I crazy?
[x] Yea
-[x] The red folder...
This story doesn't necessarily seem to focus on an overarching plot (though I am excited for Hell/Hecatia shenannies, if that is indeed the endgame) and I'm all for various takes on as many characters as possible, so if the author is willing:
[x] Write the next chapter, the crazy train doesn't stop!
Also, well done as usual on the chapter! It feels ever-so-slightly sudden and vague, but considering our apparent repeat failures seems to be both intentional and fair on your part. Hopefully Kogasa will have experienced an emotional "net gain" the next time we see her, the poor+ strange creacher needs it.
[x] Yea
-[II] Mis-assignment...
[x] Write the next chapter, the crazy train doesn’t stop!
[x] Yea
-[x] The red folder...
[x] Write the next chapter, the crazy train doesn't stop!
oh! the chapter is over. hopefully our choices didn't cut it short.
this is a little interesting because in the presentation, Tanner says that Kogasa is a Tsukumogami but here its revealed that she isn't, but exactly what has been left in the air...so I guess we have some room here to stray from the origional presentations.
[x] Yea
[A] Shrooms...
Marisa side-story? if so I am up for it!
as for the next chapter, a bit of campy sounds good after the last two chapters. Alternatively there's also some of the interactions with the Grassroots Youkai network that could go that doesn't focus on Wakasagihime. (Namely Kagerou.) that could go more into that. (though I would prefer the campy palette cleanser.)
the alternative would be to jump to Aya... who I like... though from the presentation it seems like Tanner does not... hm.
[x] Write the next chapter, the crazy train doesn’t stop!
[x] Write the next chapter, the crazy train doesn’t stop!
[II] Mis-assignment...
I have a lot of thoughts I want to say about the recent chapter, but I'll save them for when I'm not feeling tired. For now, God I wish I knew who was meant to be who. I hope the red folder isn't heka, or I'll be so sad.
[[x] Yea
-[x] The red folder...
Chosen just because I have a red folder myself.
x] Write the next chapter, the crazy train doesn’t stop
Let's see what you cook up
[x] Yea
-[3] The red folder…
State: Kogasa Tatara observation: Day 5
Time: 5:16 PM, Evening
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Still no luck. I keep trying to hound down Kazegou during his evening drinks, but he may be avoiding going out altogether. While I think it’s ridiculous how hard it is to find him, I suppose if he has it out for a werewolf stealth isn’t something you’d skimp on.
Ugh, I just want to god damn talk to him. I hope I can at some point, tell him I don’t want to get myself mixed up with his family affairs. Keeping hands off seems to be the right answer on occasion, after all. Kogasa already seems to have perked back up, rebounding harder than a spring after I laid off her case. Still disappointed in myself for only making things hard on the girl…
I shuffle my feet to the door home. I check my watch, 5:18. I just realized but my watch is probably off a bit. It always had a bit of drift to it, but that doesn’t really matter out here. People live much more by the hour instead of minute in Gensokyo. Funny enough, schedules still seem pretty static. I’m pretty sure Keine preps dinner around this exact time every day.
I slide open the door, and to my surprise Keine is sitting at the front table, reading through some papers with a grin. Her hat is upon its throne, and the door to the kitchen has been left open. A faint smell of miso drifts through, but it’s so light it must have been some time since the stove was going. She appears to have settled in to the spot more than usual, like she’s taking the time to look through the papers out of leisure. Well, by her smile it is leisure.
As I slip off my shoes I comment my arrival with, “What’s got you so giddy while I was out?”
She looks up from what she’s reading, brushing aside a bit of hair from her face, and lets out an amused sniff. “Oh, just something of yours,” she replies before going right back to reading.
Something of mine? As in, something I wrote in those papers? I didn’t think any of my current draft for Kogasa was all that funny. I step over to the side of the table to see what has her so enthralled. I pause when spotting a red string next to the stack. No…
“Did you… go through my things?” I question.
She looks back up to me and follows my eyes down to the string, a mischievous grin spreading across her face as she plays off, “My, I only thought to clean up the house a bit, seeing as you don’t contribute to it. When I got to your room, there were so many papers strewn about that I decided to organize. I couldn’t help but notice this little loose string coming from your desk, though. A loose stack of tied into a neat bundle, hidden under other old drafts. You certainly know how to invite someone’s attention.”
That was meant in no way, shape, or form to invite attention. Shit, I didn’t put it back right. The hell is wrong with me?!
“’-And so I believe the fairy may not have anything to do with ice as her direct nature-,’” Keine quotes, sending me into panic as I try to snatch the paper from her hands.
She deftly flits the paper away from my hand while catching my arm with her elbow, carrying my momentum forwards. I keel over across the papers and her dress as she continues in dramatic delivery, “’No, indeed her nature must be connected to more broader concepts of nature, something that could explain her individuality from other fairies and why she holds no peers.’”
“Please stop reading it,” I beg, a burning sensation spreading down from my ears.
“’Of the candidates I could consider, especially that other residents of this place called Gensokyo may not, there is entropy, the vacuum of space, or even absolute zero Kelvin.’”
“Aah…” I moan, covering my face.
Keine pats my back, comforting, “You put so much thought into this! It’s nice to see you wanted to impress Akyuu with your first work, even if you acted like you didn’t want to. These theories here are so interesting, I couldn’t even fathom some of what you’re proposing.”
“Please stop…” I draw out, “those are all rejected speculations I made.”
Keine giggles, “Why would you keep rejected ideas? These are interesting enough to publish.”
“No they’re not. They’re just mad ravings I made to try and engage my thoughts with what I was writing. Why the hell would Cirno be a fairy of the vacuum of space?” I whine.
“You make quite the case for it here,” Keine counters. “You also go so into detail about this entropy concept. Is this part of those sciences you told me about?”
“Well… yeah… I don’t actually remember a lot of the details, but I grabbed an old textbook out of Suzunaan. Chemistry was never my strong suit.”
She helps me up off her lap and around the papers, sitting me at the side of the table. Her smile is radiant, interest coinciding with curiosity belying a desire to hear me let out some of my inner thoughts. Something I really seldom do without direct reason or intent.
“I would love for you to tell me more about these things,” Keine requests as I suspected.
She starts with Cirno, asking more about my musings of Cirno as a fairy of entropy. “So what caused you to disagree with the conclusion that Cirno is an ice fairy? Her appearance is highly indicative of it.”
I avoid eye contact as I’m forced to explain, “She looks that way, but her powers are a little weirder than just summoning ice. Making things cold is strange with science. Basically entropy wants to make everything warm but Cirno making things cold would mean that she is some kind of opposite. It’s supposed to be a natural impossibility, but… there’s a lot of that in Gensokyo…” I throw up my hands at how loose of an explanation that is, much like the theory itself.
“Ohh.” Keine chimes. “So you think she’s the only one of her kind because that concept is present everywhere?”
“I, uh, yeah..? I forgot I made a note like that.”
“You didn’t directly say it, but it was implied when you discussed fairies’ individual appearances with the different parts of nature. The fairies of light only being single fairies with no others like them really clued me in,” Keine excitedly resolves.
I hadn’t really thought of that. The fairies of light are pretty unique, but I thought there would at least be more sun or moon based fairies with how important those concepts are. It goes against my own assumption with Cirno, but that was more so because I was looking for an explanation as to why Cirno is the only lake fairy with ties to ice. That there aren’t any other ice based fairies only stood to further complicate the issue.
“Hang on, Keine,” I stop her from further hounding me, a moment of scrutiny manifesting, “why are you so interested in this? To me these are all ramblings that I don’t really take too seriously.”
Partially a lie.
She pauses, raising the lean that was so cantered to me, and inflects, “Have you ever said something that interested you and everyone around gave you a look like you were mad?” There’s a sharpness in her eyes. When she gets down to no nonsense it becomes more obvious, but the way she can scowl could outright kill a small animal. Worse yet, it stuns any man that should meet it.
I whip back to my senses and answer her question, “Sure, a time or two?”
Keine hops back at me with a knowing look, a fervor I’m not used to gleaming in her eyes. “I got that when I talked about my own studies, things that were very close to this. I see so much history, and while there’s many things that I could explain there are just as many things that I cannot,” she reminisces. “While I may be at odds with my nature the hakutaku does align with my desire to know. Why is that annoying ice fairy alone? Are the kappa and yamawaro an existential threat to Gensokyo by favoring technology? Does the magic forest have some reason that it doesn’t spread?”
“I don’t think I talked about that last one at all,” I point out.
“No, but you can see that there’s odd things that hold me. Even Akyuu tells me off for focusing on them. Surely you’ve heard her usual line by now?” she lilts at the assertion, hair swaying to and fro with far more animation than she usually has.
If we’re really on the same wavelength here… “Study only what you see and feel? Something like that? She words it more… her, though,” I blithe. Wait, are we complaining about our boss, now? When did this happen?
Keine nods affirmatively, and then mimics Akyuu’s courtly way of speaking as she says, “’You must only trust your senses alone. Anything that you may be told is not the same as what you yourself experience. Guesswork does not have the same merits as direct and incontestable evidence.’ Honestly, to take such a chiding tone with me, of all people!”
I can’t help but laugh. That certainly is Akyuu’s way of contesting people. She never outright states what she disagrees about unless it’s really serious.
Keine returns a smile, and continues, “Can you see why I enjoy these little notes of wild speculation that you don’t like?”
“Yeah, yeah, you got me. There’s a little flight of fancy that I get out of daydreaming some of these things,” I admit, relaxing my legs under the table properly. “Fair play’s in order, though, what was that about the forest of magic?”
Her eyes take on a spark as she strides through her speech, “Have you noticed that the forest only takes a very specific area of Gensokyo? I think that there’s some spell or catalyst that was left there a long time ago, something that escaped even the eye of history, and so it now sits there, festering.”
“Something so powerful that it’s been there for years on years? How would that not be worth keeping track of?” I counter, playing devil’s advocate to the lunacy.
“Why, because the person that caused it didn’t even know they did! That’s the only explanation I’ve ever come to!” Keine pontificates with a raised finger. Yes, that is the only way I could phrase such a gesture and sureness of voice.
We wile the time away on these half jokes, poking fun at each other with every theory that comes up. Sharing our own little red folders of thoughts that nobody else should ever see.
The kappa and yamawaro amassing military might after their technology and raw resource accumulation becomes to fine tuned. Legendary immortal killing weapons of other cultures never making their way to test against the Hourai cursed. Nonsense with the barrier changing the dominant gender and apparent age of Youkai. A plethora of taboo that would make even Hina blush were she here.
Of course, even the curse goddess isn’t off the table.
“What is a dirty bomb?” Keine asks the most dangerous question of the bunch.
Even I feel my feet go cold with my silence. Were it only literal that I might have an excuse.
Keine is understandably taken aback by this, considering we were hooting and hollering at how the crusty old Tenma himself ended up becoming a woman, just like the oni that were known to be notorious lechers. “Oh? It’s that far gone?” she ponders.
“It’s not so much bad… it’s more like it’s kind of a sour taste I still have from outside,” I attempt to deter her from going down this conversation.
She sobers up from our previous banter, the giddy in her eyes fading for the more practical cynicism as she assumes, “You’re worried Gensokyo could have the same problems as the outside world.”
“… I didn’t say anything like that…” I defend myself.
“Tanner…” Keine falters at my name. She puts a hand to my shoulder as I look away. “It’s all over these things you wrote. It’s natural to feel scared about the future. Being worried means you care. Don’t let it paralyze you, though, please? If you won’t hear such idle words from a friend then at least hear them from a renowned historian, yes?”
She still smiling, but… if I look carefully into her eyes, very carefully, I can see that she’s somewhat pained by her own words. Maybe reassuring herself as much as me, or more simply regretting that she soured the rhythm we had so easily.
I force a smile back, and though it might be obvious, I hope it helps uplift my own words as I say, “I’ll always try to keep your words in mind. Along with all of your other many pieces of advice, Keine. It might not seem like it, but I listen.”
“Despite being such a bad student,” she quietly jokes.
“Oh, the worst,” I couple. “Now, let’s work on food, yeah? I could tell something terrible distracted you.”
I get up from the table, offering a hand to the lady. She graciously accepts, carefully stepping around the scrawls and scribbles of a familiar maniac.
>>44931 how to scare the writer in one sentence. (This is a joke I very much look forward to praise/critique/bashing.)
State: Kogasa Tatara Observation: Lecture Day
Time: 2:13PM, Afternoon
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This could have gone better. All of this could have gone better. First I fail to help one girl and next I get emotional during a lecture. The hell is wrong with me this week? It’s all so frustrating.
I suppose I should just be thankful that Reimu didn’t actually show up for any real reason. I think my heart skipped a beat when she spoke up. Not that another mistake would have been anything new. Next I’ll fuck up my relationship with Ran or Keine, surely.
The way I’m shoving papers into my rucksack makes it all the more obvious that I’m off kilter. I force myself to slow down. I’m so hung up on what amounts to nothing. Kogasa is fine. Better than fine, she was telling me just how much she’s reaching out to her friends now for her troubles. Even Raiko ended up being someone she trusts, much to my disparage of the fickle drummer.
I guess in all reality I’m disappointed in me. I ended up doing less than nothing for her. Now I’m oscillating from depressed to agitated, unbefitting a man my age. Maybe it’s just been that long since I pointed the finger inward.
Something at the back of the classroom moves in my peripheral. Akyuu’s servant stands from the desk she was seated at. Everyone else filed out but Saki stuck around to finish her transcript. And given the pile of papers she’s grabbing she has the next assignment, as well. I look back down to my hands, now paused for the last few moments that I’ve exacerbated my misgivings for as trite as they are.
Saki sets the stack of papers next to me with a thud, a sort of chastisement purveying her usual distant attitude. “You got emotional,” Saki reproaches.
I can’t stifle an amused sniff. She was not the first person I’d expect to tell me off. “It was that obvious..?” I attempt to joke away. She looks unsatisfied with my poor levity. “Alright… so I was. What of it?”
“The transcript would have looked very different if I included all of your pauses,” she states, judgment clear in her tone. “What reason do you have to act so crestfallen?”
I won’t let such a taunt go unchallenged, “Is it a problem if I feel down because the beings of dreams and fantasy can get the same problems as regular humans? You know, like you and me? I should just brush it off like it doesn’t matter?”
“If it gets in the way of your work then yes,” she admonishes. “You didn’t even mention half of the key items that are in your report. Lady Akyuu has openly mentioned concern for your wellbeing after you submitted your work. Do you have any idea how reversed that statement is? Your behavior right now doesn’t only reflect on you, but everyone you work with.”
“Hold the hell up is this about you?”
“No this isn’t about me you fool, this is about you working as a hand of Lady Akyuu’s and presenting yourself like some sideshow!” Saki sinks her fangs deep with the final word. “Your mistakes are yours to make, but you shouldn’t show yourself to villagers like that.”
I let the words hang in the air, contemplating what kind of response I should even give.
“… You know what,” I quietly seethe, leaning in close to the woman, “you’re right. I’m so much of a fuck up that feeling miserable over it is also a fuck up. Now why don’t you leave me to feel miserable out of everyone’s sight, including yours and Akyuu’s?”
She stuffs a scowl before turning to grab her things and storm from the room.
On the one hand, I get her concerns, but on the other, she doesn’t have to come at me with that bullshit. Seriously, what is her deal? I need to ask Akyuu about it at some point. Just last week she was warning me to not hurt Kogasa and this week she turns around and tells me to grow a spine. I guess you shouldn’t always trust your coworkers at face value.
But that’s enough of me getting up in arms. At least I feel pissed off instead of depressed. That’s something I can direct into productive efforts. Such as…
This thin stack of papers I take in my hand. The name on the front is a little more relevant than I expected due to my last escapade. It says Wakasagihime, the mermaid, on the front. Hime. That should be the word for princess in Japanese. I also heard Kagerou directly state it without translation. So it’s considered a part of her name by the barrier? Seriously that thing picks and chooses however it sees fit.
But more importantly, this stack of papers is only about as much as a single newspaper. There’s actual newspaper articles scattered in there, sure, but it looks to be in ratio with my usual sources. There’s just less overall. That’s curious. Maybe Keine knows something.
I file the papers into my rucksack and close up the classroom for the day. As I exit the building a mass of fur greets me.
“Standing guard, Ran?” I question the fox’s tails.
She swings around, stepping away as to not sweep me aside, and notes, “Your voice indicates some level of antagonism. Has something occurred outside of observation?”
“No, it was just Akyuu’s servant getting too hot headed. Asshole wants to impress Akyuu by making sure I’m doing my job or some other excuse,” I spit off to my side, still feeling pretty fiery myself.
“Understood. Have you received the next task?”
“...Yes…” I pause, taking notice of something odd. “Ran, were you not watching me in the lecture room like you do everywhere else? Hell, I’m pretty sure you watch me sleep.”
“Correct,” Ran has no qualms admitting. “This was a precautionary measure to not draw ire from the shrine maiden. The Hakurei would hardly tolerate Youkai presence at a gathering of villagers, regardless of subject topic. As an aside, it is more noteworthy that Kogasa Tatara did not appear for her own discourse.”
I start walking to the next building over, Keine’s home, commenting, “Something that actually piqued your interest, Ran? I don’t get to hear much idle thoughts from you, you know.”
“And it is best left that way,” Ran counters. “You have yet you reply to the previous question.”
I continue in turn as I open the front door, “And that was… oh, yeah, Wakasagihime. She’s the next person we’re interviewing.”
I get my shoes off and shuffle to the front table, getting the papers out for review.
Ran stations herself to an adjacent corner, and as I’m tearing through what little source material I currently have remarks, “It will be difficult to perform an on field ecological study of an underwater inhabitant.”
“Ran, she’s not a literal fish, we can talk to her,” I poke back.
“And this would be sufficient for the information you require?”
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“Alright, you win that point. So if you’re pointing out the problem you have some way to solve it, right?” I press back.
“…” Ran holds her tongue for a moment, seeming to resent her next word of, “No.”
“No?” I find myself stunned by the response. “You can’t do anything with one of your talisman spells?”
“There are limits to a talisman’s capabilities.”
I stare back at my partner, outright flabbergasted. “You fly through the air, spy on people remotely, can breathe noxious air, can tear holes in space and time, but breathing underwater is where the line is drawn?”
“Do recall that I am–“
“Weakened,” we finish in unison.
“Right, right. I guess that does come up once in a blue moon,” I grunt, shaking my head at the absurdity of it all. “You really go out of the way to make sure it doesn’t come up, huh?”
“Certainly,” Ran assents the compliment, and if I knew her less I’d say she was hiding a bit of smugness with it.
“We’ll come back to that issue if and when we need to. For now, let me just find out what I can from this. Hopefully if Saki is worried about my performance she actually gave me everything I gods damn need.”
Or so I say… but there’s so little here I don’t think I could blame that woman for any foul play. There seems to be extremely little known about that mermaid. Funny that’s the case for a creature that spans across cultures. I mean, I thought almost every coastal culture has their own version of fish people, and yet there’s so little interest in the only one of Gensokyo.
Akyuu barely wrote anything, maybe running out of time to schedule an interview or having trouble doing it in the first place. I think I can feel out when she’s phoning things in, and boy did she do a pretty poor job of it here.
“Ran, do you know why Akyuu didn’t interview Wakasagihime? Actually, thinking about it, there’s quite a few people she’s never written about.”
Ran calculates the exact answer that I don’t care to hear and printing, “Hieda no Akyuu has become engrossed in both village politics and her own reincarnation ritual in recent years.”
I puff a bit from the side of my mouth, a little wide-eyed that even the minimal amount of bureaucracy in the village can sidetrack somebody like Akyuu for so long. “Alright, guess I’ll just have to do pretty much everything from scratch on this one.”
I begin brainstorming ways that I might be able to conduct something more thorough with Wakasagihime, shooting ideas with Ran for each to be cut down pretty quickly. As I’m really starting to get to the end of my rope Keine returns home. Seems she excused herself to do some shopping after Reimu showed up at the lecture. I mean, fair enough. Not like much trouble is bound to happen when the shrine maiden is around.
She sorts her haul into the kitchen before I flag her over to the table.
As she sits down she asks, “Miss Ran is still here? It must be a difficult task you’ve been given if that’s the case.”
“Yeah, you could say that again…” I scratch a bit at my scruff when admitting. “What do you know about the mermaid Wakasagihime. Or, just Wakasagihime, I guess. She’s the only mermaid around.”
“The mermaid…” Keine breathes. She stops, knuckling her lips in thought. “You may not like what I’m about to say…”
Uh oh.
She steeples a couple of fingers in clasped hands and starts, “If a tree falls in a forest and no one is around, does it make a sound?”
“Yes..?” I answer, scared of where she’s going with this. “Sound comes from vibrating sound waves, so the tree hitting the ground would cause sound whether someone’s there or not.”
“Correct, by your scientific approach,” Keine pivots. “By the perspective of history, however, the tree never fell until someone finds it. Then they’ll say it made a sound because of its fall.”
“Now I know I don’t like where you’re going with this,” I comment.
“Shush your quips, I’m being serious,” Keine tuts. “History exists as an agreement between multiple parties that something happens. If I put gold in the forest and no one else ever finds it, nor do I ever mention it to anyone, then to history it never happened.”
“Even if you did it?”
“Even if I did it. If I would record it that would be the first instance of it’s mention, and so then it becomes history by… recording it in the history scrolls, I guess,” Keine loses a bit of momentum at the conundrum self recorded evidence presents. She flaps her hand, insisting, “That’s not the point! What I mean to get at is hermits, or anyone that lives totally isolated, are a sort of blind spot to history, and so are a blind spot for me as well.”
“So… you don’t know anything about Wakasagihime, is your point?”
“Don’t act dense, I know you’re paying more attention than that,” she moderates my behavior.
She’s right, I do realize how big of a deal that is. Anything not witnessed or later found by a party other than the principle agent is a total unknown to her.
Though this does beg the question, “Why tell me this? Or– Ran, for that matter, she’s included in this.”
“This is previously known information to the Yakumo,” Ran deters my stake for camaraderie.
“Okay, just me, then. Keine can you really just tell me that without a worry?”
Keine giggles, more than a little amused at something I said, and replies, “Truthfully, I just want to make sure you understand when I truly am of no help to your cause. To keep you untangled from my hair, so to speak.”
I parse her words for a moment, inferring, “… Wait, so this was an elaborate way to tell me to stop asking you questions?”
She looses a merry little laugh and apologizes, “Sorry, I simply felt it would be too fun to lead you by the nose for a moment. This time, though, I won’t be of any help.”
“So…” I take stock of my lame information, and start to point about, first to Keine, “You don’t know anything.”
Then to Ran, “And you don’t know anything.”
Then to the papers, “And Akyuu doesn’t know anything.”
Lastly to myself, “So I don’t know anything. Wakasagihime is a mermaid that wears a green kimono and has very well groomed hair. That’s about it. Would the… uh… werewolf woman know anything..?”
“Is there a direct objective in mind for not meeting Wakasagihime directly?” Ran questions.
“… I… guess not..?” I stare off into space, wide-eyed. This feels odd that there’s no fuss or muss with just meeting the woman. The only major problem is that she’s in the water, but otherwise she’s not any kind of troublemaker, she doesn’t strike me as the type to travel around on a whim, and doesn’t come with any political baggage that spells a world of headache for me. I mutter a confused grunt of affirmation at such a revelation.
“Perhaps you should consider a gift of greeting in professional manner?” Keine suggests. “I’m sure she’d love fresh vegetables from the village, since she’s bound to the water.”
“Wait, she is?”
“As far as anyone knows,” Keine shrugs, seeming a little too mirthful to dust her hands of any responsibility of me. “I don’t know if she can fly or not.”
“Of the previous point,” Ran chimes in, “sweets or baked goods would be apt. Both to enhance her initial disposition of you and to entrap her attention above the water, thus securing more time to talk with her.”
I look between the two women, and can’t help myself when announcing, “I feel like you two just swapped your opinions.”
“Oh, perish the thought. I was just thinking a little more practically than usual.”
“Diplomacy may require more tactful approaches. Lady Yukari would refer to such things as ‘contrived niceties.’”
“Do you have a high or low opinion of your master?” Keine wonders. Ran decides to not answer.
I’m deciding what would be a good greeting gift.
[x] Fresh veggies. I imagine she has a taste for variety in her meals. I mean, she’s only half fish, right?
[x] Sweets. The quickest way to a girl’s heart. Or anyone’s heart, honestly. It’s harder to find situations where they’re a bad option.
[x] Those are boring, let’s go with this! (Write-in)
huh... well if we ever need to go underwater at some point during this we could always ask Nitori if she is up to make some sort of scuba gear... entirely different question of whether to trust it or not.
anyways...
[x] Fresh veggies. I imagine she has a taste for variety in her meals. I mean, she’s only half fish, right?
I think... going with sweet might come across as the wrong message..? fresh veggies sounds a little more professional? I think?
[x] Sweets. The quickest way to a girl’s heart. Or anyone’s heart, honestly. It’s harder to find situations where they’re a bad option.
When I read the write-in line, my mind immediately went to "mmm, cigarettes, yummy yummy in my tummy."
Is it acceptable to suggest funny looking rocks? IIRC fish princess likes shiny stones
Try a croissant
[x] Fresh veggies. I imagine she has a taste for variety in her meals. I mean, she’s only half fish, right?
Eat your veggies.
[x] Those are boring, let’s go with this! (Write-in)
Nah dog, I got you.
Hit up Rinno and get them baubles and trinkets. Straight curiosities and amalgams that which fishkind have never seen.
We got them gameboys and beach loungers she would never be able to find under the lake.
Trust.
[x] Those are boring, let’s go with this! (Write-in)
-[x] Haribo sugar-free gummy bears
We should give her sweets from Outside World!
[x] Those are boring, let’s go with this!
I agree with getting outside world candy, but let's get her Warheads instead.
>>44935 here
I'm... changing my mind on the vote, not going with any of the write ins, but I do kinda want to follow Ran's suggestion here, so changing my vote to:
[x] Sweets. The quickest way to a girl’s heart. Or anyone’s heart, honestly. It’s harder to find situations where they’re a bad option.
[x] Sweets. The quickest way to a girl’s heart. Or anyone’s heart, honestly. It’s harder to find situations where they’re a bad option.
[x] Sweets. The quickest way to a girl’s heart. Or anyone’s heart, honestly. It’s harder to find situations where they’re a bad option.
I tell Ran I’ll go with her idea and we break for the evening. Keine sounds a little worried that sweets may come off as treating the mermaid a bit immaturely, but I’m not at all worried about that. From what I noticed when wandering in on a meeting between Wakasagihime and Kagerou the princess may receive food from friends, but those are more inclusive of full meals like lunches or whatnot. But even if confections aren’t novel for her, it would at least be treating her more friendly than formally, which isn’t so bad for interviewing.
I still remember how pleased Hina was with the dream-catcher I bought for her. Ran and I checked in on her a while back to see if she settled into the newly built house and sure enough she hung the thing above her bed, cleaned up of the misfortune gunk that stuck to it.
It’s a little embarrassing to give food as a greeting gift in contrast, but it’s also pretty hard to conjure up something to buy for a mermaid. The world under the water is so very different from the world above it. I still need a way to get down to the bottom of the lake, whenever I have the chance to ponder the problem.
The next morning rolls around, and I’m prepped and ready to go before Keine even checks if I’m awake. I pick at the wooden slats on my shirt, wondering if the surviving luck charms left only mildly charred are still functional. I don’t stop and properly analyze it, though. Plenty more important things to do today.
Stepping out of the house, it’s a couple minutes of walking towards the market before I hear the soft steps of my cohort from behind. I slow down, careful not to let her tails hit my heels, as I bring her up to my flank.
“The stores open around this time, right?” I ask, checking my watch.
“Approximately ten minutes from now is the current average at year-to-date,” Ran elucidates. “The bakery should finish its first batch by the time of your arrival.”
“I know I say this every time I go shopping, but the villagers make a lot more than I expect.”
“You are underestimating the diversions created by idle hands. Notably their aptitude in creating business ventures from such.”
“Sheesh, you could at least call it ingenuity,” I sigh.
We walk through the market, a real lively place first thing in the morning. Everywhere you turn is another person trying to get your attention. And with just how many different things you can find, and the area they all take up, I still think it’s more apt to say this place is a true commercial district. Just a market would be underselling this place. I spot some familiar faces here and there, they in turn give me their usual nervous smile for walking next to a Youkai. I can almost say I’m getting used to the off put looks I get.
Ran guides me to the bakery she had in mind. I try to tease her for not only suggesting sweets but also having an exact assortment in mind. She goes on a long list of reasons that her choices of muffins, fruits, and shortcake work for our purpose. Really she sounds like she’s suggesting reasons that she likes these items, though I know she’ll never admit something like that. Such stubbornness means she’s gonna have to sit and watch as the mermaid and I enjoy them instead.
A few bags to add to my rucksack later and we’re walking out of the village. I stop as we pass by a stall. Jars and bags of candy, all from one little elderly woman. Ran attempts to dissuade me from any purchase, quoting the terrible amount of sugar in even one piece of hard candy, but it’s not enough to turn away the sweet tooth of an American.
I ask the woman about the candies, and while the retinue of highly sweetened items are largely white, there are some muted colors here and there to differentiate the pieces. They don’t hold my attention for long, though, as I’m only really after one particular kind.
A small bag of peppermints. God do I feel twenty years older than I am when I tell people that these are my favorite candy. The sympathetic look from the old woman doesn’t help in the slightest, of course.
Ran performs her favorite leisure activity of token nagging as we get to the north gate. She asks if I wish to walk to the lake, maybe as a way to poke fun at the start of our work when we first went there. I politely ask that she carry me as a way to save time.
In short order we’re at the edge of the lake, in pretty good time, too. The treeline framing the lake is different than the first time I came. With summer on the way out, the view is now specked with all manner of yellow and orange creeping against the once verdant green. In reality this changes little, as the lake was already too cold to warrant a dip into even during the heat hazed portions of a day.
I stare across the surface of the lake, not quite still as fairies play along the outer reaches, a fisher mans station for whatever haul he can, and I can barely make out Cirno’s ice raft crawling by the center.
No mermaid, though.
I decide to ask my companion for help, “Got any suggestions on getting Wakasagihime’s attention?”
She stares along the surface as well, contemplating her answer. “Three immediately present themselves,” she concludes.
“If one of them is for me to act like I’m drowning in the water, then skip it,” I knowingly reflect.
“Then two immediately present themselves,” Ran corrects.
Without comment, Ran takes the front of her dark blue tabard and flips it over her shoulder, revealing the simple white dress underneath.
“And that is?”
“Solution one,” Ran states, putting the dress’s dark blue wrist cuffs behind her back, resting atop her tails. I hadn’t realized they were separate pieces.
We wait several minutes for any kind of reaction. I decide to take a seat in the dirt as we wait another several minutes, studying my notes in the meantime. I begin to notice how noisy the fairies in the distance are when Ran pipes up, “Solution two will require a minor amount of preparation. Retrieve the flashing rocks from your pack.”
I lean over to my pack, settled a healthy distance from the water, and fish out the main supply of flash rocks. I still keep around the little pebbles that act like soundless flash-bangs just in case. I could hand over a couple from my pocket, but I’d prefer to keep those at the ready only for emergencies. Could’ve been more helpful against Sakuya if she couldn’t just walk away from the problem.
Or… I guess she just stops time and waits for her senses to return to normal.
I offer the open sack to Ran. She picks a rock from the top and inspects it. While she’s busy looking the thing over I spot a fairy no larger than a squirrel attempting to find the opening in my pack. I shoo the thing away before it can locate any of the sweets or candy. The little scamps seem to also come with a nose for food that squirrels have.
“Damn little thing must’ve sniffed me on the way here.”
“The smell of baked goods is rather unique,” Ran notes, wrapping a paper talisman around the rock.
“Really? I can’t even smell it over here. Just get the smell of moist cold from the lake.”
She raises the rock above her head, staring into the lake like she wanted to stab the whole body. I leave her an extra moment to focus as she wraps her arm behind and back forwards, loosing the rock like a sling. The way it divides the water is a mighty display of Ran’s physical strength. I couldn’t imagine how much strength she’s lost since a little over a month ago.
Before the water can even rebound a bright flash occurs deep beneath the lake, the talisman likely activating the rock.
“Just grabbing her attention?” I guess.
“Simplest solutions should always be attempted before more complicated ones.”
“Showing the front of your dress was the simplest solution? … Wait how is that a solution in the first place?” I realize the absurdity of the thought.
Ran deigns to answer my confusion, “The dress is white, therefore it appears as a–“
The water splashes up at us, drowning out whatever Ran is saying. I take a few steps back in reaction, though Ran stands her ground, much of the water covering her lower body. In front of her a familiar sight lays.
The mermaid, in all her refinement, is spread the same as any fish on land, only she sits face down.
“Pah!” she shouts, raising her torso from the ground by her arms. She continues without a second of observation, “I saw a flash and a white flag up here, who needs help?!”
I step back up to the woman, Wakasagihime, who’s oddified by our presence, and Ran, who’s looking down at her drenched dress.
Ran seems nonplussed by the situation, though I imagine she’s a bit peeved by the inevitable water stain it’ll leave. I do wonder if she has extra clothes to change into.
Wakasagihime looks between us. At first confused. Then concerned. And finally deciding it’s best to be afraid of the nine-tailed fox in arms reach. She slowly leans back, much like a cat preparing to leap.
This doesn’t escape Ran, as while she flips her tabard back over her front she states, “Do not be alarmed. You are not approached with ill intent.” She folds her arms back together with a sort of presence of mind. It’s indicative of a python watching prey.
“H-huh…” the mermaid mouths. “Ill intent… so you mean you’re not angry at me for suggesting you find that Raiko girl?”
“Oh yeah, you probably saw that fight, huh?” I realize. “Ah, but since you didn’t see how things worked out, Kogasa and her are friends now. Somehow. Gensokyo’s weird.” I rub my forehead at the constant headache that event is turning out to be.
“It definitely is,” Wakasagihime perks up at the sentiment with a smile. She scooches her body back to the water, leaving the blue-gray fish tail draped over the sharp edge like bent knees. “So why are you here, then?”
I clear my throat and kneel down to her height, going through the usual routine. “My name is Tanner Regis, a researcher from the village. I’ve been requested to learn about you. Interview you, get to know you, understand your life.”
“Oh my…” the mermaid flushes a bit at my shift in attitude.
I stand up and put a hand to Ran’s shoulder. I ignore its swift deflection and continue, “And this is my partner, compatriot, companion, and otherwise bodyguard Ran Yakumo.”
“Refrain from using any attestation that would insinuate familial or romantic bonds,” Ran nags.
Wakasagihime chuckles at our bit. She brings a level hand to her chest and replies, “If we are doing greetings, I am Wakasagihime. You met me while I was having an official grassroots Youkai network meeting with my dear Kagerou.”
I’m going to keep my mouth shut about our actual first time meeting, brief as it was. It wasn’t my proudest moment, walking around in my underwear.
I bring my pack up beside the mermaid, and retrieve the snacks I had bought. Not exactly sure what would be suitable to say, I settle with a simple, “These are for you,” and present the bounty to her.
She stares at the bag, a tamed excitement spilling from her lips as she says, “May I?” She presents the bag back to make her intentions unquestionable. I give a curt gesture for her to have at it. I can understand her energy, the bag does have its own sort of aura, like radiating heat despite the food itself having long since cooled.
The smell is still that of fresh bread, the cooked dough piercing my nostrils like needles. Not in a bad way, maybe more like an acupuncture sort of way. The intoxicating aroma doesn’t seem to hold the same sway with Wakasagihime, though she does take in a heavy puff of it when opening the bag under her face. Hers is more of curiosity, mayhaps never smelling a baked good meant to be sweet rather than salty or sour. She takes out a muffin, one that looks to be mixed with dots of red bean paste, and inspects it. This conjures an image of the actions that small fairy would have taken had she gotten into the bag. Rotating it in her hand. Smelling the top crust. Lastly chancing a bite across the top.
I’d hazard a guess to say that she likes it. A wide smile. Closed eyes. Her… ear fins? Yes, ear fins are wiggling a bit. What the hell do those actual serve function as? Wait, does she have human ears or do those replace them? Does she hear underwater with them? How would she be able to hear vibrations in the air if they’re meant to detect water disturbances. Do different species of aquatic life even have hearing?
“Mister Regis?” Wakasagihime addresses me. She closed in to me while I was spacing out, probably to check if I was alright. She stares into my eyes, her sapphire eyes
I try to play off my little lapse in concentration, “Ah, sorry! I was just happy to hear that you like my little gifts here.”
“And so I asked what this little warm mushroom was called,” she reflects, raising the mushroom in question.
“A… a muffin?” I more ask than answer, brows raised and estranged by the nature of the question. “Is… that a rare thing to know, Ran?”
“Hardly. It is far more probable that she has never received the western culinary item, nor a comparative baked good,” Ran denies with a lisp of offense on her voice. I’m glad that the very thought is ridiculous to her as well.
“Western..?” Wakasagihime plays with the word. “Western food? I thought western people were like oni, living off of alcohol alone.”
I don’t even attempt to contain a snort at such a jib. Given the way Russians drink vodka like water, or Germans accounting for beer as part of their work tools, it’s not a far gone conclusion that the west likes alcohol just as much as Gensokyo. By that metric, I’ve probably met a few oni without ever knowing it.
We continue the mindless prattling for a while longer, Wakasagihime stowing away the baked goods without my notice. It’s an odd skill, eating but making it unnoticeable even when being watched. Is it a power granted by being prim and proper? Couldn’t say.
Eventually, though, the conversation shifts about enough that I can start talking business.
Specifically, I note, “I was hoping to see your life under the lake, but Ran and I are having trouble thinking of ways that me and my air breathing self could get down there. Would you happen to have any ideas on the matter?”
“You wish to breath water..?” Wakasagihime trails off.
“Well, not breath water, necessarily,” I correct. “Just anything that lets me sit underwater without issue.”
Wakasagihime doesn’t pick up her side of the conversation. She stays muted, fiddling about nervously, and avoids eye contact as well, for whatever reason.
“Wakasagihime?”
“Y-yes!” she’s startled into a reaction. The panic stuns both of us for a moment, but after she collects herself she continues with a scratch of her cheek, “… Well… there… is a way…”
“But..?” I press, knowing that tone of voice spells some sort of condition.
“It’s… embarrassing…” she whispers.
But do I ask about it anyway?
[x] No need to make her do something she’s not comfortable with. If I have to nix the idea then so be it.
[x] If she’s telling me about this solution then she’s probably willing enough to let me try it. Never a better time than the present.
[x] I can come up with a different avenue. (Write-in)
As for the choice, this one will matter more than you might expect.
...why do I get the feeling this involves a kiss and that is why she's embarassed?
I do have an alternate option... not probably a smart one, but eh
[x] I can come up with a different avenue. (Write-in)
- get something equivalent to scuba gear from Nitori and just charge the cost to whatever budget this job comes with...
also aren't a bit past sage at this point? That usually kicks in at 250 posts doesn't it?
>>44947
As it happens, yes. I was thinking that had to be coming up as well. I'll post a new thread with the next story update.
[x] If she’s telling me about this solution then she’s probably willing enough to let me try it. Never a better time than the present.
...?
[x] If she’s telling me about this solution then she’s probably willing enough to let me try it. Never a better time than the present.
[x] No need to make her do something she’s not comfortable with. If I have to nix the idea then so be it.
Nope. I can read between the lines. We are NOT going to complicate things out the gate. I won't complain if a write-in wins, but this is abig NO after how Kogasa went.
I love those "An idea has presented itself." "Does it involve something I don't want to do?" "The idea is no longer an option." moments.
[x] No need to make her do something she’s not comfortable with. If I have to nix the idea then so be it.
I can't think of a single character who acts more like a lady, so I want to act like a gentleman.
[x] No need to make her do something she’s not comfortable with. If I have to nix the idea then so be it.
[x] No need to make her do something she’s not comfortable with. If I have to nix the idea then so be it.
Honestly, being given the choice NOT to do it when Wakasagihime clearly isn't too comfortable to do so just makes it rather clear to not do it. Besides, we already kinda messed up with Kogasa and it's a lesson to take to heart.
A double update?! No, a new thread! It it time for us to leave behind the chapters of the rainbow warrior and the forgotten umbrella. Let us remember them as we go into the next chapter's journey with the mermaid.